Oh... it's been a bit since I've had to make one of these. I almost feel like I'm back in school and the teacher is having me write that dreaded essay about my likes, aspirations, what I want to accomplish, and what I did over the summer.
Those were always so difficult for me. I would stare at the blank lined paper and nibble the eraser end of my pencil for close to an hour. It wasn't that I never did anything interesting, or that I didn't have so many things I wanted to be or accomplish... I just... never could pin one down the in moment. Not a memory or a dream. I was always rushing to enjoy what I could now that when I was forced to stop and reflect, it seemed the music box in my head stopped turning. And everything fell silent.
Even now, into my adulthood, I still catch myself doing that. I guess its just a little personality quirk of mine. But instead of falling silent and staring with a glazed over approach, I fill the silence with rambles. I try to fill the void with words and making sense of what my brain wants to allow my mouth to say. I want to communicate. Its hard to do that when you're too focused on thinking of the best thing to say. Especially when writing out an intro.
"How can I make these fuckers like me?"
I don't know you.
You don't know me.
But I value your opinion, oddly. I want to know you and be friends with you. I want to talk to you and get to know you. I want to pass over the initial first impression of:
"Ohai, my name is Tyr'Ahnee. XD"
But that's not how socializing works. Human interaction isn't that simple. Communication is like buying a shirt online. You know what you like, you're comfortable with the material, and you like the price... but you don't REALLY know if its for you until you get it home and try it on. (I'm sure there is a sexual innuendo in that sentence somewhere, but we're just gonna pretend that was a good analogy. Cough.)
We have to try each other on first. Really feel each other out. And that's why these introductions exist. To glance over the shirts and deem which one is something we're gonna like. Its daunting. Exciting. Terrifying. And maybe a little fun. Behind our computer screens, we're little Gods and Goddesses. Looking for the special chosen that we get to share ourselves with.
I guess at this point, we move on to me now?
I'm Tyr'Ahnee. My name comes from the marvelous Queen Tyr'Ahnee from the Looney Tunes Duck Dodger series. She's a total badass babe that Marvin the Martian serves under. (I almost typed Martian the Manhunter there. Yeesh.)
(Pretend this profile is laced with well placed, pretty images. I'll get to that later >.>)
I really enjoy reading comics and talking about them with people. I actually just back into them about four months ago. Right now, I'm more on the DC bandwagon because I just like that universe better, but I'm starting to branch over to more Marvel as my interest grows. I'm completely obsessed with Nightwing, my favorite writer is Scott Snyder (I swear Court of Owls is the best Batman comic ever), and I literally cried in Kingdom Come about J'Onn (Manhunter).
I get really stupid passionate about everything. I'm an extremely happy person. I'm always smiling, I'm always excited to do things, and I really really enjoy this place I'm in with my life. I'm loud, I'm playful, I break dance poorly in the middle of the store when a song that tickles my fancy comes on, and I spend entirely too much money at my local grocery store. Seriously, its fucking stupid. I live right across the street from it and its the worst thing ever. I don't need all this food. I really don't. I've literally gained like ten pounds in 4 months. I don't need this kind of access. I'm not responsible enough.
"With great power, comes great responsibility." Yeah? Well, fuck you Uncle Ben. I got sushi across the street for five dollars and a bank account that's ready to hate itself.
I absolutely love lazy gaming and watching other people play the other more action based games. Personally, I'm more of a "The Long Dark", "Harvest Moon", "FireWatch", "Heavy Rain" kind of gamer. And of course Zelda. Everyone loves Zelda. Does that even need to be mentioned anymore?
"Hi, I'm Dave. I like masturbating and Zelda." So does everyone else.
My favorite is Majora's Mask, btw. Skull Kid wearing Majora is seriously the cutest fucking thing in my life. I need more of it.
But back to the games; I'm a person that puts a lot of anxiety on myself because ...fuck it, I like gray hair, lets accelerate that bizz. So when it comes to relaxing, I want something I can just immerse myself into and relax, usually. And I love watching people play fighter games and first person shooters because I suck at them. I should get a Woody award for how much I suck at these games, but they're so much fun and fascinating to see the effort, time, and dedication people put into memorizing the quarter half circle, B, A, left shoulder, backflip equals a high kick. Its beyond me. The only combo I can wrap my head around is at Burger King.
I also have a huge passion for horror, gore, and all the bump in the night stuff. I'll play a good horror game and love that it gives me goosebumps and accelerates my heart. I actually took a few month break from the horror genre just because I was getting kinda numb to it. I don't like guessing a scare or the the story line. I just want to enjoy it and I was getting to were it wasn't giving me that kind of excitement anymore. I'm pleasantly happy to say now that it does again. ♥
Um.
Yeah.
I guess that's a good sneak peak at me. So thank you so much for reading and giving me a chance to be the new shirt in your wardrobe. I come with starch for the nice crisp feeling at all times. :D
And I hope you have an absolutely wonderful day.
