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Hi ;) I am RebellaI believe that everything happens for a reason. I don’t know if there is God or Devil. I can only hope that God exists, because I’m afraid to die. I’m afraid just to vanish. You know, one day you’re here, and the other there’s only a body left that rots in a coffin. I don’t want that… Even if I can’t feel that. In any case that’s the reason I hate being alone. I start to think about death and all the mystique things. I know I can answer this question only at the day I die, but still… It confuses me.

I love to sleep, tho’ I have loads of nightmares and many people and other forms of life die in my dreams, it’s still good to dream.
By the way, the last few weeks I’ve weird dreams. I dream how dogs die, and I cry as I sleep, but somehow I do nothing to change it… crazy

I am nothing, 'cos I believe in nothing. I wish I would… God sometimes I hate myself so much. If I were another person I’d definitely kill me, but I’m a coward and an optimist, I still believe that my lucky times await for me.

So I have a dream...to become someone...so in the end I can tell myself, that it was worth living. And that it was worth to make it through the hard times.

I listen to industrial music; I feel satisfaction when I eat, drink or smoke.
Everything was planed for me, when I was a kid. Maybe that is why I became a rebel. But now when I have the wheel of my life in my own hands, I catch myself thinking that, maybe it would be easier to live the way my parents expected me to live. But challenges in my life are the only joy, so I don’t give it up just because it is hard to make it through the day.

I was violent and I liked to be the way I was. Things have changed and now there’s harmony between my violent and ‘good’ side… I kinda like that… Tho’ people still say that I look kinda arrogant and stuck up… But I’m not, trust me ;)
I'm not tall, blond, have green eyes.
Friends are important to me, but they’re not the most important thing. At the first place stand my family and my own safety and wellness. If someone is nice to me, then I'll be as nice as you are to me and you can always expect my help if you need me. But those who talk behind my back lie to me or do some actions against me should beware. I have no limits.

I love to go shopping. I just love shoes, clothing, accessories and make up. And the greatest love in my life is music...I used to sing, but unfortunately I missed my chance and I think that I won’t get another one.

*about my name : Means "bright fame", derived from the Germanic elements hrod "fame" and beraht "bright". The Normans introduced this name to Britain.
*languages i speak : Lithuanian, English, German, russian...
*nr. of destiny : 6
*natural hair color : cinereous
* have a brother, he's 1.5 year old, but I've never seen him, 'cos my dad with his new wife lives in Spain.
*Favorite day of the week : Friday
*Favorite sport : Football (Soccer), i was in the team earlier and the team won the second place in the city's contest
*have 2 dogs at the moment and i luv them
*pets i had before: 1 cat, 2 mice, 1 wild bird....another dog....
*I just love the ocean
*my fav.book authors are G.Cook & Stephen King and...i write my own stories
*I'm a realist with a deviation of a pessimist
*i believe that i have the sixth sense
*i believe that I'll die from cancer
*I'm naturally very white, and hardly get a tan

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The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Musette Coleridge

Known in some parts of the world as:
Aradia of The Cursed

The Great Archives Record:
The cursed and the curser - bringing downfall and ill favour to kings and peasants alike!








Business minded and a natural leader, you are a canidate to be embraced by the Ventrue clan. You can be rather dominant with a high stamina however, you tend to have obsessive compulsive tendencies...especially when it comes to your food. You are the clan the others look to organize groups and factions. Generally princes are among this clan.