My sanity is somewhat back - i'll try to harness it.
My name is Bella.
Or at least, I wish it to be. My life is pretty much ruined - everything that has happened to me, or is me, except for my friends, is lies. So here is who i am according to me. Try to keep up.
the only solace I can find is in the world of the night. Vampires are my friends as I dance in the rain and snow, grin at passing winds and storms, and shy from the sun and warmth. The word normal scares me.
I mentioned before that I have amazing friends - it is true. my friends Kyrie, Heather, Aqua, Misha, House, Ros, Kenzayy, Maddie, Corazon, are always there for me. i love them so much and I hope they are in my life forever.
i am never not listening to music. right now on the radio, i'm listening to 'Fall for you' by secondhand serenade. i love this song. my favorite bands and singers are nickelback, paramore (***), 3 doors down, p!nk, PANIC! AT THE DISCO (*******), and a lot more but i can't remember any right now.
my favorite books/series {oh i remembered another singer/band i like! Evanescence} are a great and terrible beauty, TWILIGHT, warriors, the host, and more but i can't remember them right now either.
call me crazy, i don't care, but i'm being possessed by a deamon-thing. it's new to me, and i'm pretty freaked out. Kyrie and I are trying to banish it, and it's working so far. but he'll be back, he always is.
at a verry slow and steady pace, i'll add more to this in an hour or so. i'm far from done. ;)
~ DarkestTwilight
aka: Bella, Bells, Isabella
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My Current Mood: lonely
My Favorite Word Right Now: serendipity
What I Feel Like Doing: curling up on the floor with a blanket watching a movie with my cat in the dark with some brownies
Recent Advice/Outlook: Go looking for trouble. Everything has a reason, but nothing is meant to be. Create mischief, do what you have never done before, and mold your destiny out of raw black clay. It is your choice to form it how YOU like, to add the glitter or shine, the dash of electric blue, the metallic sheen, the deep purple swirl. Do the unthinkable, and do not let anyone else live your life for you with their restrictions and opinions. YOU are YOU. Most importantly, don't be what you are, be what you have become.
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