-= Note - a few things I would like to mention =-
1. I'm not new to this place stop leaveing welcome to here comments I wont rate you!
2. chances are I wont rate you any how I don't rate comment or just add people
3. to any one who was on any of my messangers or pagers if you want to be added back privet message me and IF I see fit I might add you back... IF I SEE FIT!
4. The rateing system here is not something I overly beleave in.... I give out rateings now and then like giveing someone a stick of gun, and a pat on the head.... dont expect it cuz you wont get it!
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My account here has become my equivalent to that peace of paper I hid some place that maybe some day the right person will find, and make something of it. I come here off, and on.... you might actually run into me if the mood suits me, and I might even talk for a while.
What was I.... what did I become? These tattered papers left here are just foot notes on a bigger story.
The basics.... I grew up on the east coast of Canada, I’m adopted, I'm prepetually single I seek no form of relationship, I've spent a lot of time alone, I’ve been a pack rat, I've been a collector of stuff. Not so much any more. I've gone threw this whole thing of keeping life simple. Less attachments to things, people, places, and so on.
I still how ever enjoy music here is a small example of some stuff I listen to:
And One
Apoptygma Berzerk
Ashbury Heights
Assemblage 23
Atari Teenage Riot
Attrition
Bella Morte
Bjork
BILE
Blutengel
ChemLab
CombiChrist
Conjure One
Covenant
The Cure
Das Ich
Deadstar Assembly
Delerium
Dreamscape Unlimited
Depeche Mode
Die Form
Die Krupps
Echo And The Bunnymen
Econoline Crush
Eisbrecher
Encephalon
Enigma
Extropy
EvaneScence
Faith No More
Fear Factory
Front Line Assembly
Front 242
Funker Vogt
Garbage
gODHEAD
Gravity Kills
Hanzel Und Gretyl
Junkie XL
Juno Reactor
Kevorkian Death Cycle
Killing Joke
KMFDM
Laibach
The Last Dance
Marilyn Manson
MINISTRY
Mindless Self Indulgence
Motionless In White
The Newlydeads
Nine Inch Nails
Nitzer Ebb
Noise Unit
Ohgr
Oomph
Orgy
Ozzy
Peace Love & Pitbulls
PIG
PitchShifter
Pop Will Eat Itself
PRICK
Project Pitch Fork
Psychopomps
Rammstein
Rob Zombie
Shotgun Messiah
Sielwolf
The Sisters Of Mercy
Skinny Puppy
SKOLD
Slick Idiot
Solar Fake
Stabbing Westward
Static-X
Suicide Commando
Sunshine Blind
The Tea Party
Theatre Of Tragedy
Terminal Choice
Tweaker
Type O Negative
Unheilig
UnterNull
Velvet Acid Christ
VnV Nation
White Zombie
Wolfsheim
Wumpscut
I had at one point over 5000 CD’s so there is more I could list there but this should do really no need in going on and on about it. I also don’t down load music, thus I tend to just buy everything I like….. It’s a terrible habit. Most of my collection sit's in a storage unit now box'ed away.... the choice cut's travel with me on iphones, rugby drives, and a lap top....
Yes if things are in storage that would mean I'm on the move.... or in a transition phase in doing such.
In my personal time I don’t go out much. I’m not a big fan of people, and thus I avoid places like shopping malls I do most of my shopping online. (and currently get it shipped to some address where at some point I can retreave it at some point) I used to spend way too much time online these days it seems to run spuratically.
Movie's N' Stuffz.... after going back, and reading this list over.... it's not where my head is right now that is for sure.... mostly these day's my film choices are all black, and white. But for the sake of having some from of list ( and we all love lists do we not ) I'll leave this here for postarity! ( yeay postarity )
AeonFlux
AKIRA
Aliens
AppleSeed
Avalon
Blade Runner
Blood The Last Vampire
The Crow
District 13
Donnie Darko
Equilibrium
Ergo Proxy
From Hell
Ghost In The Shell
HellBoy
Hellraiser
House Of Flying Daggers
I Robot
Kill Bill
Metropolis
NightBreed
Night Of The Living Dead
Nosferatu
Ouran Highschool Host Club
Queen Of The Damned
Returner
RG Veda
Silent Hill
Tenjho Tenge
The Matrix
Tank Girl
The Thing
28 Days Later
UnderWorld
Versus
Witch Hunter Robin
xXxHoLic
I used to write a lot, now a days once, and a while a leave little riddeled bits of my life here. Unless your directly involved in my life, and well your not.... none of it should matter to you any how. I've taken up my love for camera's again tho, and have updated my portfolio here with some of my recent work.
Over the years I’ve had too many bad experiences. I’m deathly afraid of other beings, and stay as far away from them as possible. I don't like being hugged by any one infact it really bugs me alot, and for that matter I'm highly not a physical person at all. It’s been awhile since I've had a relationship of any kind in real life, and to tell you the truth I’m not looking.
I came out a while ago about the fact that I should have been born female. Sort of makes sense since I've always hated people calling me dude. I prefur most people address me as "she" or any of its other forms. No I'm not getting a sex change.... I'm comfortable in the skin I'm in. Oh yes I finally chose on her to change my gender to female a while ago.
On religious points of view.... for personal reasons.... I would say I've become a studyer of voodoo. It's really very interesting, and very much along my own personal attatudes towards existance.
Even with this being said I still really I don’t think I am anything special or for that matter I don’t have anything to offer any one. I have few friends I don't see often. Life is VERY simple, and I like it that way.
I still don't know why people are even reading this? I don’t want anything from any one…. And have nothing for any one.
Meh consider this updated....
I’m sure at some point I’ll up date this… again....
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Orderliness (90%) very high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
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