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"No matter what we do in life, no matter where we go, there will always be, some way and somehow, an Angel to guide you and hold you through life and Death everlasting." - Alexia Sil
I am a rather artistic individual. I love symbolism. Everything, if you think about it, has a symbolic meaning to it. I'm always told that I over think everything. I, however, do not believe that I over think everything. I believe that I just have a very good way of looking at anything. I am a very accepting person and believe myself to be very open minded. I believe myself a very Rare person to encounter. This may seem conceited. Of course, I don't believe that to be so. Everyone is entitled to their opinions, so we shall see what you think of me. -smiles-
I am deeply into Astrology and it would seem that a lot of people don't give it the credit that it deserves. In regards to the individual signs (or symbols!), no one is just one sign as we're are all of them put together. It's just a matter of which ones put out the most from ourselves. I am a Libra Rising, Sagittarius Sun and Pisces Moon. The beauty, love and grace of Venus, the generosity, expansive mind and jovial nature of Jupiter and the whimsical, dreamy and watery realm of Neptune show within me very strongly.... even in my physical appearance. Believe it or not, the Planets do have influence on not only our mentality and how we mentally function, but physically as well. You see their influences when you look at me and this profile will greatly reflect both my light and my darkness. My inner beauty in all of beauty's forms.
I was born at 2:45am in the middle of a severe thunderstorm. It says a lot about me in the manner of how scattered I can be, and how my anger can be as well. I'm as scattered and can be as dangerous as a lightening storm in more than one manner. Luckily though, I tend to have a lot of patience. Just annoy me at the right time and you're going to be fried.
The Phoenix... My TOP favorite Mythical Animal. Symbolic of Death and Rebirth. Everyday, we are transforming into either something better than we are, or worse than what we are. I aim for the better.
The Rose... Beautiful, no matter Her color or scent, forever more within my heart and within my eyes.
This is Chris Pohl. Lead singer of Blutengel and Terminal Choice, Miss Konstruktion, Seelenkrank, and one or two more that I cannot remember at this point of time. To me, he is Extremely Sexy... Look at those eyes! Absolutely yummy!
Speaking of Absolutely Yummy, these are another of my Favorite things. Dark Chocolate Cordial Cherries!! Mmm.. Infact, a good friend of mine calls me Cordial, as she sees my personality belong to the Dark Chocolate covered Black Cherry. Oh yes... Cherries are my Top Favorite Fruit.
In case you have not noticed, Red, (Crimson red and Maroon in particular) is my favorite color beneath Velvet Black. I am a Romantic. I love the Roses, Candles, Chocolates, Silken sheets and lingerie, Passionate Sex and all of the Scents that come with it. All of the Intensity... I love it... And just as the color red symbolizes Love and Lust, Red also symbolizes anger. I tend to be a very angry individual, though I find good ways to let this anger out. Just as Construction is necessary, so is Destruction when it is rightful.
This is some of my Tattoo work. It's not a real Tattoo. It is permanent marker. This is a sample of my ability. When I have the chance, I will put more of my work up.
Photography is a hobby of mine. Though this is just a picture of my face, I love the lighting in it.
This is what I call my Dedication to Love. In the Physical Means of course. But the items on this platform are what Symbolize romantic love to Me. There are many ways to show Love as there are many kinds of Love. Which kind do you, yourself, feel most often?
Two of my favorite things that come from Earth Herself. Platinum Gold and Garnet.
Garnet is a stone of romantic love and passion which is used in metaphysics to enhance sensuality, sexuality, and intimacy in a balanced way. It is also considered a stone of increasing truth, commitment, and faith. It is said to enhance emotions in a positive way, and also be quite calming.
Gold is often worn by teachers/healers, especially after much self-healing from childhood traumas to addictions. Attracts prosperity, stores, amplifies thoughts/emotions/energy (Greed too).
I personally feel that at my age, 22, I have been through and seen a lot to bring me to the person I am today. Of course, this is the most related-to phrase. Through out my childhood, I self taught discipline and had a strong sense of right and wrong and those traits are still with me to this day. I helped raise my siblings and had to protect them on a daily basis, as my parents would fight, and it would usually escalate to more than just screaming and cussing at eachother...
I also have a strong sense of loyalty to the people I care the most about and to the responsibilities I am given. When I feel like I have done something wrong, I want to do everything in my power to fix it. Sometimes though, I don't know when to give up and wind up becoming an annoyance. -giggles- It's alright, It happens.
I believe that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. And as this is the case for me, I do not regret my past for being the way that it is. In fact, I am grateful for it. Every wrong that I have done and every wrong that was done to me is intended to be a learning experience, and ultimately, leading me to be a Teacher of some kind, in some way or another. Granted, I still have a lot of learning yet to do, and that is perfectly fine. Even Teachers learn something new everyday. ^_^
Rose Gold and Diamond.
The Diamond is a stone that bonds relationships and enhances love-with the most recent symbol of the engagement ring. There is little to no history that it is a stone of love.
What the diamond does bring is longevity, particularly to relationships, balance, clarity and abundance. It can amplify one's thoughts, whether they be strengths, or weaknesses. It gives one who wears or carries it courage and hope.
A diamond encourages self-confidence and desire for independence while at the same time counteracting jealousy.
Another of Mother Earth's magnificent formations taken into Human hands... Such a beautiful Scrying Ball...
Obsidian in general helps to alleviate pain, reducing tension and releasing energy; it is also told to accelerate the physical healing of wounds. Obsidian is an excellent stone simply to have around to absorb and transform the negative energies in to positive. It will vibrate calmness and security, and stabilize the energies of all persons within it's reach. More specifically:
Black, Brown or Golden Obsidian is quite protective, and is helpful in removing general negativity. It is also helpful for protection against psychic attacks. It will also aid in eliminating bad habits and reduce cravings.
Snowflake Obsidian aids in clearer and more logical thinking. Carry this stone to keep others from taking advantage. This stone will reveal what needs to be changed in life to assist one in advancing.
Nickname(s): Cordial, Miss Kitteh.
Where were you born: Iowa
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Height: 5'4
Weight: 170lbs
Hair Color: Light Brown.
Eye Color: Green.
Shoe Size: 8 1/2
Ring Size: 5
Skin Type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): Fair, some freckles on
my nose, combination.
Blood Type: A+
Grade: Graduated.
Siblings: 2 older sisters, 1 younger sister and 1 younger brother.
Tattoos: None, though am currently in the process of drawing them.
Piercings: Tongue.
Hobbies: Reading up on Metaphysical subjects (chakras, aura colors, gems and minerals)
Reading up on Psychology,
Listening to Music,
Dancing,
Browsing on the Net,
Researching anything that happens to cross my mind and strikes my Curiosity,
Astrology,
Numerology.
FAVORITES:
Color(s): Velvet Black,
Crimson Red,
Maroon,
Emerald Green,
Royal Violet,
Rose and Platinum Gold,
Sterling Silver,
Copper.
Candy: Dark Chocolate, 70% Cocoa and Higher Preferred,
Dark Chocolate Covered Cordial Cherries,
Milky Way Midnight,
Twix,
Butterfinger,
Reese's Pieces and Dark Chocolate Peanut Butter Cups,
York Peppermint Pieces and Patties,
Hershey's Special Dark,
Hershey's Almond and Cherry Kisses.
Type Of Cheese: Pepper Jack,
Chipotle Jack,
Colby Jack,
Mozzerella,
Sharp Cheddar.
Cereal: Cinnamon Toast Crunch,
Shredded Wheat,
Granola,
Cinnamon and Plain Life,
Honey Bunches Of Oats Raisin Medley,
Vanilla,
Honey.
Fruit: Cherries,
Peaches,
Plums,
Nectarines,
Apples,
Strawberries,
Raspberries,
Cantaloupe,
Honeydew,
Watermelon,
Black Grapes,
Blackberries,
Avocados,
Tomatoes,
Blood Oranges,
Bananas,
Pineapple.
Vegetable: Collard Greens,
Mustard Greens,
Turnip Greens,
Spinach,
Romaine Lettuce,
Red, Orange, Yellow, and Green Bell Peppers,
Jalapenos,
Brussel Sprouts,
Mushrooms,
Carrots,
Cucumbers,
Broccoli,
Cauliflower,
Acorn Squash,
Yellow Squash,
Spaghetti Squash,
Beets.
Cake: Dark Chocolate Cheesecake,
Dark Chocolate Lava Cake.
Music Group: Amethystium,
Anders Manga,
Angel Spit,
Angel Theory,
Asphyxia,
Blue Stahli,
Blutengel,
Chiasm,
Combichrist,
E nomine,
Egolikeness,
Eisbrecher,
Enigma,
Freakangel,
Grendel,
Helalyn Flowers,
Imperia,
Julien-K,
Moth Complex,
Nine Inch Nails,
Noisuf-X,
Nox Arcana,
Omega Lithium,
Orgy,
Pain Of Progress,
Project Pitchfork,
Razed In Black,
Savage Garden,
Scream Silence,
She Wants Revenge,
Shiny Toy Guns,
Suicide Commando,
Tears For Fears,
Terminal Choice,
Terrolokaust,
The 69 Eyes,
The Dreamside,
Wumpscut,
Zeromancer.
Day of the week: Thursday and Friday.
Month: November.
Season: Autumn.
Holiday: Valentines.
Number: 3
Phrase: "I Almost Died!" "Dear Lord!"
Store: Barnes'n'Noble,
Victoria's Secret,
Bath And Body Works,
GMC.
Weather: Dark, Rainy.
Weekend Activity: Resting.
Hangout: Starbucks' Cafe,
Wooded Areas,
Creeks/Streams.
Animal: Feline.
Flower/Plant: Tea Rose,
Chinese Wisteria,
Casablanca Lilly,
Foxglove,
Pink Pussywillow,
Hummingbird Vine,
Thornless Climing Rose,
Purple Leaf Plum Hedge,
Cherry Bells,
Purple Clematis.
Bleeding Hearts,
Stargazer Lily,
Replete Double Daffodil,
Candy Cane Oxalis,
Ceres Lily,
Queen's Tears,
Japanese Iris,
Almost Black Tea Hybrid Tea Rose
Body Part: On a Male: Eyes, Jawline, Hair, Shoulders, Lower Back, Butt, Legs.
On a Female: Eyes, Hair, Lips, Waist, Hips, Butt, Legs.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Heaven: Yes.
Hell: Yes.
Angels: Yes.
Devil: Yes.
God: Yes.
Buddah: No.
Aliens: Yes.
Ghosts: Yes.
Spirit (soul): Yes.
Soulmates: Yes.
Reincarnation: Yes.
Love At First Sight: No. It is Lust.
Karma: Yes
Love In General: Yes.
Luck: No.
Yourself: Yes.
Gold/Silver: Sliver.
Member Since: | Mar 31, 2013 |
Last Login: | Nov 28, 2013 |
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