Well hey I guess, I'm Sonya. A 26 yr ols still living with her dad and adrift in life. I have Asbergers a form of autism and as a result I often feel alienated socially and mentally, but then I guess everyone can say that. I have been on here before, years ago when I was still in high school. I've since graduated, went to uni, flunked or rather bailed that due to the freedom of anomity and general non helicopter familial members there to scrutinize my every movement. I've since lived off island. Fort Mac Alberta for a few years, experienced bad and good times. Came home with dad or we would've both been homeless. I've since felt the isolation and microscope attitude of this place increasing on me to the point sumtimes where I just plain despair. My dad is a drinker, I myself am lazy and undermotivated by just everything to general to really contribute much, the parasitic nature of this just feeds on itself. There are no real jobs to be had here. I don't drive, am kinda afraid to try and thus my isolation increases. But bleh I'm moaning and grumbling. Hopefully I can discover a method of mental healing on here, make some friends and get some gumption to better myself and my circumstances. Until then, ta ta lol and I hope you didn't fall asleep reading my dragged out poor me speech.
I'm not real great with html so until I can get a helping hand my profile is going to be a tad bland. (yay for cheesy rhymes) I mostly while away my days watching tv series', drawing dragons, fantasy critters and reading way to much. Currently 9 books at once. I'll read pretty much anything but cookbooks, autobiographies and cheesy romances like Nicolas Sparks. I do delve into taboo books like John Toland's Biography of Adolf Hitler, though mind you I'm no neo Nazi or anti semite, my curiousity just takes me places, hopefully not fatal ones.
When it comes to spirituality, I'm more or less a believer in 'something' but not any set diety by any pantheon or sect. Who knows maybe there is nothing, maybe we're like that galaxy in a marble that a giant alien plays games with like in MIB. Who can say? In small tedious matters I am A Taurus, my Black Tarot is The Withered Lover (oh joy on that one) I'm true Neutral on DnD tests, my element is fire, a conflict with earthly Taurus which annoys me a bit tbh. I'll add more when it strikes me
Hmmmm....hmmm, In some ways I am like a dragon with collecting things that interest me. I go through stages, or fads. At one point I was very into cross stitching, then embroidery, even collecting figurines such as Jasmine Beckett Griffith and a lot of dragon statues, of good design like Windstone. I tend to like everything even, well sculpted, sometimes smooth, not bulky or unconventional looking. Right now I pick up the odd Funko Pop character but who knows how long that will keep my interest. I get bored after a while and though my everyday is repetition I don't enjoy repetition if that makes any sense. There is comfort in the familiar but someday maybe I might catch a breeze and open the window and a change might loft itself my way. Eh, *shrugs* I hope it's not a cataclysmic one because you know, some of us can't handle that shit to well XD
I'd really like to add some of my art on here but the image uploader isn't too great on here and I post most on my work on Deviant Art. I have the link posted on my page to my DA
