I'm 26, I like to read and knew people, and make new friends, I spend my free time why my family, I'm interesting in learn about the old cultures, and how they express the darkness, I love the vampie's world, Im start to learn about them 4 years ago, I want yo learn every possible thing about my clan (Tzimisce) and learn everything about the story of our kind.
I want to make friend that understand ans share the same interest than I, I hope became in a friend of all, and get it in to a house.
The things that I don't like, are the lies, the deception, I don't like the heat, I prefered thousand time the cold, I don't know why, my wife is all the oppositive, I don't like the noise, at least not in excess.
I became to de darkness time ago, it happen when I'm 16 almost 17, I have an accident, a cerebral spillage, I was in a hospital for 1 month and a half, I was in coma for 5 days, and I swear that I saw myself leaned on the hospital bed, I suffered a lot, in all that time I can't move, even rise my head, one night I feel something, like somebody, someone invisible was there in my room, I felt like somebody was taking my soul, my life, but, for some reason this entity, put me back, since that day, the heaven and the hell reject me, In several occasions I try to make a deal with the devil, but Im still waiting the response.
Since that moment, I saw the darkness of my soul and all the evil that I have inside, I still trying to get it out from me, but I can´t every day I lost a little piece of my life...
Music !!!
Those are the lyrics of few of my favorites songs:
My Immortal (Evanecense)
I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears,
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have... all of me.
You used to captivate me,
By your resonating light,
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind,
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams,
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held your hand through all these years,
But you still have... all of me.
DELIVER ME ... (Sarah Brightman)
Deliver me, out of my sadness.
Deliver me, from all of the madness.
Deliver me, courage to guide me.
Deliver me, strength from inside me.
All of my life I've been in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me, loving and caring.
Deliver me, giving and sharing.
Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing.
All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me,
Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.
All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.
Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.
Won't you deliver me.
BY NOW (Sarah Brightman).
I look in your eyes and
I see a little bit of heaven in view
I face your disguise and
I see you running too
A teardrop of silence
That's dissipating in an ocean of blue
So let me dive under
In memory of you
Refrain:
By now it's loving and affection
By now it's love
(I think you better run, better come...)
By now it's loving and affection, baby
By now it's love
(I think you better run, better come...)
And will you still see me
When I am lying under heavenly skies
And will you still feel me
When I reach out to you
And when it's all over
Just let me dive into the
Pools of your eyes
And then I'll float timeless
Into a part of you
Update...
Likes....
I like gotic music of bands like:
* Lacrimosa
* Aesma Daeva
* Therion
* Haggard
* Vampiria
* Inkubus Sukubus
Also like music of the stile of:
* Madredeus
* Cirque du Soleil
* Sarah Brightman
* Yanni
If like pretty much the soundtrack of "The Phantom of the Opera", I like the theatre, an the movies...
A few of my favorites movies are:
* The Queen of the Damned
* Blade I, II & III
* Underworld I & II
* Dracula (From Bram Stoker)
* Ultraviolet
* Resident Evil I & II (more the second part)
Of my favorites books...
* Quijote de la Mancha.
* Renn's Gold.
* White Wolf Books :)
* Da Vinci Code
* Angels & Demons
* The Estigma
* Rosemary's Baby
* IT
* The Lord Of the Rings.
* The Hobbit.
Dislikes...
* Jealousy
* Treason
* That People talk shit at my back
* Feel that I can't control my life and my destiny
* The Heat
Here's a new lyric from a new band that I found... It's quite cool...
Away with the Faeries
(Inkubus Sukubus)...
Come and lay down in the meadow
Rest your head amongst the flowers
Come and sip the sacred poison
Fly away on the wings of madness
They were once known as angels from the sky and heaven
But now they are known as devils, demons, alien monsters
Chariot of psilocybe
Take me up to ride the lightning
Can you hear their feet are dancing
Can you hear their voices singing?
They were once known as angels from the sky and heaven
But now they are known as devils, demons, alien monsters
Let them fill your dreams with wonder, fever, pain and passion
Let them fill your head with thunder
On a toadstool painted scarlet
Sits a queen, a faery harlot
She will lead if you will follow
Down the road that leads to sorrow
From the Dreamworld she is calling
Come to me, come running, falling
Come and sip the sacred poison
Come and sip my sacred poison
They were once known as angels from the sky and heaven
But now they are known as devils, demons, alien monsters
Let them fill your dreams with wonder, fever, pain and passion
Let them fill your head with thunder
