his hands still rest upon my hips
while his taste danced over my lips
my tongue flicked out to taste him more
chills spread through me reaching my core
heavy and lifeless his body fell
now cold and dark - an empty shell
a smile on my face, I looked up to the sky
the moon reflected back in my vampire eyes
Let's see... about me:
My name is Lee, I'm 25 from a pathetic little town in western NY. I'm a geek so the obvious choice of occupation was programmer. I love it, although my computer does get threatened to be thrown out my window at least twice an hour. I'm pretty laid back and easygoing most of the time. My friends describe me as the eternal pessimistic cynical sarcastic satiric hopeless romantic. I think I'm just normal. I've been interested in vampires and werewolves and gargoyles and anything/everything associated with them for as long as I can remember.
Things I like:
computers, coding, programming, Jack Daniels, friends, most anything nature, thunderstorms, cats, spiders, snakes, Budweiser, french vanilla cappuccino, books, MUSIC, movies, cars, photography, writings, drawing, Salvador Dali, Bosch, Phish Food, ooo Sour Patch Kids *joygasms*, cars, fourwheelers, snowmobiles, annoying people on VW MUDs, playing Spades and Euchre... to list a few things
Things I don't like:
arrogant people, Molson Ice, small town boys with ghetto thug attitudes, gossip queens, butterscotch, Britney Spears
Music:
In Flames, Metallica (older), Arch Enemy, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Mindless Self Indulgence, Glassjaw, GWAR, Pantera, Widespread Panic, Incubus, Phish, Ozzy, Ani Difranco, Toby Keith, Apocalyptica, Audioslave, Eminem, Coal Chamber, Down, System of a Down, Korn (older), Mnemic, my friend BeerMan :), Bipolar, Diesect, Three Doors Down, Atreyu, Rob Thomas, Bach, Tchaikovsky... and of course Disney soundtracks... I listen to just about anything that isn't rap or bluegrass
Movies:
most things Disney, The Nightmare Before Christmas and anything else done by Tim Burton, anything by/with Kevin Smith, The Goonies, most Kubrick films, The Lost Boys, Labyrinth, Legend, Fight Club, Snatch, Spaceballs, The Crow, Boondock Saints, Monty Python, the original Star Wars trilogy, Dark Crystal, LOTR trilogy, The Virgin Suicides, Resevoir Dogs, a lot of Tarentino films, Gladiator, The Usual Suspects, Troy, American History X, most anything with Nicholas Cage or Bruce Willis, A Knight's Tale, Half Baked, The Neverending Story (only the original), The Princess Bride, Seven, most Johnny Depp movies, Goonies, The Stand, IT, Memento, Shakespeare In Love, The Mists of Avalon, Dragonheart... to name a few
Books:
almost anything by Stephen King and Dean Koontz, The Giver, A Wrinkle In Time, Children of the Night, Terry Goodkind's Sword of Truth series, Harry Potter series, I'm a Shakespeare and Poe freak, any/everything by J.R.R. Tolkien, ... I read a lot so this category would go on forever, basically anything that's not a romance novel
Heroes:
Marvin the robot from Hitchhiker's Guide just because... Marvin the Martian cuz he wants to blow up the world...
my Mom because she puts up with me... Bugs Bunny cuz it takes a real man to wear a dress... and Foamy the Squirrel cuz he just rocks
www.illwillpress.com
Skeleton Keys
Unlock Doors
Into A World
Full Of Horrors
Murderous Fantasies
Come To Light
Kissing The Shadows
Farewell To The Night
WIZARDS' RULES
from Terry Goodkind's 'Sword of Truth' series
1. People are stupid. They will believe anything they want to be true or fear to be true.
2. The greatest harm can result from the best intentions.
3. Passion rules reason.
4. There is magic in forgiveness - the magic to heal - in the forgiveness you grant, and more so in the forgiveness you receive.
5. Mind what people do, not only what they say, for deeds will betray a lie.
6. The only sovereign you can allow to rule you is reason.
7. Life is the future, not the past.
8. Deserve victory.
9. Contradictions don't exist, in whole or in part.
I love White Wolf Publishing's world of Vampires and Werewolves. The books are amazing, the games are fun, just love it.
And Clan Malkavian is just too much fun. Give me insane vamps any day. *grin*
Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.
Quizzes:
What Tarot Card are you Most like?
You are the High Priestess.
You are pure in the world. You are the one others go to for an unbiased opinion.
Why are you sad?
You are sad because of your grief.
What type of vampire are you?
The Sensual Vampire
What is the center of your dark core?
Your dark side is centered around Death.
Anger running through your veins, your soul is confused between staying or leaving in this pointless world. All you want is an open creative mind to go with your lifestyle, no conditions or judges, just loyalty to each other, so you can finally live your perfect exicting world you always wanted, life will worth something. You will find what you want when you believe in something more valuable then death and when you appreciate your life.
Which Gothic Guy is For You?
Eric Draven from The Crow.
He's sweet, sensitive but can also kick some serious ass when he needs too. Lucky you!
~~Claim Your Wings~~
Yours are DEMON wings.
They possibly resembling those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You have little sympathy or care for humanity and see them as existing for no real purpose - thus, you can be very manipulative and bend them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out of ten it will be strictly for your own self gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As soon as a person or situation is no longer productive or pleasurable in your life, you will rid yourself of it or them. You could very well have just a touch of superiority complex (or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of this, you are capable of love so intense that you place that person's wishes even above your own - the only time that you will do so. Chances are you are attracted to people in which you see...yourself. Though many hate you for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce, sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.
What Love are you Fated for?
You're fated to have a Dark love.
Probably a lover of things gothic, you're artistic and original. Although you are a loner and independent to a fault, all you will need is him, and he will feel the same...
Vampire Goth
Perhaps the closest to the "lolo goth," you are morbid and dreary. You like to make people feel uncomfortable around you, and you're happiest when going to a highly public place with enough friends who share your interests to make massive crowds shifty. You have an unusual liking to blood.
You are the witch queen!
You are devious, mischeivous, and highly deceptive. You know how to get what you want by tricking and manipulating others. You are a natural prankster. However, you also possess a keen intelligence and perceptiveness that many lack. You use this to your advantage whenever you can. You are also an enchantress who is capable of doing great magic. Of course you wield this all to your favor. You are the trickster!
You are the Necromancer
What type of soul do you posess?
You have a lonely, dark soul...
You value time alone, and dont get on with very many people. You appreciate the factors of loneliness, but sometimes there are a few people who are always there for you, and never forget that. You tend to be quiet, withdrawn, and sometimes a bit of a dreamer. You have no fear of death itself, and some people may call you a goth, but dont worry about that. You love the night, and the starry sky, and it cheers you up no end to be lost in the celestial sphere of midnight sky.
Which vampiric angel are you?
Jayde, Angel of Immortality
Jayde, mistress of Dusk Red, walked through the Nether Realm fearlessly. The gift of seduction and vampirism combined kept her will alive, while mortal light could have devastated her.
I cry each night
I go to bed
I see the demons
in my head
they scream and shout
they jump and play
they wait inside
wait for the day
I lose control
lose track of time
and they'll take over
this soul of mine
I cry each night
causing the flood
my tears stream red
my tears of blood
More quotes:
Movie quotes:
Can a heart still break after it's stopped beating? - The Corpse Bride
If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain. In the ice or in the sun it's all the same. Yet I feel my heart is aching. Though it doesnt beat, it's breaking. And the pain here that I feel... try and tell me it's not real. I know that I am dead... yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed. - The Corpse Bride
This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time. - Fight Club
My God. I haven't been fucked like that since grade school. - Fight Club
On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero. - Fight Club
I write what I see, the endless procession to the guillotine. We're all lined up, waiting for the crunch of the blade... the rivers of blood are flowing beneath our feet... I've been to hell young man, you've only read about it. - Quills
Would it not be a comfort, just for a time, to believe that we create our own Heavens, and our own Hells? - Mists of Avalon
I don't want to talk to you no more, you empty headed animal food trough wiper. I fart in your general direction. Your mother was a hamster and your father smelt of elderberries. - Monty Python and the Holy Grail
People quotes:
Life is just one damned thing after another. - Elbert Hubbard
We are always in our own company. - Friedrich Nietzsche
In heaven all the interesting people are missing. - Friedrich Nietzsche
I'm tired of all this nonsense about beauty being only skin-deep. That's deep enough. What do you want, an adorable pancreas? - Jean Kerr
Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. - Isaac Asimov
There is no great genius without some touch of madness. - Seneca
Anything else you're curious about... just ask.
Like that little green thing, don't you... hhmmmmmm.....
