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A child of the night is how I entered this world. Coming at 55 minutes to midnight; from that moment on I remained a child of the night and no one could stop that. Insomnia over took a majority of my life as people tried to keep me awake for the day time hours but that did not stop this child of the night. I would stay up to see the dances of the night in all its forms and beauty. Growing up with knowledge that there is more then meets the eye about life. The powers it holds and the dances that can be done with in it.

I am Ezabet Redden, a child of the night. Born with a few gifts but rare amongst many of the men/women and others lurking in the night. Fierce and full of fire I learned to adjust to life on my own; a parental figure who'd taught me when I was young not to depend on anyone for they will just let you down eventually. The sweet dreams that children had were but a wish at my bedside for sweet dreams would never come; only those of horror and hatred. Things that were not of my life but of the lives of others; for I am a Dreamweaver destined to walk other peoples dreams like the fog that coats the dark floors of a graveyard. I was there to guide them in either direction; for I was the one that would long to feel something.

Long strawberry locks would flow over alabaster skin like fire and sun woven silk. Bright blue orbs that of the cool ocean would glitter and dance as if two faeries were embedded in the sockets that were supposed to be my eyes. Short and tiny in structure made to go any where and see all; for the nights that drew closer had many things in store. I night walker I would be for ever more. For on the night of December 23rd 1979 I was reborn into this world once again; this time with the ability to sense those around, and feel what they felt. A joy this is for me as I love to feel the many things that a human can feel.

Now I wait by my mate for the time where I may feed once more taking that of the innocent, but only what I need for I am not a greedy monger. I will show the way to the lost children for the lost children always need a guide and I will be there to guide them into the night when the moon is high in the sky and the shadows dance across the structures. that is where you will find me with my mate.


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~~She would bow gracefully at the hips as her long black silk gown would shimmer upon her alabaster skin revealing every contour as the moons light softly carressed it. ~~

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~♥~ Poetry I like ~♥~

A Vampire's Tragedy

Alone I sit on the top of a hill
Thinking of how my unlife has been
Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen
In the eyes of my victims before they lay still.

Though a hunter in darkness I must be
The feelings of guilt always come back
When I sink my teeth in another man's neck
My conscience is the only light left in me.

All I want is to leave the shadows behind
And truly this time I will
For I no longer desire to kill
Thoughts of light are now on my mind.

I'm waiting for the sunrise today
On the lonely hill where I sit
And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it
Before the wind blows my ashes away.

Solinquair, 1996

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Call of the Kindred

Come to me, little mortal
I can bring you to heaven's portal
There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain
Feelings of joy will fill your brain

Come to me, sweet human thing
Give me your heart and I'll make it sing
Forget your fears, leave them behind
Forget the troubles of your kind

Come to me... yes, that's right
Now hold still, it's no good to fight
I'll take your blood, and leave you dying
Didn't you realise I could be lying?

Solinquair, 1996






~♥~ Songs I enjoy ~♥~

Call Me - Shinedown

Wrap me in a bolt of lightning
Send me on my way still smiling
Maybe that's the way I should go,
Straight into the mouth of the unknown
I left the spare key on the table
Never really thought I'd be able to say
I merely visit on the weekends
I lost my whole life and a dear friend

I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, nevermind
God knows I've tried

[Chorus]
Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my way

I finally put it all together,
But nothing really lasts forever
I had to make a choice that was not mine,
I had to say goodbye for the last time
I kept my whole life in suitcase,
Never really stayed in one place
Maybe that's the way it should be,
You know I live my life like a gypsy

I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, nevermind
God knows I've tried

[Chorus]
Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my way

I'll always keep you inside, you healed my
Heart and my life... And you know I try.

[Chorus]
Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my way
So, I'll be on my way
So, I'll be on my way

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Evans Blue - Possession

Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
and I would be the one

to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear

Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed
trying to find an honest word to find
the truth enslaved
oh you speak to me in riddles
and you speak to me in rhymes
my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive
And I would be the one

to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear

Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread

oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied
and I would be the one

to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes...



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The submissive's Prayer

Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom.
Allow me the spirit to know His needs.
Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts.
Allow me the serentity to serve Him in peace.
Allow me the love to show Him myself.
Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him.
Allow me the light to show us the way.
Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him.
Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him.
Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him.
Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at His side, or kneel at His feet.
Let me accept my punishment with the grace.
Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself.
Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely.
Grant me the strength to please U/us both.
Permit me to love myself in loving Him.
Allow me the peace of serving Him.
For it is my greatest wish,
my highest power to make His life complete,
as He makes mine

~author unknown~



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Likes:

Butterflies
Animals (every one of them)
the sound of rain hitting the ocean
the smell of a warm summer rain
the sound of snow crunching beneath my feet
crackling camp fires
Sound of bag pipes
sweet smell of lilacs
Sunsets
sound of small children playing
watching animals frolick
The smell of lemon wipes!
Hickory Sticks
Privacy
Swimming
Hiking
Cultural arts
B-Rated movies
Good debates
Spring and Fall
Fishing
Photography
star fruit
watching blood seep from a fresh wound
Mad Hatter
Photomanipulation

(the more I think of the more I will add)




Dislikes:

Abusers (in every way)
Cold
Sun
People who are smart but chose to be stupid!
Sunrises
The texture of cooked pinapples
Being around a lot of people at one time
Summer and winter
Media induced holidays
People who distroy the earth for greed
Watching animals and children in pain
Liars
Cheaters
war mongers
Drama Queens!

(If I can think of anymore, I'll add)

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