Quote: Do you believe in destiny? That even the powers of time can be altered for a single purpose?
If I wanted to be simple about this then I could just say that I am the embodiment of a Sagittarius
Primary Characteristics
Affectionate
Honest
Positive Personality Traits
Honest and straightforward
Intellectual and philosophical
Jovial and good-humored
Optimistic and freedom-loving
Dangers
Can be blindly optimistic and careless
May be irresponsible and superficial
May become restless
Sometimes tactless
I’m also a Pig
12th sign of the Chinese Zodiac
Yin Sign
Water Element
Those are just some of the mane parts of my personality. If you could talk to some of my old friends they would most likely tell you that I am a very complicated young woman. So much so that my personality sometimes contradicts it’s self which can be very strange not just for me lol. I’m flirtatious and shy, adventurous but reluctant to try new things. Confusing right? Well, I get by though, only God knows how. As you may find out or already know, I am not a Goth…well, I don’t dress the part. I’m really into music and all things artistic. I love to read Romanic books but I also like other books, I like to write or type which ever I can do at the time. Most of the time it’s fictional stories, sometimes it’s just putting my feelings down on paper. I’ve tried my hand at poetry but I’m not as good at it as most people so….
My favorite colors are blue, black, and white. I don’t like girl colors all that much like pink , yellow. I’m real big into mob movies like “The Godfather” and “Scar face” but I am also into sword, vampire movies. My most favorite Mythical creator is the dragon, and I am just in love with wolves for some reason that I haven’t quite figured out yet. All I know is that I feel drown to them in some way that I can’t explain. The same goes for the moon, and nature itself. I am most comfortable with the night and if I’m truthful about it all, I don’t get out much in the daytime . Thank God I have a 24 hour Wal-Mart or I would never get the things I need. lol
Okay……I mean no offence to any of you ladies in any way but, I find it very hard to get along with other females. I’m not sure why that is, maybe cause I didn’t have many girlfriends growing up or that the women of my family were never very nice to me or what. But I have found it very hard to make female friends over the years and the few I did make never lasted long. Though I still keep the in my heart and thoughts. Anyways, me and guys seem to get along grate. I’ve had lots of guy friends and many that I have become very close with. I guess it’s because I’m such a tomboy at heart. Just at heart though cause on the outside, I’m all femininity.
Some people get the wrong impression of me when they first meet me, but that is all on my, I know. I can be a real bitch when I don’t know or trust someone. To me trust is horned, not given but once I let you in it’s all good. It may still take some time (a very long time) before I let you see into this complicated woman’s mind and heart. Not very many people stick around long enough for that…..do you think you can stick it out?
Now for the bad stuff…..
Like I said, I can be a bitch so I’m gonna tell you some of the things that makes me this way. First of all….I do not like those that think they are better then anyone else. Everyone is equal in my eyes and deserves the same kindness and respect as you would want from others. Second….I don’t like those who judge others one the way they live or act. Yeah, there are some that don’t have the since God gave them but before you judge them as a bad person……walk a mile in there shoes. There is a reason for everything, people don’t just come into this world bad or wanting to be a bad person. Third and most important…..I do not like to be told what I can or can not do.
I found this pictures on a web sit that has a lot of nice anima pics and I take no credit for the poems at all. The poems I got off another site and are by three different people
“Akasha Wolf” Becki
“ Waterfall” Anne-Marie
“ Golden Spirit” Hannah
They went so well with the pics I just had to add them.
~*~ Blood Of Autumn ~*~
Autumn light is sour milk spilled from a pregnant sky,
Frothing and turning ignoring dead leaves as they drift by,
Leaves of blood and rust from smoky and twisted trees,
The long shadows are the devil and death the cool breeze,
The twisted leaves cry like tiny children forgotten and lost,
Withered and dying dumped by parent trees unable to pay the cost,
Children snap and scream beneath our demon feet,
Coughing and choking in the fading heat,
The fruits of labour bloom in a polluted world,
Only to fall and decay among the leaves that are curled,
Autumn life is blood spilled from a stone,
The clouds are all gone, the sun lost and alone,
Surrounded by the icy blue eyes of the sky,
Autumn is a forgotten time, a time for life to die
~*~ Becoming ~*~
To be a vampire is a simple thing,
When they bite you all you feel is a tiny sting,
You become powerful and in control,
But you may keep or lose your soul,
You have stealth, and luck and blood,
You could be a vampire but you could still be good,
At least that’s what they told me,
And I said yes, wanting to be one of them to be free,
But the bite caused me serious pain,
And what I became made me hang my head in shame,
To be a vampire is not fun, or romantic,
It’s awful and evil, just to be pedantic,
Your soul stays with you, begging for remorse,
But the bloodlust drives you like some invisible force,
I stalk those who don’t suspect,
And slaughter those who don’t expect,
I walk in the darkness, I never show my face,
I hate myself, killing my one time own human race,
But I cannot help myself you see,
You cannot, you can never help me,
Because I hide myself from your sight,
A true ugly grotesque creature of the night.
~*~ Behind My Smile ~*~
I’m in a prison I can’t escape,
Battling my own nightmares,
And it’s pretty clear to me,
That no-one even cares,
I’m sat in the darkness,
In the corner of my mind,
And all I can think of is,
There is no reality to find,
I’ve reached my breaking point,
And my head is in my hands,
My lank hair touching the floor,
No life in the copper strands,
All I hear are my own words,
My own visions of hell,
I know that my soul is leaving my body,
Leaving this empty shell,
I’m alone and no one knows,
But through the years, all the while,
I am still trapped,
Trapped behind my smile.
~*~ Child Of Darkness ~*~
The child of darkness has no wings,
Where i stand in this land of forgotten Kings,
I stand in the center of a pentagram chalked upon the ground,
I die in silence I make not a sound,
Only the forgotten shall mourn my passing,
Under the stars in the sky that are dancing,
In this land of forgotten Kings,
Where the devil has no wings.
~*~ Comfort In The Dark ~*~
As you walk the roads at night,
I follow always just out of sight.
And sometimes you may feel me near,
My footsteps in your mind you hear.
I see you, tense, stop and stare,
I hear you wondering who is there.
Deep in the dark of the night you search,
But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch.
A flash of light within the dark,
You feel fear come into your heart.
And you flee to the places of human sin,
Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din.
Encased in the moving crowd,
You feel safe and you feel proud.
Until you notice them all leer,
Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear.
They pull you into the night by your hair,
Your clothes they rip and violently tear.
Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress,
You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness.
But this darkness is my home,
And through it I do freely roam.
Those strangers now scream and try to fight,
But they are no match for a true child of the night.
Soothing words I whisper like a lover in your ear,
Until the dawn of the new day makes me disappear.
And I murmur with my last kiss and caress
That you will always safe within my darkness...
~*~ Graveyard of The Immortal ~*~
Into the graveyard of the immortals I walk
Seeing with blind eyes the stones overgrown,
Tired faded words that once held identity,
Have become in the shade of time lost and unknown,
Into the cemetery of forebears I tread,
Whispering words the dead cannot hear,
The dying flowers spread limply on the disturbed earth,
And the thought of comfort draws a tear,
Into the land of the dead I wander,
the grass by the stones fresh and new,
Listening to the cries of the unnamed,
Where the movements are infrequent and few,
In this cage of sadness I now rot,
Among the dead forgotten beings,
Where no fresh flowers are placed near by,
And the world does not hear me screaming,
In this box of dead tress I now rest,
Where the alive do not hear my call,
Only the bodies beside me for warmth,
In the graveyard of the dead immortal
~*~ Feeling Free ~*~
I walk alone into the storm
trying to find a brand new dawn,
The wind rushes past my face
pushing, pushing, at such a pace.
Arms stretched out to the force
maybe going on a different course,
I feel the power beckoning me
to leave the mire and be free.
The life force, the energy
propels me out of sanctuary,
So totally wild and untamed
never a hint of being chained.
Natures fury is at it's best
shoves me into such a zest,
To be at one with the world
open up and become unfurled.
~*~ Moonbeams ~*~
The water moves, the moonbeams shimmer
outward shining with such a glimmer,
Blazing a path into the night
for me to tread upon my flight.
Taking me to worlds unseen
of such serenity I've never dreamed,
Flowing around me with blissful balm
pouring into my outstretched palm.
Giving to me a total peace
no more to be on the leash,
A wondrous experience I deem
to tread upon the path of moonbeams.
~*~ My Soul mate ~*~
The green sparkling sea reflects in his eyes
His lips are like a new summer rosebud
His hair is like the jet black coat of a panther
His skin feels like the finest velvet
And is the color of fresh cream
His cheeks are tinged with rose
And he is my soul mate
When I look at him
I think I'm with an angel
His love surrounds me like a golden aura
It will never leave
It warms every inch of me
It makes me whole
Because he is my soul mate
When we touch
The golden fires of love bond us
When we kiss
The red fires of passion engulf us
I want him
Always
Every day
I wish to be one with him
And I will be one day
For he is my soul mate
He strips me of the barriers I build up
He strips me of the clothes that hide the real me
And in our naked beauty we will join together
God and goddess let it be
He is my soul mate
~*~ The Drowning Pool ~*~
I am wandering
Through the forest
I have a destination but I know not where
I am soaked to the skin,
But there is no way out
My feet have a life of their own, leading me on through the dark
Unearthly hands reach out to me
they taunt me with unheard whispers
of horrors unseen;
and now I hear water
Just the sound seems to drown me
It pushes me to the depths of my treacherous soul,
reaching for hope
but there is no hope now;
only water and death
My eyes burn with the horror before me
The stench of the thunderous water fills my lungs,
making me choke on my own fear
Before me is a pool
It's waters are so dark
darker even than the time before the world was created
With every wave it whispers death onto the shore
The mists of despair are slowly squeezing the life out of me
And there, in the pool, is her
Her white dress is like a stain on the black glass water
Her face is whiter than snow
Her eyes unseeing in her un escapable death
Like a doll, she floats and there is no way out
she calls to me
horror engulfs me and I too
step down into the water
and I die in the depths of heartlessness
In the Drowning pool
~*~ Adrift ~*~
I sit alone surrounded by the dark,
Sliding my bow along silver cords,
The sound, so delicious and smooth, ripples,
Intoxicating my diseased mind,
The music itself so damn kind,
The walls are closing in around me,
The windows have all turned black,
Brown soft wood shines unseen light into my closed eyes,
Weaving echoes deep into my soul,
The music itself making me feel whole,
Voices of past accusations are being drowned out,
The laughter fading into shadow,
The only one who understands is in my hands embrace,
The sleepless rhythm finding its way in,
The music masking all the agony I feel within,
I bend my head acknowledging the emotion,
Nimble fingers dancing over the vibrating strings,
Flashing as they cast a timeless spell,
The smooth wooden body resting against my dry chin,
The music itself finding an interior calm,
Thought has fled from me,
No need is there to think when I know the beat so well,
The humming of the melody perfectly in tune,
Like a river it will take me far,
Adrift on the music of my violin.
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