AmorEMorte's Profile at Vampire Rave.

My victims are rich or poor,
young or old, strong or weak
I cause millions of accidents, I am cancer in your bones
I fathered the lie, twist what you say, speak not the truth
I am insidious, impartial, deep inside your chromosomes

I take what you love, and leave you in tears
I imprison your soul, your hopes are my games
I strip you of pride, my promise is in vain
While you burn at the stake I dance with the flames

I bring poverty, sickness and death
A worthless handshake, the slickest thief, I steal your wealth
I answer your prayers for greed and lust
More than evil, I laugh at your trust

I am more powerful than all the armies of the world
I am more violent than violence, more deadly than death
I have destroyed more men than all the nation’s wars
I am relentless, unpredictable, waiting for your last breath

Actually im not a bad guy :P (the song lyrics are megadeth prince of darkness)...and i do believe that death only comes to those that truly want to die or fear it to the point they make it happen even if its not conciously...
and no i'm not a Satanist, just like to piss off the christians, they do more than enough to piss me off ..atleast satanists dont put up billboards guilt tripping you into joining out of fear..i believe aslong as you fear anything including satan you are holding yourself back ..

About me

Im 29 male living in Vancouver BC mostly, Have been Driving Trucks Longhaul to California and back for the last two tears...
Like to stay in shape, not your typical truck driver, deffinately nocturnal...into Metal, have been since i was about 9yrs old,
started out with Metallica kill em all then got into Sabbath and Ministry.
Live life for myself..sick of having christian bullsh*t pushed on me....my belief on that whole load of crap that's been twisted over the centuries
is that people were in a different state of mind back then, kind of like a dream state and saw what they needed to see at the time.
We all create our own realities and they blend to form the life we live....Vampires exist, some of us see the reality...its hard to explain...
some see others realities, some aren't ready, or they're not at the stage in their lives to comprehend those images so they are kept away from them...
I believe you see what you want and are meant to see in your lifetime. If every cell has contiousness and cellular memory,
(as scientists are just figuring out) then drinking blood gives you more knowledge and power....(depending who's blood;)
and there are other ways to gain that knowledge....but in a vampires reality, he has manifested the victim..just as humans manifest theirs.

The cells that make up your body wanted to be you, as the cells you drink want to be a part of you...everyone chooses their death before birth...
a vampire killing to feed should feel as little guilt as a cat that kills a mouse...since the victim is willing, uncontiously.

anyway, thats just my opinon from the books i have read on the way our reality works,
if you want to see more where i am coming from check out some of the links on this page...

In love with the most beautiful girl named Cat...she is the sweetest girl i've met and my heart is hers forever LOVE YOU BABE not going anywhere but to you or bringin you to me......

favorite horror

1. in the mouth of madness
2. cradle of fear
3. nightmare on elm street 1,2,3 til they got cheesy

4. silence of the lambs / hannibal
5. house of 1000 corpses
6. queen of the damned
7. house on haunted hill
8. people under the stairs
9. dusk til dawn
10.lord of illusions

action

1. last man standing
3. princess bride..shhh (westley kicks ass)
4. anything with jet li
5. heat
6. leathal weapon 1,2,3,4

classic

1. the crow
2. interview with the vampire
3. scarface
4. lost boys

comedy

1. biodome
2. gone fishin
3. road trip
4. nation lampoons christmas vacation
5. vampire in brooklyn

movies that have a deeper meaning than they appear to....

1. vanilla sky
2. matrix
3. frequency
4. fearless (jeff bridges)
5. sphere
6. terminator
7. butterfly effect
8. star wars

I belive that as our contiousness grows (i mean our joined contiousness as the human race) we are starting to
subcontiously put clues to our awakening in movies / music... one movie is the Matrix, besides Keanus cheesy acting,
the movie has a way deeper meaning. think of the plugged in Matrix as the dreamworld, when Neo stops the bullets,
he's learned to control his dreams..then he uses that to control his reality (stopping the squids with his mind in the "real"
world)

dislikes

I would say" things i hate " but i've learned lately that hatred binds you to that which you hate for as many lifetimes as it takes for you to get through it, and i really don't want to be bound to some of these things :P

#1. Judgemental people - (not everyone has to be like you, and to get ahead in life you need to be open minded because you never truly know anything until you open yourself up to the knowledge....

#2. Religion - nothing can close someones mind/ rip families apart/ brainwash people, like believing in something that happened thousands of years ago, and has been exagerated and twisted by people to fit their lifestyles and make $$$

#3. Bush - see reason #1, #2, #5, #6, #7, #10+ someone who's personal greed would allow them to get thousands or more killed...

#4. Bad Drivers - since i started driving trucks i've noticed there are a few people on the road that are either extremely stupid, or just don't care that a truck weighing 80,000 Lbs would crush them like a bug getting stepped on after they cut infront of it and hit the brakes cuz they missed their turn or whatever reason...

#5. anyone who preaches their beliefs as if they are the only way...what works for you is what works for you, if it is meant for others they will find it...goes for alot of things, not just religious, including vegetarianism, hippies, rich snobs, fitting in with society (which is a load of shit, the only reason im trucking is for the experience, not to support the f*cked up system)

#6. Racism - we are all human, some of us might express ourselves differently in human form than others, we are all the same being when it really comes down to it though, so to hate someone for who or what they are is to hate yourself...

#7. Liars - you're only lying to yourself, cells communicate, your body language communicates at a level beyond contious comprehension, so if you think your fooling anyone, you're not

#8. People that don't stand up for whats right - I'd hafta include myself in there, because i believe that most people in this world fall into this cattegory, why else would there be a president like Bush in control of the world?

#9. anyone that is cruel to animals - you will burn in your own hell...

#10. borders/money/control/ lack of freedom

This is a portrait of (in my & many others beliefs)one of the greatest teachers of all time, Seth. In the 60's / 70's Jane Roberts wrote books that were seth speaking through her from another reality about ways to improve your life and psychic abillities. He's the reason my life went from extremely shitty to extremely good, allthough he would not take credit for that..either way I'd like to thank him for showing me the way

From Seth's Material

you project your own energy out to form the physical world. Therefore, to change your world, it is yourself you must change. You must change what you project.

We are individualized portions of energy, materialized within physical existence, to learn to form ideas from energy, and make them physical (this is idea construction). We project ideas into an object, so that we can deal with it. But the object is the thought, materialized. This physical representation of idea permits us to learn the difference between the "I" who thinks and the thought. Idea construction teaches the "I" what it is, by showing it its own products in a physical manner. We learn by viewing our own creations, in other words. We learn the power and effects of ideas by changing them into physical realities; and we learn responsibility in the use of creative energy...
The entity is the basic self, immortal, nonphysical. It communicates on an energy level with other entities, and has an almost inexhaustible supply of energy at its command. The individual is the portion of the whole self that we manage to express physically.....
The eye projects and focuses the inner image (idea) onto the physical world in the same manner that a motion-picture camera transfers an image onto a screen. The mouth creates words. The ears create sound. The difficulty in understanding this principle is due to the fact that we've taken it for granted that the image and sound already exist for the senses to interpret. Actually the senses are the channels of creation by which idea is projected into material expression.
The basic idea is that the senses are developed, not to permit awareness of an already existing material world, but to create it...
The subconscious is the threshold of idea's emergence into the individual conscious mind. It connects the entity and the individual... The physical body is the material construction of the entity's idea of itself under the properties of matter... Instinct is the minimum ability for idea construction necessary for physical survival... The present is the apparent point of any idea's emergence into physical matter.

The tip of the iceberg represents you, the outer ego-self. The air around you represents the time framework that you live in. The tip lives in a field where time seems to flow from past to future in fairly predictable fashion.

The water line in our analogy acts as the subconscious boundary between the tip and submerged aspects of our iceberg – the “unknown” reality of the inner ego. As we investigate the size and nature of this submerged portion, we begin to sense its vast holonic nature. And most of us can’t consciously “see” our submerged source in its entirety since we – the outer ego – always translate it into subject/object forms through our physical senses and neurochemistry. However, we can perceive the invisible affects of our inner ego through the dream state, inspiration, deep intuition, and meditative states. And it’s only by using our inner senses to “see” our inner ego that we actually become it to the extent that subject/object relationships evaporate.

1. outer ego
waking identity
“tip” (air) = space-time

2. subconscious
dreaming identity
mediating layer (air/water) = dream space-time

3. inner ego (inner self, oversoul) primary source identity “submerged” (water) = no-space, no-time

"Right Where It Belongs"

See the animal in his cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all
Right where it belongs

[Chorus:]
What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks?
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afraid to see?

What if all the world's inside of your head
Just creations of your own?
Your devils and your gods
All the living and the dead
And you're really all alone?
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the woods
While you're hiding in the trees

[Chorus:]
What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you used to know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afraid to see?

Anti Bush Section (nothing against any americans out there ;) except bush):

Ministry

i'm in love with this malicious intent
you've been taken but you don't know it yet
what you will know must never live to be found
cos it's the subject of the eyes of the drowned

What makes you think you've got a god-given right
For killing people in a needless fight
You're like a rapist with a target in sight
Democracy

Whoever told you that you were bright
The skull and bones the conservative right
You're like a plague turning day into night
Atrocity

You're wrong everytime
You're wrong everytime

What makes you think that you could start this mess
Then crawl away to a world you detest
You're fuckin' evil, but you couldn't care less
Conspiracy

What makes you think that we could ever believe
A major liar with a minor in greed
You make a profit of the people in need
Hypocrisy

Rage

Ya standin' in line
Believin' the lies
Ya bowin' down to the flag
Ya gotta bullet in ya head

Yes I know my enemies
They're the teachers who taught me to fight me
Compromise, conformity, assimilation, submission
Ignorance, hypocrisy, brutality, the elite
All of which are American dreams

I'll give ya a dose
But it'll never come close
To the rage built up inside of me
Fist in the air, in the land of hypocrisy

Freedom, Freedom, yeah right

System of a Down

They're trying to build a prison, (for you and me to live in)
Another prison system,
Another prison system,
Another prison system. (for you and me to live in)

Minor drug offenders fill your prisons
You don't even flinch
All our taxes paying for your wars
Against the new non-rich

Revolution, the only solution,
The armed response of an entire nation,
Revolution, the only solution,
We've taken all your shit, now it's time for restitution.

Mudvayne

There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway
There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom

Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame

They're lost system of destruction
Flush all hope down the drain
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who is left to blame
Who is left to blame

I personally am not a religious nut like bush, but i think if Jesus was around he'd kick bushes ass :P

Music I listen to:

Metal

CRADLE of FILTH(life would not be the same without them), HIM, Diary of Dreams, Rob Zombie, Tool, Ozzy/Sabbath, NIN, Ministry, old Metallica(before they went soft), Megadeth, Korn, Testament, Suicidal Tendencies,Static-X, Slipknot, Disturbed, Children of Bodom, Lamb of God, Devil Driver.As I Lay Dying, Atreyu, Adema, Unearth, Trivium, Nihylist, Death, Killswitch Engage, Exodus, Marilyn Manson, Pantera, Dimmu Borgir, Slayer, Suicidal Tendencies, KMFDM, Deftones, Audioslave, Rage Against The Machine, Faith No More, Corosion of Conformity, Alice in Chains, Probot, System of a Down, Overkill, A Violent Work of Art, + more

Dani Filth

OZZY

Trance/Rave/Other

Tomcraft, Benny Benassi, Ferry Corsten, Astral Projection, Oakenfold, Tiesto, Arman Van Helden, Aphrodite, Warp Bros, Crystal Method, Chemical Bros, Dust Bros, Dj Z-Trip, Prodigy, Wildchild, Lisa Lashes, Lords of Acid, Cosmic Gate, Digweed..+ more

I believe this world would be a way better place if more people would believe in themselves rather than some manmade god/father that judges them and labels them evil/sinners the moment they are put into a physical body....that is the reason there are so many people with low self image, even if they don't contiously realise it.I also believe that all christians/biblethumpers that truly believe the end of the world is coming are the main reason it will happen, they believe it so strongly that they will make it happen, thoughts manifest reality....atleast Atheism/Satanism or any other "evil" religion doesnt degrade your ego, or make the weak minded manifest their own deaths + cast out nonbelievers.....

Motorhead - God Was Never On Your Side

If the stars,
Fall down on me,
And the sun,
Refused to shine,
Then may the shackles be undone,
May all the old words,
Cease to rhyme,
If the sky,
Turned Into Stone,
It will matter not at all,
For there is no heaven,
In the sky,
Hell does not wait,
For our downfall!

Let the voice of reason chime,
Let the friars vanish for all time,
God face is hidden all unseen,
You can't ask him,
For ill or ease,
He was never on your side,
God was never on your side,
Let right or wrong,
Alone decide,
God was never on your side.

See ten thousand ministries,
See the holy, righteous Dogs,
They've claim to heal,
But all they do is steal,
Abuse your faith,
To cheat and rob,
If God is wise,
Why is he still,
When these false prophets,
Call him friend,
Why is he silent,
Is he blind?!
Are we abandoned,
in the end?

Let the sun of reason shine,
Let us be free of prayer and shrine,
God's face is hidden,
turned way,
He never has a word to say,
He was never on your side,
God was never on your side,
Let right or wrong,
Alone decide,
God was never on your side!

(Guitar solo)

He was never on your side,
God was never on your side,
Never!
Never!
Never!
Never!
Never on your side!
God was never on your side,
Never on your side...

FOR CAT LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL GOTHIC GIRL

H.I.M.

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful

Just one kiss and I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful

Just one touch and I'm on fire
One touch and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful

Just one smile and I'm wild
One smile and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful

Oh and you're so beautiful
My darling
Oh you're so beautiful
You're so beautiful
Oh my baby
You're so beautiful
And you're so beautiful
Oh my darling
Oh my baby
And you're so beautiful

69 EYES - GOTHIC GIRL

You can see her whenever it rains
From Rome to New Orleans dancing on the graves
Burden by the heart she loves her sunglasses after dark
And every single day her little life falls apart
She's out to look so macabre and alone
She's close to hook on her dying

Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real baby

You can see she's on her road to ruin
Stigmata from crucifixion on her pale white skin
Tribal pagan art she loves her tatooed egyptian mark
And every single day her love will tear us apart

TYPE O NEGATIVE - LOVE YOU TO DEATH

In her place one hundred candles burning
As salty sweat drips from her breast
Her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging
I say the beast inside me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

Let me love you too
Let me love you to death

I don't usually take quizes, this one came up with the card that does suit where i am in my life though....

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"God is maimed come let us prey..."
To lunar deities that pave deadways
Twixt the living and the grave
Amor e Morte

If you want to reach a state of bliss, then go beyond your ego and the internal dialogue. Make a decision to relinquish the need to control, the need to be approved, and the need to judge. Those are the three things the ego is doing all the time. It's very important to be aware of them every time they come up.
Deepak Chopra Quote

Thx for viewing, best wishes in life and death

remember mortality is temporary....the physical world is an illusion, you see what you wanted yourself to see... then you wake up in another reality....

you are not of this world this world is of you

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