| Love is a hopeless notion a cruel joke on everyone's hearts. Love is a fools emotion it causes pain and sorrow to many and great joy to few but still I suppose is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all. Prehaps the joy is worth the tears that so often come later with a broken heart |
I am not sure whats going on with me...seems food no longer has taste. I hardly sleep. Lying awake long past everyone else the house is quite and I should be asleep...but i cannot wide awake I feel the night pull on me calling me to dance beneathe the night sky.....the darkness comforts me. I only eat food by suggestion...it does not really satisfy me....what is going on with me. Why do I feel this way? I hope someone can answer the questions that are within me....
I am a child of the night. I know this....I have always known this. I walk beneath the moon...I feel comfort in the shadows...in the darkness...and yet I hunger for more...
I am alone....I need one to walk with me to be my eternal companion...
Name: My given name is Kimberlie but I have been reborn as Filitina
Status: Single and looking for my life long mate
Children: None yet but not from lack of trying
Religion: I have my own beliefs...but claim no religion
Sexual Orientation: Bisexual
Favorite type of music: I don't really have a fav...it varies with my mood
Favorite Movie/film: I like horror films though I also like romance
Favorite book: Don't have one I love all books
Favorite color: Black and purple
Likes: Vampyres, the moon, moonlight walks down my forest path, walks on the beach, wolves, the feel of the rain on my skin
Dislikes: Fake people, vampyre hunters, the sun, loud mouth people who talk alot of shit because they are safe behind a computer screen, drama
Smoker: On occassion when I feel like it
Drinker: On occasion when I feel like it
Tatoo: None ~sadface~ but with any luck and the right amount of money I will have one soon one on my shoulder of skulls and roses with the words Lovely Death on a tattered ribbon beneath it
Piercings: Two but I am thinking of getting more
You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
~If you don't like me then don't talk to me doesn't really matter to me. Don't be immature and downrate me or leave nasty messages. I may not have the most decorated profile but I put alot of thought into this and I am working on making it better~
Ever wonder why the wolf howls a the moon?
I think its because the wolf is lonely or mournful
I am all alone even as I am surrounded by people who care for me. My world is one of darkness even as the sun shines bright. My heart is heavy with dispare though in truth I do not know why. I gaze up at the moon and wonder.......
is there anyone out there who truely understands me who just knows me....who can sense how I feel without me
saying a word. Someone who is my other half someone who makes me complete.....who makes me whole.
~A lone tigeress who proudly watches over those she loves is not truely lonely at all~
A boy and a girl are speeding down a hill on a motercycle.
Girl: please slow down im scared
Boy: no way this is to fun
Girl: please
Boy: say that you love me and give me a hug
Girl: *gives him a hug* i luv you
Boy: ok now take my helmet off and put it on yourself please its bothering me.
Girl: *does whats shes told*
The next morning theres a news report bout a crash. There were two victims only one lived. what happened was that halfway down the hill the boy realized the brakes were broken. He didnt want the girl to panic so he told her to hug him and tell him she loved him one last time. Then he gave her his helmat so she would live even if he wouldnt. Post this on your profile if you would do that same for the one you love.
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Litium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God I wanna let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide teh emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Don't wanna let it lay me doen this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go, let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, stay in love with mmm
I'm gonna let it go
((Note I do not own the Lithium song or lyrics I lay no claim to it I just love the song so I am adding the lyrics to my profile))
Pain is what makes us all feel alive Sweet pain and agony heart wrenching sorrow and bitterness reminds us that we still have souls even if we be damned creatures in the eyes of many...
I embrace my pain savoring each bitter sweet stab because without it I would feel empty and void of emotion without pain I would feel like the soulless monster that many people in society see me and those like me as....
I am and have been offline for a bit due to my computer getting fried I come on as often as I can when I get time to go to the library. I hope to get a new computer soon so please bare with me love and dark paths to you all.
Update 1/11/2014:
Ok so its been a long while so long that I even forgot I had a account on here. :P I know I know shame on me right? Well I am back now and hopefully or good.
I have been through alot in the time that I was gone. I moved to Fairfield, Texas. For those of you who don't know where thats at its a little town in East Texas that is one step up from no wheresville lol but I have been enjoying my new home it suits me its small and the people are nice and the quiet has given me time to work on my poems and my novel. I have met a few new friends and even reconnected with a few old ones so its all good. I don't have internet at home right now but I should have it by the first of next month. I am still single though there are a few guys that I am talking to. Maybe something will come of that idk will keep you guys posted. :P I am having a studio made hoping to get back into my artwork I will upload some pics of my latest pieces when I do...also I am redecorating my room anybody who has any good ideas on creative storage and wall art let me know I am open to all suggestions as long as the don't involve pink. Pink is EVIL!!! >:D anything that cute and frilly has to be EVIL!!! lol anyone who has seen those horror movies with the cute innocent little girl crying in the corner understands this.....Horror movie survival tip #52 If your in a old house, hospital, apartment, church, barn or whatever and you see a cute innocent girl crying in the corner don't help her!! Turn around and go the other way!
Welp that is all for now will post more later :P
