Hachiko's Profile at Vampire Rave.

"Have you heard a story where the victim of a kidnap falls in love with the kidnapper?
When the victim is trapped in the world of her captor, she must depend on him for survival. When he treats her gently, she feels as though he is her savior. Although he is in fact the root of all evil.
All I have to do is stretch out my hand gently and you'll fall in love with me. This is the scenario."

~NANA

Welcome, I am called Hachiko. There are many reasons as to why I have this nickname. One, my favorite anime just happens to be NANA, where one of the Nanas were nicknamed "Hachiko". Two, I am fairly much like a pet of some sort, just as the vocalist Nana had said to Nana (Hachi). The third reason, is that I am fascinated by the real Hachi.

I do fall in love at first sight, though I wont say all of those were true loves... I can't tell you how many times I have fell in love, and how many times it has dissapointed. What would be the point of that, after all? I am sure others have had the same problems.

I am not new on here, at all. I have been here for a few years. I know how people 'fall in love' on VR, and though I speak about a different love, who am I to judge? So many are disgusted by it, but I can understand what it feels like when it comes to love soon after meeting the person, if not at meeting or seeing the person for the very first time.
My husband... well, I met him early October, 2009. I fell in love with him by the end of the day, and it was the next day I broke up with my second fiance (who I was with for two and a half years). Now, do not get me wrong, I did not break up with my second fiance to be with this new guy. No, my second fiance spent those two and a half years accusing me of cheating on him, when I turned out to be the only girl who had not cheated on him to date (he started going out with a girl two days after he and i broke up from on here, a person who was a friend. that person cheated on him a few months later. whether he had another girlfriend after that, I couldn't guess). I got tired of it, especially when he started telling his whole family about his accusiations, trying to get me hated more. It just so happens, I had just moved to another state all-together only a few days before this went down. The day after that, my new love and I made out (I would say we went all the way, but it wasn't quite). Not long after that, he had vanished from my life. I moved to somewhere else, where I fell in love with two others within the first two weeks I met them. I also feared them. Ten months of that, I went back home, and called the new man back. As it turned out, I loved him, more so than any other man. He was also the only one who didn't hurt me. So, two months after that, he and I got married in my homestate. I moved in with him, Feb 2011, back where I met him. Of course, I fell in love before and since.
There was the first female love. My love for her, probably can't compare to anyone else. Not in the same way. She died, three days before my eighteenth birthday. They say it was because her parents could not accept her being bisexual. I never got to tell her I loved her in that way.
Another one after that, was a girl I shall call, "Mizu". Her full name that I named her, was "Mizumayumi". She, like other girls other than the one previously mentioned, chose a man over me though. It's only to be expected.
Enough on love. *sighs*
Quite a ramble, is it not? I am a romantic, and yet, I find love an emotion hard to grasp in my own mind. Afterall, I tend to be a sado-masochistic anti-social robot at times. Other times? I suppose I shall admit it now, those who know me would say it anyway... in other times, I am a softie.

My mentality also holds in the form of a cat. A lot of the time, I'll cuddle with my head in his lap as he works, I will meow or "mew" to get attention, to ask a question, or show my feelings without words that may be taken the wrong way. I will tilt my head, and curl up in a ball when ready to sleep. I do hiss when I get pissed, and I do follow him around the house when he gets home from work. I also love playing with string, and tinkly sounded balls.

Enough on that however. I am very much into holistic medication. I prefer that to going to the hospital. I also love martial arts, meditation, burning oils, candles, insence, firecupping, and teas.
My eyes are sensitive to light, due to the fact that my early childhood (that had to deal with my mother) I was locked in my dark room for anything and everything. I have many problems with my eyes. Astigmatism in both, and I also have the problem of my brain not picking up some things my eyes see. I also am very near sighted, and I get migraines all the time. I can't see in the dark, and sometimes, my eyes do not pick out moving objects at the speed they go.
I grew up nocturnal.

I disliked sleeping at night as a child, and always had nightmares either way. Mostly demonic. In my past life I have dealt with demons before, and even in this life.

You most likely wont believe me, as I am sure so many here claim to have supernatural powers... however... I can tell you sometimes I do not want mine, I do not think it cool to have them, and that any ability I have hates me with a passion. When it comes to demons... well, I can send them away, clean the places away from them... but can I fight them? I used too. One night, a fellow roommate brought something with him from the state he moved from. I cleaned it out, seeing as not long after that the guy left the house for two months. I did not know when he would be back, and I cursed when I saw he came back only a few days after that, bringing the thing back in. You see, when he was at the house the first time, the demon wanted me to hurt my husband. It was a good thing I had the will power to make it leave me, however, it was a horrible experience.

To explain... well, I cannot bring myself to strongly dislike anyone, let alone hate. That night I felt nothing but pure and utter hatred. The action it wanted me to do, was bite a chunk off my husband's shoulder. Foruntely, the next day or so after the guy moved back in, he left, and I thoroughly cleaned out the house...again..before I myself was going to move out of the house to move states away from my husband for a little while.

I have an affinity for the Japanese culture. I do not have any of it in my blood however.
I am: Native American, German, Hungarian, Italian, and Irish.

Since I was young, I had a strong interest in Erzsebet Bathory. Did I think my interest was cool, or did I think she was someone to mess with? No. I was interested because I was in awe of her power. Many do not get that she was not only a Countess, a Vampyric, or even, a Sadist. She loved and hated women more than men. She was unhappy with her marriage, and took it out on those around her. As an added bonus, she thought that her taking it out was also for a logical reason: it kept her younger. Many have said she didn't age much during that time. Back then, they say blood was life, it was your soul. Did she also wish to be more enlightened? She was very powerful with knowledge... and very strong in her academics, why would she not wish for enlightment?
So there ends that rant on Erzsebet. Let me get the rest out of the way.
The trivial things about me.

I love to read, write (I do have two novels printed), draw, oil paint, mess with clay, martial arts, and sing (though whether I sing well... that is up to those who listen). I will one day learn to play the cello. I love making my own floor plans, and I love planning things. To me, the event is barely half the fun. Planning my own events is better. I am a capricorn by nature. In fact, I am so much the goat, I even have that for the Chinese years... figure that one out *smiles*. That really just means I am very stubborn, definitely too much for my own good.

As for my beliefs.. I believe in everything. That may sound niave, however... I believe every belief exists in one way or another. However, I also believe that people interpret wrong. What you believe should not be in books but in your own self. If you have a book telling you to not kill someone, and later, tell you to kill a specific type of person (that specfic type of person was lost in translation which is why I say about the book also), which do you follow? Well, naturally, we are human, so they would rather kill that specific person. Here is what I do. When I make choices, I try to make the ones better for those around me. I try to put only positive influence into the world. However... my main center, because I acknowledge I have a dark side, is neutral. I am the type to try to hold the balance. I do not get this answer from any book. I get it from myself, my choice.

Music wise... lets see... I love anything. Some of it may give me a headache after a while, but I will listen to it all. The only stuff I cannot seem to stand too much at all, not even ten minutes, is some of the oldies... but only some. Most of it I like.

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