Enchantingnightmare's Profile at Vampire Rave.

My name is of no importance on here, if you know it than you must be pretty damn important and if not than simply ask and maybe I will tell you. I am a 23 year old LESBIAN. Guys I don't like you like that but I don't mind talking to ya as long as you keep things nice. I live in Hattiesburg, Mississippi. I freaking hate it. I Hate Mississippi I hate Mississippi I hate Mississippi. Ok Yeah sorry forgot what I was doing for a second I'm back now so it's ok. Hmmm what else to put on here.........so I'm 23 now not much difference than being 22. I don't see the point in age after 18 it shouldn't matter anymore. whats so great about getting another year older. Its just a number people damn. To everyone out there feel free to add me to your friends I won't bite.........ok well maybe I will but who says you won't like it... I have brown eyes and finally my hair is back to its naturally color after years of being so many colors i can't remember them all, its brown plain brown blah. I have 5 tattoos and 6 piercings I had more but I took them out.

I am just looking to make some new friends. I don't need anything other than just friends. other relationships are to damn complicated and I'm done with all that damn drama so if you are looking for more than friends look some where else cuz you won't find that here. If I were looking for a realtionship than it would be with someone who won't break my heart when handed to them on a silver platter. Some one who when they say they are going to do something actually does what they say. Some one who when they open there mouth it isn't meaningless, worthless bullshit coming out. some one who won't treat me as though i am just a convience in there life. i have feelings so treat me that way.

I am lost in a world that pushes me aside for I am not worth your time. I do not pretend to be something I'm not, I am not perfect and I don't want people to think that I am. It is my imperfections that makes me who I am.

Let Me Bleed
Tempted by the memories of blood and pain I crave the feeling of what it was like to mutilate my own body. I think of you and I regret wanting to do those things, but at this moment you are not reason enough not to do so. I long to bleed as I have bled so many times before. To feel the sharp edge of a knife, or a razor, or even the smallest piece of glass would bring such pleasure to me right now. To see the blood pour out of my own veins and see the pain disappear with each drop of blood that leaves my body.

I cry at night, no one knows, no one hears, no one cares. I cry for you, for your love, for your touch. For you my tears fall, but you walked away from me. You will never know that the tears that caress my cheeks are tears for my lost love, no not lost denied. You have denied me more than once and that is why these tears fall. I would die for you, but I'm already dead and still I cry at night, no one knows, no one hears, no one cares.

Ok so you actually took the time to read all the stupid crap I put on here well thank you very much to those of you who did. So I guess I can tell you a little more about me than. I was born on october 20, 1983, to a whore of a mother who was only 15 when she had me and to a father who in the coming months after my birth would commit suicide. Not a great start to a life but it was mine and I have come to terms with me. As a child I lived in numerous foster homes and group homes. And after all this people wonder why I am a manic depressive bipolar person which if you think about it that whole phrase is just extremely redundent why can't the therepist just say bipolar for crying out loud. I am a cutter though I do not try to kill myself any more I just cut to free myself from the way I am feeling at the time if you don't like that than kiss my ass it is who I am and if you don't like that than leave me the hell alone. I am who I am and nothing anyone does or says will ever change me.

General Likes
Amy Lee(omg that woman is a goddess), Beaches, beautiful eyes, biting, blood, butch women, cats, candles, candy, cooking, cuddling, dogs, dancing, dragons, fairies, femme women, goth women, handcuffs, honesty, horror movies, humor, incense, kissing, laughing, lesbians, love, piercings, rats, romance, red roses, soft lips, tattoos, tinkerbell, whips, white tigers, waterfalls, wolves, women

Music
3 Doors Down, Blue October, Chris Daughtry, Crash test Dummies, Disturbed, Evanescence, Evans Blue, Godsmack, James Blunt, Linkin Park, Melissa Ethridge, Metallica, Nickelback, Nirvana, Papa Roach, Pink, Puddle of Mudd

T.V. Shows
Crossing Jordan, House, Heroes, CSI, CSI; Miami, CSI: New York, Bones, The L word, Dexter, NCIS, Law & Order, Law & Order: SVU, Law & Order: Criminal Intent, Dirty Jobs, Mythbusters

Movies
The Stand, Donnie Darko, The Skeleton Key, Sleepy Hollow, Van Helsing, Fear Dot Com, House of Wax, The Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Red Dragon, Taking Lives, The Cell, Suspect zero, The Bone Collector, Seven, Cabin Fever, Valentine, Constantine, Jeepers Creepers(1 and 2), The Addamd Family, Wishmaster, Beetlejuice, Dreamcatcher, White Noise, 13 Ghost, Dragonfly, House on Haunted Hill, The Haunting, Ghost Ship, The Sixth Sense, Jaws(all), Deep Blue Sea, Lake Placid, Dawn of the Dead, Resident Evil, Soul Survivors, Eight Legged Freaks, Pitch Black, War of the Worlds, Alien(all), Contact, Independence day, Men in Black, The Queen of the Damned, Underworld, The Lost Boys, Interview With the Vampire, Vlad, Dracula 2000, Hide and Seek, The Ring(1and2) When a Stranger Calls, Identity, Boogeyman, The Exorcist, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, Fallen, Idle Hands, Carrie(1 and 2), The Grudge, Final Destination(all), The Craft, Stigmata, What Lies Beneath, Friday the 13th(all), Hellraiser(all), Child's Play(all), The Princess Bride, cry Baby, Nightmare on Elm St.(all), Pirates of the Carribean, Finding Neverland, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory,

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