My name is Jess, I am a natural blond (though I'm constantly changing my hair colour) I have blue eyes and I am about 5.8", around 140/130 pounds, I have a tattoo of my cat's pawprint on my right wrist, a belly button piercing, 3 piercings on my right ear, and 2 on my left.
I suffer from depression but who doesn't!!! I hate the people who use depression as an excuse to get attention. Depression is an ilness, it's not a joke! Life Sucks!
I'm into the whole goth/punk look, though I don't consider myself a goth or punk, I have my own style and I don't like to lable myself, I love to be different and express myself by the way I look!
I am an artist it's what I live for. I create many different types of art and in many different mediums. I'm am also an assistant art teacher for children.
Not many people understand me or know how to deal with me because I'm different than they are, but I'm a person like every one else. I hate being the center of attention which is difficult being an only child.
I have a social phobia, I don't like being around people because of the way I'm treated. I'm a nobody, always have been and probably always will be. I used to be into self mutalation for the emotional relief. I hate myself, I consider myself nothing and worthless. I have survived rape as well as abuse. So as you can imagine I'm prutty screwd up! But hey thats me.
Likes:
I enjoy Music,Darkness,Tattoos, Spikes, Chains, Anything Black, Piercings, ART & Drawing, Horseback riding, Cats, Other Animals, and Poetry! My fave colours are red, blue, and of course Black!!! I like dead things, bones, death, and other shit like that! I love BLOOD, gutts, and gore! I also enjoy Sitting in complete sollitude, in a dark empty room alone with no niose, no distractions, litteraly nothing, just somewhere I can escape the daily cha-os.
My Dislikes: hmmm
PREPS & Happy People!!! Also Racism, Loneliness, Pain and suffering, Preachers (people who try to force their beliefs apon you), and Cocky people! But most of all I HATE MYSELF!!!
Favorite Music:
Rock, soft rock, punk, metal, heavy metal, etc. basically anything accept jaz, country, blues, and deffinately NOT catholic or religous music. I don't have anything against religions or religous people I just really don't like their music.
Just so everyone knows, I rarely check my comments so if you wish to talk to me then just send me a message and I will respond.
Under construction- I will be adding more stuff later.
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