I want my innocence back
And if you can't give it to me
I will cut you down
And I will run you through
With the dagger you sharpened
On my body and soul
Before you slit me in two
And then devoured me whole
I want my innocence back
And if you can't pacify me
I will break your bones
You think I'm bluffing, just try me
I will never forget
The words you used to ensnare me
Till my dying day
You'll suffer for this, I swear And I demand
You put my heart back in my hand
And wipe it clean
From the mess you made of me
And I require
You make me free from this desire
And when you leave, I'd better be the innocent
I used to be
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I am a long time in darkness, and i stay their until i strong enough to go in light, but i realized that i can never win and the day will never comes so i live there till i die...
i see the death as a present who give me live but its difficult to handle it, every day in pain is just more i can take, every day is a new fight, every step is another mistake but the day will came when the losers get his rage, but first of all realized that the truth enemy be my self...
I begin to cut my self for a long time cause i will see if i life but the answer has his price and i pay it every day at my life when my body gets pain my soul feel better but just a moment and then all things are badder then before...
I know i don´t need you to be alive...
I know i don´t need you to see the sun...
I know i don´t need you to eat some thing...
I know i don´t need you to have an shower...
I know i don´t need you to drink blood...
i know i don´t need you to smile...
BUT WITHOUT YOU I NEVER WAS HAPPY!!!
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THE LAST THINGS I KNOW FROM ANOTHER LIFE...
We run as fast we can to the end of a bluff. She talk me she will die cause she is far to be killed. She say please take my hand and never to release it. OK i do that with tears in my eyes and hope for a better please we can stay. I fall down this bluff and i make the paint that she was realized my hand and stand in a save place in the front the bluff. Smiles. And go away with the the words... what a stupid idiot know i have my peace from him, and his money is my... I love she... She talk to me a lie... i believe it... and die for...
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AFTER ALL ( THE DEAD )
What do you say to the dead
Will you forgive me for living
Can't believe the things that they said
Wonderful day for a killing
It's killing me
What do they do with your soul
Is it just lying there busted
When did you lose all control
Is there someone to be trusted
With my mind
Oh there's insufficient evidence
Of what just might come after
But sometimes out of nowhere
There's demented sounds of laughter
Are we all haunted by
The ghost - imagination
It just can't be
I've seen them there
Howling at the moon
Is it just me
Or does somebody else believe this
Well I'm not alone
And I'm not afraid
There's just one way to see
What do you say to the dead
Is there a place where it's burning
It says in a book I once read
Yes there's a chance of returning
Turn to me
The fundamental principles
Say nothing of forever
But those are voices that I hear
Or I'm just not so clever
It can't be me
I know somebody else believes this
Well I'm not alone
I'm not afraid
Just one way to see
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CCR SOMEDAY NEVER COMES
First thing I remember was askin' papa, "Why?",
For there were many things I didn't know.
And Daddy always smiled; took me by the hand,
Sayin', "Someday you'll understand."
Well, I'm here to tell you now each and ev'ry mother's son
You better learn it fast; you better learn it young,
'Cause, "Someday" Never Comes."
Well, time and tears went by and I collected dust,
For there were many things I didn't know.
When Daddy went away, he said, "Try to be a man,
And, Someday you'll understand."
And then, one day in April, I wasn't even there,
For there were many things I didn't know.
A son was born to me; Mama held his hand,
Sayin' "Someday you'll understand."
Think it was September, the year I went away,
For there were many things I didn't know.
And I still see him standing, try'n' to be a man;
I said, "Someday you'll understand."
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