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I will seek and find you .
I shall take you to bed and have my way with you
I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan.
I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop.
I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you.
And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days.
All my love,
The Flu
Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot
"We Don't Die"
We ain't underground by accident
There's only a select few that can handle this
Freak shit
Apparition of a poltergeist
Blessed with a heart
But is cold as ice and broken twice
Now I walk with an axe
Dressed in all jet black with contacts
Straight maniac
Warlock, Samhain and Salem's Lot
Sand through the hour glass ticking of the clock
If you don't know by now it's too late
We the most serious thing on the market since date rape
We the dead
We don't explain or feel pain, beserko
Keep it underground to maintain
Bitch you better checknuts
I'm doing voodoo in 66 in 6 months
Ridin' in a digged out hearse with gold spokes
Puffin' on 2 ton blunt with dead folks and it's like that
Axe Murderers, we don't die
Serial Killers, we don't die
Freaks of the Night, we don't die
We get high, we don't die
Coming up outta the ground
From the underground tunnel I dug
To keep away from the mainstream lover
Just want somebody to move and get hurt
Got your hole dug deep in the dirt
Can't hurt?
With you bitch motherfuckers makin' love to the press?
With a bitch name tatted on your chest
Me and motherfucking' madrox, hauntin' the joint
Bringin' death to the people that don't get the point
We don't die
Uh huh, we unreal
Just like a seven dollar bill
Voice my opinion regardless on how you feel
Freak shit
It ain't about being rich
It's about juggalos and runnin' with lunatics
As long as y'all rock this we won't quit
We do it all for y'all, I mean that shit
Everyone of y'all means everything to me
We bleed for y'all, that's why we call it the family
It's hard to explain the element my
Self inflicted pain
Were not positive, and upliftin'
Fuck you, walk a mile in our shoes
Experience hard times and payin' helly dues
Freak shit
What I live what I breath
Cast out Mutant X like his disease
Still they try to ban our sound
Cause supposedly it would be resurrecting
The dead from under hollow ground
You in the dead zone, 10 points for us
You smellin' cigarette smokes right before your lungs bust
Plus, you can't trust him
But I can bust him in half
And sit back and laugh at all the shit I did
Can you do that?
Could you school that?
Better yet, I'm a wigged out serial killer
Type war death
Freakshow, different from the rest
But I, love it though
Put you to the test
Tearing off the flesh to find,
a hidden beauty lurks inside.
Finding peace in my natural state
won't let my skeleton go to waste.
Your laws of beauty cost their lives
reason dies but aesthetics survive.
You call it fashion I call it crime
if this looks good,
then the world is blind.
How many tears to wash away
the stains I wear from yesterday?
I hunger after one throbbing desire
a phantom body draped in attire.
Your laws of beauty cost their lives,
reason dies but aesthetics survive
How many days 'til you erase
the very bodies
that shot them to fame?
I've carved your name deep into my memory
that you live in the depth of my soul
I've engraved it in my unpublished thoughts
to adorn the pages of my life.
I've thawed your name into my veins
to flow to my heart in the silence of the night
I have kept your name like harvest songs
and I remember it with tears of nostalgia.
Sometimes with the future in my eyes
I write your name with the ink of happiness
with a longing that begins and ends with the color of hope
thus, decorated with the purest feelings
it fills my soul with the breeze of love's bliss.
Oh, like a picture,
I've framed your name with autumnal passion
put it on the window's sill of my soul
a little window that looks to the sea of desires
to look gloriously beautiful all year round.
Many a time I strain my mind
just to touch your breath
Some days I curve my glance
to catch just a glimpse of you
All because somewhere deep in my heart
there is a spot no finger has ever touched
It is a place reserved for you and you alone.
Red tears dropping to the ground.
My heart filled with sorrow trying to wipe it down.
Seeing you cry from the reflection of my red tears off the ground,
It Tears my heart down, all I want is for my heart to calm down.
My love for you is too immense to measure
And your touch how it gives me oh so much pleasure
You literally take my breath away
In my life you just must always stay
The emotions you stir are of ardent love
With a devotion that comes from the stars above
And our passion we share unites us as one
Fulfilling the desires is just so much fun
I have given you the key to my frail heart
With the dream that we will never part, As I write these words
I hope you will heed, I pray that I shall be all that you need
Maybe it was just a trick,
Loving someone makes me sick,
Let me go, and let me free,
Give me something to believe,
I am and was, my life a sin,
Sparkling eyes, evil grin,
We will soonly fall apart,
Destroy this fine work of art,
It is gone, lost, forgotten,
Lay me in my wooden coffin,
Laugh and smile, it all is fake,
Bound me down for your own sake,
I'm a fool, lost and confused,
Crying silently like I've been abused,
Cry little child, cry forever,
We don't care, we don't love her,
Let her die, let her burn,
Maybe this time she will learn,
Hush yourself, fall asleep,
These are secrets you must keep,
If you don't, they will know,
and straight to hell, you will go,
You're a jester in disguise,
Full of jokes, full of lies,
Hiding behind a plastic mask,
Make it strong, make it last,
But don't leave it on too long,.
For your face just might be gone,
We believed your truth for lies,
Surely witnessed your demise,
Chained and cuffed, you are bound,
Sewed your mouth, make no sound.
Up in my room
scared as can be
yet no one understands
how much fear is inside of me
she comes home late
pissed off from work
she can be the best mom
but in seconds flat can turn into the biggest jerk
she over looks what i have cleaned perfectly
and only notices what i have not done
picks up the belt
thats when i know i gotta run
head for my room
locking the door behind me
as i can hear her come
fear over takes my body and i suddenly cannot see
she breaks down the door
like its not that big of a deal
after tonight this will take
more time to heal
she starts screaming at me
telling me how i was a mistake
all those times you told me you loved me
was so incredibly fake
after you are done beating me you realize what you have done
you cannot handle the decision you have just made
so now it is your time to run
you leave me here
in my room broken and bruised
as tears start to run down my cheek
for help i cannot seek
later that night you return home
and come up to check on me
when you stop in the doorway
and realize what you see
a scared little girl
surrounded in a puddle of blood
you see a letter in her hand
and suddenly you cannot stand
you take the letter from her hand and sit down on the bed
you cannot understand why your child has commited suicide
and is not dead-this is how the letter read
"i could not take this life anymore
it was just to hard and cruel
mom how could you be so hurtful
and be such a fool?
i guess you did not realize what you did to me
but i hope by me doing this
will open your eyes
and make you see
tell my friends im sorry
and that i love them so
it did not help having
my self-estem so low
i was so sick and tired of being used
and everything i was told being a lie
i am not sorry for doing this but i am sorry for how it will affect my friends
for this is my final goodbye."
It was getting late
But a friend and me wanted a scare
So we went to the movies
Where her boyfriend would be there
She found a seat next to him
The movie had already started
There wasn't another seat just for me
So I went up farther and that was when we parted
The movie was getting real scary
But there I was all alone
Nobody around me or even in my row
But this one guy I think I might've known
He looked oddly familiar
And this movie is giving me a chill
I think he's going to speak to me
I sure hope he will
He got up
I thought he was going to leave
As he walked past
He only sat next to me
It was getting awfully dark in here
But I think I just saw him smile
He could tell I was scared
So he held my hand all worth the while
I think I'm falling in love
As he stared into my eyes
We scooted a little closer
And he kissed me none to my surprise
So soft and gentle
Was my kiss with the mystery man
As we were making out
He was getting out of hand
I whispered to stop
He didn't listen
I felt his hands move up my waist
I could only sit there and glisten
He unbuttoned my shirt
In between kisses I said no
I tried to pull away
But there was no letting go
This is a nightmare, I thought,
A movie I am in
I wish he would stop hurting me
But I know something else will begin
Everything went by as a blur
Not once did I shout
I only laid there on the dirty floor
Wanting to get out
He smiled once again
When he was done
He whispered:
Now wasn't that fun?
The movie was now over
As he buckled his jeans and left
I had something so precious
I knew I once kept
No one even noticed
Not even my friend
But now my life is over
Nothing to mend
My friend said how great the movie was
And didn't I see?
But how could I have seen
When that guy was busy destroying me?
