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hi im natasha i have two kids that are very special to me i love to help ppl when ever anyone needs help or just a friend to listen or ect just send me a txt :) i love my vampire and horror books and movies when i do watch tv. i like poems,drawing and cooking from scratch ;) i hate getting old i wish i can stay youg forever but in this body it will grow old but as im able to detach the i will show my true beauty. im not good with protfolio's or journals so please bear with me.... i'm a laid back type of girl.... lol i talk more on here haha im more of a quiet type in rl . i have a big heart and it gets me into trouble alot lol but i don't know how to be any other way :)



so i guess you all wanted to know how i became on the darkside well i've died three times but i only remeber 2 when i was a lil girl i got attacked buy a rockwelder/shepper mix when he torn me up and i stop breathing at age 5 it took 10 min to get to the hostpital so yes i wasn't breathing for 10 mins their second time i was 8yrs i was elecrticuted i had an outer body experiance i watch my self get elecrticuted then i seen her a girl came to me their told me everything was ok that i'm not ready? ready for what ? i was born in hell anyways of my family i was the black sheep and so she reached out for me to take her hand before i knew it i was back in my body the last but not least i've died giving barth to my son when somethiing came back with me i am but then i'm not the same as i was before i started having strange dreams the smell and the visions in my dreams i can't explain i've waken up in the woods and in my attic ....... i do know im more of a kindred then any thing but icould be both and not even know it i just know im tring to have courage to explore my feelings and desire im kinda nervous and scared in away no one im my family knows these thing's my mom said i,ve been touch she saids by an angle but i dont think so i felt the streath and power it had over me ..........