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Stay True Live Life 2 The Fullest & Keep It Brutal ^.~ !

I am me...Thats all i know how 2 be,creature of this world soldier of my life, a mystical vampire who plays under the moonlight. Evil scars intwined in2 memories but a heart full of love and pain locked deep inside of me. Eyes with a burning flame and lips 2 kiss the sky, seen the flash of deaths sword with these mysterious eyes. Today i am who i am 2day a newer version of me, I am no longer here but i am here 2day cant say how long ill stay. I swear that i can go on 4evr again just plz let me know my bad day will end. I hear music 4evr playing in my head i feel it in my soul, so plz understand i need it 2 keep control. In this life myself i did create and now still by myself i shoulder my own wieght. The past is a bundle of memories infusing the present with tears. But i on labella, like a warrior princess with all her fuckn might... will persevere. Wanting love!? Maybe 2 light the shadows on my face, confused confusion needing 2 leave from this place. I am what some would say crazy, mysterious, sexy & cool others would say true & kind and yet theres those who i find would say im just a troubled freak & as i laugh & now 2 them i speak: pull over & say that u stupid motherfuckers... teehee. All i am is the creation of me, get 2 know me i swear itll b fuckn sweet!!! ... I spend most of my life tryn 2 stay positive, yet happiness laughs at me & pain wont leave me be, I believe in karma 100% even though at times i feel it needs a push. Im stuck in a world i cannot escape, no1 is really free. I know the feeling of my sorrow cannot compare 2 thee, yet i would eat the worlds sorrow, everyday 4 all eternity... Only with the promise that no1 would ever have 2 feel the pain of sorrow! The world is so fkd yet people stress the lil things, its all bs im so sick of it... People fight over everything they can just 4 the sake of arguing over religions, beliefs, cultures or ways of life they dont understand or try 2... In this fake ass world i choose 2 b real i dont ask people 2 handle my beef or share my beliefs i stay true and stand on my own 2 feet... I could go on n on but basically my life at this point is like AA i take it one day at a time...im stuck in a piece of shit city, im on PO cus i got jumped by three old men n faught back after they beat me down i got up,maybe its they way i look or dress that makes people judge,fuk those people... I work 14hr days cus of work pro. & tryn 2 pay bills & restatution... I get drug tested once a week & i need 2 smoke a fkn fatty... but its lil things in life that keep me goin,my good friends say i keep them goin with positivity, sometimes i need it back!I always got a rpg goin im a gmr all they way, im not aloud in bars but live shows are the best so i go anyways btw my 1st concert i went 2 i was 9 an i been addicted since... & music is a major part of my life without it... idk id probly die its in my head in my soul... I love 2 write i always have... I love anime & I collect action fig. and dolls... I Love my Cats, I only have 1 now but ive had many & I loved them all... I always need a cat at times when i was without one, I wasnt right. My kittie Bella who is jumping on my keyboard as i type needing my attention... Also the last thing i ever want is people 2 feel sorry or pity thats bs understanding is real...
Every1 is fkd in sum way or another... Even with all the bs dont say hey it could be worse, cuz than worse shit happens... I know alot of people yet a have a few true friends they all have diff. outlooks n beliefs, sum are wiccan, pagans, catholics, christians even satanists or nothing in particular at all(maybe not 2 be in a catagory 2 be put in2 stereotypes)... but the point is they all believe, they have morals, whatever u do does come back 2 you, yea we all have natural instincs we all could kill... though only 2 protect ourselves from being killed or for thirst!... People put u down n make fun cus they do not understand... catholics say oh satanist are evil, but do not know there are commandments that come with all beliefs, though there are more than 10... I believe in alot of things but i am mostly wiccan, I dont deal with drama gossip or bs... Belive in whats in your heart u have 2 feel it in your soul, who cares what people think as long as u keep control.... live life n love it 2 the fullest, u never know what tommorow holds.... ^.~ I find no peace, yet i am not armed for war! "pace non trovo, e non o da far guerra"... If i were fire id burn the world away... "Sio fossi foco, arderei lo mondo" ...
Kuru nigeru yoshi wakaru ai onegi shindiru inochi makeseru unmei kanerazu mamoru kokoro iku yume ki ureshii tatakau tasukeru shinu kenerazu kamawanai itai yaru onegi yurushite kudasai yameru damaru gambaru tomodachi kawaii... If u want 2 know just ask, one love!
xox ^.~ ! meow...

Some Things That I Like Or Am In2....

Music, anime, games, The-Moon, purple, glitter, silver, black, hordiculture, ffxi, butterflys, fishnet stockings, listening to new music, jetpack code for sanandreas, the ocean, learning japanese, night, black boots, mini skirts, dank, stickers, falling asleep2music, rainbows, thunder,l ightning, writing, poison, finding new music, socom, traveling, magick, fire, dreams, tarot, moon phases, black lace, red, green eyes, the falls @night, morbid nailpolish, leveling my rdm, raspberry smirnoff, bongs, mysteriousness, creativity, swords, herbs, bubblebaths, fairys, vampires, snk, 420, black nailpolish on boys, things that glow in the dark, camo print, body shimmer, watermelon liquorish, legal drug manga, dr.pepper, chick bands, magic bursts, velvet, vampyres, angels, black lights, oil potions, breaking glass, northern lights, seashells, boys who play guitar, finding new places, phoenix, sunsets, piercings, ice water in the middle of the night, graphic design, bracelets, rings, dancing, daggers, poetry, the internet, caramel, ak47, creative writing, blunts, comic books, daydreaming, live bands, when bands make 2 versions of a kick ass song, hidden trax on cd`s that are usually track 13, You, your thoughts....2 b cont.

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