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I live in a world where some of what I do and who I am is not always accepted by people who are not like me. Therefore, I lead two lives. I am who I am until I'm around someone who doesn't accept that, at which time I will be someone else so to speak. Either way, I am still technically myself as I do not allow it to change my morals, beliefs, or who I am as I see myself.

The form of my life that isn't always accepted by people around me would be the side of me that practices Wicca and Witchcraft, and I also study paganism/vampirism as it is interesting to me.

I began practicing Wicca/Witchcraft at the age of 13. For years growing up my grandmother had told me stories of how some of our ancestors were witches, and it always intrigued me. She had told me that it was in our blood line, even though most people in my family won't admit to it or accept it. I decided when I turned 13 that I was going to start studying it and looking more into it. I did so, and had gotten so caught up in it that I decided that I was going to begin practicing it myself.

I started out with a mentor so that I could be shown the steps to take to become a proper and true witch, and to allow the witch in me to break through. After so long, I had joined a coven so that I could practice with others of my kind. I enjoyed it very much, and there was so much we could do together and you always had someone to discuss things with and learn with, but after so long and us moving, I decided to become a solo witch.

Another thing in my life that others aren't always accepting of is the vampire side. I am a very dark person, and enjoy the weird, demented, unique, and evil things in life. I see things differently from most people. I got into vampirism when I was 16, and one of my friends introduced me to it. I didn't stay involved in it as much as he did, but I do still enjoy it. I just don't do the blood drinking anymore, and if I was to it would be with someone I love who was into it as well.

Then there's the other side of me, the side that most people know as it is the only way they accept me. My family looks down on the witch/vampire side of me. My father sees it as evil and a sin, and my mother's side believes it exists, but that it's not for them or anyone they know as my family is Catholic. They do know that I am my own person and that I will do as I please and that is fine by them as long as I don't let it out around everyone in the family.

I was originally born in Pennsylvania, but grew up in Alabama. My parents divorced when I was 3, and I grew up with my mother for the most part. My father wasn't really in my life, and when he had visitation he pushed me off onto my grandparents, who pretty much raised me. They taught me the old fashioned ways of life and to live by their morals, and that's the way I have grown up to be.

I have a brother, a half brother, and a half sister. I am the oldest of 4. I don't really see my siblings much as the two that came from my dad's 3rd wife are never around but one month out of the year, and my brother lives in Pennsylvania. So, I don't have much contact with them. I don't have much contact with any of my family other than my mother whom I talk to as often as possible. I do see my dad regularly right now due to my grandparents making him allow us to stay here for a while til I can figure things out.

I have two kids whom I dearly love. They are my own flesh and blood and I wouldn't trade them for the world. Without them my life would be meaningless and empty. They weren't brought into the world the way I would've liked them to be, but I would never turn my back on them either.

My daughter who is 4 is my lil princess. She was born with ADHD, bi polar, slight autism, and acting out of abuse as she was beaten the 1st year of her life. I have come a long way with that lil girl, and I would give my life for her...as I would my son as well.

My son is going to be 3 in a couple of weeks. He is a wonderful lil boy, and the love of my life. Everyone says he's a lil gay boy cause he wears makeup, jewelry, tries putting his sister's clothes on, and everything else, but I love him just the same. He's my lil punk rocker.

I've never truly been with a man in my life, nor have I ever really felt the love of a man until recently. I've been lesbian most of my life, due to the only contact I've ever had with a guy was the 4 times I was raped and beaten (hence where the kids came into play). It wasn't until a year ago that I had decided to try and be with a man as I felt something missing from my life, and at that point I had married a guy who turned out gay. He just needed the money and knew the Army would pay him more if he was married and had kids. So, I was used.

I wish that I could finally find that one person who could possibly understand me for me, and accept me for who I am and what I've been through. I'm just sick of feeling broken inside and hurt all the time, and want someone to make me feel happy and loved. Is that too much to ask?

Some of my interests include camping, hiking, fishing, hunting, sports, bowling, mini golf, pool, darts, cooking out, cooking/baking, playing board games, having get togethers, hanging out with friends and family, movies, music, playing the drums, and so much more.

A few movies I like include but are not limited to "Rocky Horror Picture Show", "Sweeney Todd", "Corpse Bride", "Nightmare Before Christmas", "Edward Scissorhands", and more. I love horror flicks, but also enjoy comedy, romance, Disney, and more.

Some bands/artists I enjoy include Avril Lavigne, Linkin Park, Children of Bodom, Mudvayne, Army of One, Pantera, Slipknot, Good Charlotte, and more. I listen to a lil bit of everything except for rap/R&B other than a few choice songs from that genre. I mostly listen to rock, classic rock, heavy metal, country, classical, etc.

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