4gottenmemories's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I FIRST MUST SAY THAT I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP WITH ANYONE. I WILL TALK IF SPOKEN TO WITH RESPECT BUT IF YOU COME TO ME WANTING TO TALK DIRTY TO ME THEN I WILL SIMPLY BLOCK YOU. I AM A VERY OPEN AND FRIENDLY PERSON BUT I CAN ALSO BE A BIT ON THE BLUNT SIDE SO DO NOT BE OFFENDED I AM WILLING TO TELL YOU JUST ABOUT ANYTHING {TO A POINT THAT IS} BELOW YOU WILL FIND A FEW THINGS ABOUT ME, IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE THEN SIMPLY SEND ME A MESSAGE.

THIS IS MY COVEN AND MENTOR I ASK THAT YOU NOT MESS WITH ANY OF THEM, THEY ARE MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS.U MESS WITH THEM YOU DEAL WITH ME.

You ask me who I am, I honestly can not tell you for I do not even know myself. I know that I am a mother, a wife, a lover, a fighter, a believer. I know that this world that we live in is as fuc### up as ever, and to be honest with you I like it that way.

Vampires have always been a fascination of mine. As a child
watching them on television I always thought of them as powerful, mystical , and a great wonder a monster as I saw it was always in my dreams. But then I grew up from that child and come to learn that they are no more monsters then you or me, they are still quite mystical and somewhat strong they are beauty, wonder and amazing joy. I am still learning as I go and I am always open to any kinda new information anyone has to give me.

Dreams are another thing that have fascinated me but yet also haunting at the same time.My dreams have always haunted me, its always the same thing over and over with out end. Same faceless face, same dark room and not knowing what day or time I am in can get quite frustrating at times........Until now I have meet my faceless face and he has taken me to the time and place to were we once was. Lovers you ask this may be.....Enemies I do not really know at times we do fight but not in a way you would think. He is the most wonderful person that has been in my life,he is the reason my dreams came to life, He has opened a world that once was and hopefuly will be yet again.I love you.

this is my protection stamp if you would like it then please fell free to take it.

*HALLOW*
ONE MORE STEP AND I COULD FALL AWAY.
IF IT HAPPENED WOULD IT MATTER?
I CAN'T TELL IF I SHOULD GO OR STAY.
SAME OLD PICTURE FELLS SO HALLOW.
HOW CAN ANYBODY KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME?
ANOTHER PAGE I TURN IN SHAME.
MY DECISIONS BROUGHT ME TO MY KNESS
I NEEDED SOMEONE TO BLAME.
I FELL SO HALLOW
TIME TO DO WHATS BEST FOR ME
I BELIEVE I CAN CHANGE
ONCE UPON A TIME IN BROKEN DREAMS.....
REFLECTIONS THAT I CAN NOT FACE
SO HOLD YOUR BREATH AND MAKE A WISH FOR ME
TAKE ME TO A BETTER PLACE.
TIME ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE PASSING BY
IT NEVER WAITS FOR ME
IF I COULD DO IT ALL ONE MORE TIME
I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING.

*VOODOO TWO*
OPEN YOUR EYES A CHILL PASSES YOU BY
A PREMONITION COMING STRONG
RICH WITH DESIRE A SUPERSTITION IN DISGUISE
DRAWS ME INTO WHERE I BELONG
HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY IN A DREAM
YOU CAN TOUCH A FALLING SKY?
OR FLY TO THE HEAVENS THAT WATCH OVER YOU?
INSTILL THE BODY SO WARM WITH EVERY BREATH
DANCE TO A VISION SO SEDUCTIVE RAIN DOWN UPON ME
IT CLEANSES ME WITH EVERY DROP A SCENT YOU'VE
PROMISED FOR THE NOURISHMENT THAT I'VE BEEN GIFTED

Name? You can call me 4gotten.
How old are you? a woman never tells here true age ^_^
When is your birthday?March 8th
What is your sign? Pieces
Where were you born?In a hospital.
Where do you live now?Out in the country.{but no I am not a hick}
What color are your eyes?Blue
What color is your hair? Brown,red,blond all natural
How tall are you?5"4 I know I am a shorty
How much do you weigh? Honestly 145.
What is your worst fear?My dreams.
Do you smoke?When I drink.
Do you drink?When I smoke.
Do you cuss?Hell yes.

Do you use drugs? Never
Have you ever stolen? Never said I was an angel.
Do you have any piercings? Yes my tounge.
Do you suffer from depression disorder? The voices inside my head tell me yes.
Choice of death? To be attacked by a vampire lol.
Have you ever tried to kill yourself? Only when the voices tell me to.
Are you evil? Only when I need to be.
Do you believe you can be possessed? Only when the voices are the ones doing it.
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? Why should I be

Are you a violent person?Only in bed I am.
Do you take your anger out on other people? I am German and Irish mixed so what do you think?
What is your favorite game?It includes whips and chains ^_^
What is your favorite movie?House of a thousand corpse

What is your favorite song? VOODOO two.
What is your favorite band? Anything other then country and rap.
What kinda books you read? What ever I can get my hands on.
What is your favorite color? If you are reading this then you know.
What is your favorite food? Sushi
What is your favorite drink or drinks? At home unsweet tea if I am out tequila sunrises.
Are you a virgin?LMFAO
Are you kinky?Look at my favorite game.
Have you ever dyed your hair? No my hair is already multi colored and its all natural.
Do you have any disorders? Yes OCD @ADHD
Are you religious? Use to be.
Do you believe in vampires? Well I do believe that there is vampyre thats studied
Dose pain turn you on? Pull my hair and find out.
Do you like to go to clubs often? When I can then yes.
Do you like meeting new people and hang out? Yes but the chances of me meeting and hanging with the ones I want to are very slim.
What do you like most about life? My alek
What do you hate most about life? Animal @child abusers.
Do you believe in reincarnation? Hell I am going through it now and want to get out.
Do you believe in love at first sight? Hell no.

*EVEN MORE ABOUT ME*
Do you wear underwear? Just depends on who I am with.
What are you listening to at this moment? Korn.
Where was the last place you ate? Hemingways....A seafood place.
Hot or cold? As hot as I can get it.
The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? The eyes..They truly are the channel to the soul.
Favorite sport? Wrestling.
Are you shy to ask someone out? Hell no.
Chocolate or vanilla? Strawberry.
Favorite smell? Right after it rains.
Favorite car? Mustang.
Favorite flower? Daisy
What did you do on your last birthday?I got drunk off my ass
What is the first thing you think of when you
wake up? Do I really have to get out of bed?

*MY MUSIC*

1} GODSMACK
2}DISTURBED
3}SHINEDOWN
4}LINKIN PARK}
5}DEFTONES
6}PAPA ROACH
7}STATIC-X
8}BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE
9}MARILYN MANSON
10}METALICA

People I do not mind you adding me to your friends list I just simply ask that you let me know so that I can do the same for you. As for my rating system I give 10 no matter what. Some of us do not like the fact that I do this and I to pay for premium but not all of us out their has the time or patients to learn HTML it don't make them stupid its just something they do not know. Plus I am a nice person no matter what the voices tell you.

Demented Freaks go to HELLucination.com!

Girl: Hey

Boy: What?

Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.

Boy: Ok...

Girl: What do you mean "ok"?

Boy: I don't like you like that...

Girl: Why not?

Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later. Finally the girl got fed up.

Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!

Boy: Do you really wanna know why?

Girl: Yes!

Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!

Girl: But... I...

Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! (Knowing he loved her too but was afraid of what his friends would think) The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings.

Girl: Hello?

Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.

Girl: Alright Mom.

Mom: I love you.

Girl: I love you too, Mom.

Mom: Bye Bye.

Girl: Bye

The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.

Girl: I'm not pretty enough... She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.

Mom: Honey? Are you alright?

She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red.

She walked over to see what was inside and screamed.

There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her

Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye.
On the mirror were these words written in blood: "Am I pretty enough now?"

No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. If you find it messed up then forward this to everyone you know. A person's appearance doesn't count.

What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to be told they're not good enough...

Repost this in 5 Min or something bad will happen 2 U tomorrow saying- NO GIRL DESERVES TO HEAR THIS

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