Caleesto80's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Merry meet and welcome to my profile.

My name is Tracey and I am a 34 year old mother of two teenagers, Alex 14 and Marie 13. I love the world of mystery and desire. I like to be able to express my darker side without judgement. I am a fulltime Student. I am studying Criminal Justice. I want to be a Crime Scene evidence Tech and Photographer.
I am 5'5, blonde hair and hazel eyes. I have been with my fiancé for 5 years now, and we will have many more to come, so I hope you can read out of this I am not interested in being hit on or engage in cyber and such, so please respect that.
Some of my hobbies are Photography and reading, and listening to music. My favourite group right now is called Celtic Woman, but I like to listen to all varieties of music.

My standpoints in life.

I believe in honesty and people who are real. People should have their own opinions but not be mean or hateful. I don't judge anyone.
I love new friends and meeting people of all kinds.
I never want to live with regret so I am gonna Live my life to the fullest and follow and achieve my goals and dreams.

Why vampirerave?

Well I am open minded, and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE VAMPIRES!! They are so erotic and Enthralling. I needed a place to were I can relax and be myself and hopefully gain a lot of new knowledge.

I am now a very proud member of the coven of the Ancients. I am looking forward to continiue to grow in my new family.

The Ultimate Sin
By: JoAnna Martin

When she closes her eyes, she will find
the dark forebodings in her mind.
She wants to know dark love,
to feel the power rain down from above.
She wants to feel the evil that’s embedded within
the mind and body after the ultimate sin.
To experience the pleasures brought forth from the pain,
the exchange of hot blood, repulsive acts for the sane,
to feel the fangs puncture the skin so deep,
losing blood quickly, being lulled to the infinite sleep.
She wants to feel the passion inside of her,
feel a vampires embrace, by lust she is conquered.
There is no fighting this desire, it is too late.
The Dark Angels have already decided her fate.
In the darkness she sits and dreams,
her becoming will be fantastical, or so it seems.
She needs to be engulfed in your darkness.
This she is me, I must confess.

There is a world beyond ours,
That lives right along side,
But no one can see it,
Even though many have tried,
There is a nemesis to everyone,
Their night is the stalker to our day,
But no one can tell,
Because we look the other way,
There is a right for every wrong,
In the world we cannot see,
Even though we cannot run,
Even though we cannot flee,
The other world stalks ours,
It walks on our right hand,
It mimics our sea,
Our air and our land,
Sometimes you may see them,
They are the dark and black,
They flit through the shadows,
They live in our every crack,
The night stalks our day,
Poisoning the inky sky,
They never feel remorse,
As our daytimes dies.

I've Known
I've known pain
Digging, scratching, scraping pain
splitting my soul in two
like a knife thrust into my chest
a pain washed in tears gone dry
and sprinkled in pieces of shattered dreams
Yes, I've known that pain

I've known loss
Empty, gaping, expansive loss
turning beautiful memories
into a painful black hole
standing by in awe as the wrecking ball of life
tears down what the heart has built
Yes, I've known that loss too

I've known hate
Writhing, seething, burning hate
the sight of nails digging into pillows
wishing it was human flesh
the growing lust for blood and suffering flowers
as thoughts of torture fill your mind
Yes, I've known that hate as well

I've known love
glorious, total, unconditional love
the clearing of the skies
and the coming of a new age
the thing that makes the pain and loss worthwhile
and takes the hate away
Yes, I've known love.

The Dark Angel
By: JoAnna Martin

I await your arrival
as I lie in this pit.
In this pit of despair,
longing for you, I sit.
You are the forbidden fruit
that forever tempts me.
The Dark Angel
that questions my morality.
You want me to sin
and that I will.
Your evil looks so good.
I am an easy kill.
I cannot resist you.
I am powerless.
I am under your spell
craving that deadly kiss.
Take me now,
my soul, to you, I give.
For surely it is better
to die with you than to live.
I brace myself,
anticipating the moments to come
that will grant my darkest wishes,
a macabre act to some.
You embrace me with a passion
never felt before,
radiating throughout my body,
leaving me wanting more.
Your fingers caress
the skin on my neck.
My legs start to tremble,
there is no turning back.
Against the wall you press me,
engaging in a kiss
that leaves me weak and vulnerable,
my soul goes unmissed.
You press your lips hard against mine,
I feel I may swoon,
then an erotic sigh escapes my lips
as we part, not too soon.
With your hand you brush my hair
off to one side.
I can see flames of desire
burning in your eyes.
You take my chin in your hand
and turn my face to the stars,
your tongue graces the skin on my neck,
all fears are sent afar.
Then I feel the puncture,
the blood trickles down,
your mouth catches every drop of it,
your arms wrap tight around.
I feel the pain and pleasure,
I feel your teeth sink in,
I feel our dark desires
escape from within.
You hold me close so as to not
let me slip away.
As the passion heightens,
the pain slowly fades.
The fires burn within me
I can feel the heat inside.
The shadows of lust consume me,
the fever intensifies.
The change is taking place,
the lust for you grows.
I succumb to your evils,
the only thing I know.
From the force of your passion
I collapse in your arms.
Your voice echoes in my mind
with the most captivating charm,
telling me to sleep now,
even in the sun's wake I'll not forget
of this act of lust committed
and the dark love we met.
Forever gone now is my soul.
The Dark Angel has control.

So, now you have got a little glimpse of me and my liking. I hope you like what you have seen, and do not forget to rate me and I will return the favour. I will update my profile and portfolio from time to time, so please feel free to stop by and check it out.

Blessed be.

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