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I can only remember one good day in my life. It was my VIII birthday. Since then I've been in Purgatory. Regardless of my fate, I remain Lucky. I get what I want and I do what I want. Humanity and the Individual's existence both are not much different than the realities of the Wilderness. Competition, slip-ups, predators, distractions, etc; all are parts of the recipe. Consciousness is an art form that most have not mastered. Some think they have, but are naive and therefore dangerous. It is important to control ones power. Harness ones desires. Master ones fears.

I grew up without love. My mother was XVI when she had me. When I was in pre-school the state took me and placed me into foster care. I thrived because I was young and reading came easy to me, but I was not in my element. I could have done better. It was my fault.

When I was X I was adopted.

My World was wilting and was replaced with his world, his word, his will.

I believe that not all people are really people. Some don't even have brains and aren't conscious at all. They walk around "mooing". I think some people are "Superheros" in a very broad sense. Perhaps not telekinetic, but super and hero nonetheless. There's a bumper sticker that says "Save a life and you're a hero, Save thousands and you're a nurse." So...Yeah. I believe that some part of the human existence is reincarnated.

I discovered music in Grade IV. I had been singing in church since I could remember, but didn't start reading music until the former time. I learned and excelled and expressed myself in a constructive way and decided very early on I wanted to make music a career. Haha...funny right? No one tells you about money and haters and thieves. It's just "He's so talented!" If I'm so talented how come no body wants to pay? Well I've given up on music and decided to follow a new path[I'm not saying I will never make music again, I'm saying it will be when and for whom and with what I want.]

I chose this community because I believe I am some kind of vampire or empath or something of the sort, but I'm confused. Not really sure how to go about developing. Scared of going to Hell as well, but I'm taking the shot. I'm a very chill person. No anger issues, just trust ones. I'm very loyal and hope to make friends on this website. I know I can't be friends with everyone and that is okay. Life has to end up somewhere someday, doesn't it?