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I'm Ashton (or ashlen wichever I perfer Ashton) I'm 16 (almost 17). I'm 5'10", 161 lbs (I've recently lost 32 lbs) If you havn't guessed I'm transgender. My "style" varies depending on my mood. I don't know my father never have. My mom raised me untill I was 7 but then social services came and took me. My mom has some issues with crack cocaine and other hard drugs. I was actually born a crack baby but the more I talk about this the deeper we dwell into a past I don't want to go into with strangers ^^ I was born and raised in Denver it is my home. I have some anger management problems and that turned me into the girl that most people avoid. I will either fight you, freak you out, turn you on, or some combination of those. I do not do serious drugs however I like pot.

I'm the oldest of 7 foster kids and my foster parents have one younger child of their own so it goes without saying im crowded and busy. My hobbies are art (photography), flair bartending, playing my guitar, snowboarding, motorcycles, and getting extremely high while watching comedy central stand up.My passion is helping others I want to become a social worker. I volunteer during the summer on various projects. I want to do some abroad mission work after high school before college but that cost alot of money.
Scorpio

Scorpio Women A simple woman who always shows what kind of moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it’s in her character. A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong. She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Everything she does will look good, and she has all the women’s tricks you can think of. She can manipulate men without them knowing it. If you think her going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. She always smiles and she can really hide her feeling. She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no “fond of”, or “like” for her. Love has no “may be”, or “perhaps”. If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered. Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won’t be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her.

Ancora Imparo it has been my life for a few years it's latin meaning "I am still learning" and they are the famous last words of Michealangelo here is this man who was one of the greatest artist this world has ever known and even he was convinced that there was so much for him to learn. I try to live by these words because I can never ever truely know everything.

I have an unhealthy Rubber duck obsession especially the kind that light up. Thus my nickname has always been "little duck"

My role models are strong independent people that are just pure beautiful examples of perfection and all that i want to be.
Missy Elliot

Pink

Christina Aguilera

Drew Berrymore

Eminem

My Religion
I am not bound by any one religion nor do I believe that any one religions is perfectly true I suppose the closest I've come to claiming just one would be Nocturnal withcraft. When I read the book by Konstantinos it instanly clicked that all gods come from the same source and it the the name of the god we choose to invoke that describes us. Because all rivers lead to perfection.
Freya

By far one of the most called on goddess at my altar she is my morning light she is the symbol of beauty and warmth and love all that I strive to be.
The Valkyries

The word "Valkyrie" or "Valkyr" comes from the old Norse meaning "Maiden of the father". It later also came to mean "Chooser of the slain".

The Valkyrs were personal handmaidens to the father of the Norse gods, Odin. They were nine in number, each a beautifull, young woman and a virgin, despite the "services" they rendered. Each rode a resplendent white steed.

Their primary duty was to tend for Odin and his Einherjar (Chosen slain) in Valhalla. This function became rescindant upon the onset of a battle in Midgard (Earth), whereby the Valkyrs would mount their steeds and ride to the battlefield to observe the melee and to choose the honourable-slain who would accompany them back to Valhalla and become Einherjar.

They are beautifull powerful women that could fight amongst the best and hold thier own.
My animal guides
The Red tail hawk

a bird or prey it is strong and beautiful and one of the most rarest hawks left today. It's on the endangered speices list. I was 13 when I saw one up close at the zoo loved them ever since
The Orca Whale

As much as I love snow I also love the water and I love all marine life especially the orca whale growing up i would have dreams where I could swim along side a pod (thats what a group of them are called.) my greatest dream is to maybe one day get on the Steve Irwin and help the Sea Shepards if i could do that my every dream would be complete

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