Intro
Don't be fooled, I've been here longer than a year or two.. I work a lot these days and don't feel the need to explain myself for or to anyone. I do not at all appreciate single letter replies or tall tales ; do not waste my time. I'm busy enough without having to pine and sift through meaningless loads of text to decode something that could be quickly and simply put. If you haven't guessed by now and are still a few shades of curious- you are, in fact, in the company of a Scorpio being.. one with intense attention to detail and a painfully beautiful understanding of the peace and comfort that silence itself can bring. Be warned, abandonment and betrayal wounds run both deep and rampant ; you want to get to know me? Stick around and get in line.. allow me to dip my toes into the ever-shifting tides of your silent echoes. Allow me the taste of your truth.
Music
- Chemlab - Cold - Fïx8:Sëd8 - Iron Lung Corp - Exies - Crowded House - Jane's Addiction - Gary Numan - Concrete Blonde - Enigma - Faith No More - Type O Negative - Lead Into Gold - Skold -
God Lives Underwater - Suicide Commando - Static X - Combichrist - Ghost - Deftones - Korn - Nitzer Ebb - Hed P.E. - Severed Heads - Awen - Circle Burn - Tearful Moon - Depeche Mode - ††† - Palms - Team Sleep - Prodigy - Pendulum - Chemical Brothers - Lofi Allstars - Dog Tablet - Bara Hari - Sidewalks and Skeletons - Cesium 137 - Neuroticfish - SrsQ - Tiamat - Ministry - Black Flag - Filter - Gravity Kills - Fear Factory - Econoline Crush - Skinny Puppy - PM5K - Deathstars - CKY - Front 242 - Diatribe - Magnus and Maya - Cubanate - Saliva - Sister Machine Gun - Godhead - Pitchshifter - Snog - Acumen Nation - Black Agent - Icon of Coil - Mudvayne - Akira Yamaoka - De/Vision - Sneaker Pimps - Moby - Placebo - Seabound - Origa - VAST - - -
Games
† Diablo III & IV † Destiny 2 † Disgaea † Chess † Ghost in the Shell † .Hack// † Blade † Soul Reaver † Bayonetta † DOA † Street Fighter † Silent Hill Franchise † Intelligent Cube † Death Jr. † RRT4 † - - -
Flavour Text
I am an artist and creator at heart, hence my given name, Sorkari ; a nod in part as well to Basque roots- my media at any given time could be acrylic and canvas to heavily guarded poetry, digital work or crushed charcoal on my fingers.. it just depends on the emotion at hand. Akin to many others, I wrestle with depression, anxiety, and complex post traumatic stress disorder. The final is most definitely a blessing in disguise at times.. I personally feel it allows me the experience to truly plan out relationships and dissect intentions.
There are no coincidences. There are no second chances. Just as I am not here to judge you, I am also not a doormat. I appreciate my quiet time and the rarely accepted opportunity to read individuals- so if you are still here, there absolutely must be a reason.
Film
A decent span of horror, shockers, and documentaries. I collect what most couldn't stomach
Current musical fixation
Chemlab - Pyromance
Lovely as a split lip... soulful as the city
Move and skip, swivel it
Sink my fingers in your hair,
The sweat and the smell of our liquid affair
In a gasoline burn our bodies will churn,
With a flick of the switch
You're plugged into the itch.
Watch your videos all day... rewind and play... play and play and play.
My battery got a surge from my finger triggering your sparkplug
I felt that nervous boost when you bent down and licked my boots
Headed in the direction of soma car-crash intersection
It's called "why don't we do it in the road?"
At least that's what I am told.
Laser branded lover, syphilitic thing
Bound up and tied, you can't fly without wings
Over oceans of skin, bathed in perversion and sin
My parasitic couplet,
A needle descending,
My poisonous twin.
You're in danger.
Love walks with a stranger... getting stranger all the time.
My battery got a charge with my finger triggering your spark plug
I felt that nervous boost when you bent down and licked my boots
Headed in the direction of soma car-crash intersection
It's called "why don't we do it in the road"
Or at least that's what I am told...
Play... fade away...
††† - Sensation /For the one/
Don't wanna be here in the dark
But I believe I'll always be
I opened the cage to my heart
I tried to see what's in front of me
I'm climbing out of an opaque town
From the bottom facing a blurred horizon
Woke up to the sound of your heart droning (droning)
Droning a holy sound
You and I, we're safe from the fumes
Warm inside our cells
One day our fates will collide
Our love will be expelled
Don't wanna be here in the dark
But I believe I'll always be
Climbed over the gates to your heart
I'd like to see what's in front of me
We're roaming out of this opaque town
At the top now facing a blurred Horizon
Wake up to the sound of my heart droning (droning)
Droning a holy sound
You and I, we're safe from the fumes
Warm inside our cells
One day our fates will collide
Our love will be expelled
Love will be expelled
Love will be expelled
Love will be expelled
Love will be expelled
You and I, we're safe from the fumes
Warm inside our cells
One day our fates will collide
Our love will be expelled
Love will be expelled
Love will be expelled
Cold - Give
I'll give you everything but me
Everyone around you twisted fame
I can't control you and your look
You silly freak, you super fuck
I can't believe whose side you're on
Everyone around you layed with dogs
Like a bitter pill that's lost its taste
I'll take the whole thing anyway
I don't love you, you don't love me, well I can imagine
Like a little thief without a key, well I can imagine
Can imagine
I'll take the world, blow it away
Send all your hopes to outerspace
Well i can't control you and your look
You silly freak, you super fuck
I can't believe whose side you're on
Everyone around you layed with dogs
Like a bitter pill that's lost its taste
I'll take the whole thing anyway
I don't love you, you don't love me, well I can imagine
Like a little thief without a key, well I can imagine
Like a hurricane that lost its speed, well I can imagine
Like a liquored mind i've gone insane, well I can imagine
(Some people tend to think that your just using your imagination,
But I think you're one fucked up individual.
Come to think of it, you are one fucked up individual.)
I give all that I am, better not make me
I don't love you, you don't love me, well I can imagine
Like a little thief without a key, well I can imagine
Like a hurricane that lost its speed, well I can imagine
Like a liquored mind I've gone insane, well I can imagine
Can't imagine, can't imagine
††† - Telepathy
You hang there on the wall
You've carved out your place
But I can tell you shake from inside
I see it all the time
The feel is always there
Just frozen in your mind from inside
I wasn't gonna play it tonight
But I can't help it
The feeling is alive
As long as you play my game
I'll let you win
Before your entrance wave
Before we play this game
I like to feel you break from inside
You're gold and pink inside
And it's showing through your stare
It's frozen us in time from inside
I wasn't gonna play it tonight
But I can't help it
The feelings alive
As long as you play my game
I'll let you win
Come play my game
I'll let you win
Come play my game
I'll let you win
Come play my game
I'll let you win
Come play my game
I'll let you win
I wasn't gonna play it tonight
But I can't help it
The feelings alive
As long as you play my game
I'll let you win
Econoline Crush - Devil You Know
Everything is a mess
I have to come to confess
Sold out all my beliefs
I'm a liar and a cheat
Searched my soul in despair
Callused heart is rubbed bare
How to wish to believe
In your innocent dreams
Delicate love
Precious and pale
Tempted and torn
Broken and failed
Don't leave me here
Don't leave me alone
I am the one
The devil you know
I'm your man on the cross
I'm the soul you have lost
I'm the choice you regret
The one you wish to forget
Lover broken and sad
Lost the dreams that you had
How I wish I could be
Everything that you need
Delicate love
Precious and pale
Tempted and torn
Broken and failed
Don't leave me here
Don't leave me alone
I am the one
The devil you know
Delicate love
Precious and pale
Tempted and torn
Broken and failed
Don't leave me here
Don't leave me alone
I am the one
The devil you know
I am the one
The devil you know
There are no second chances
Present with substance.
Be genuine or leave.
