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My Portfolio... is that what I am and have done? Well, lets get to it then. My name is Rachel, I am 15 years old & I am addicted to the wind & running water. I am incapable of physical self-harm, but unfortunately am skilled at mental self-harm. People tell me I am stunningly beautiful and a great person... I tell them they are liers.



I have always been intregued by vampires & vampirism, though not the kind you see in horror films and suchlike. The idea of clans & comrodery & the epic battle between good & evil, and of a "mythical creature" living amongst us fascinates me. Being an outcast from regular society I find comfort in enshrouding myself in irregular society. After all, who but the strange are worthy to say one is strange?



No, I'm not a practicing vampire... honestly I dont wish to become one (at least not at the moment). I simply want to learn about them.



Although, I do find myself exibiting traits that are, how shall I put it... off a bit.



such as:

-my eyes are unusually sensitive to light

-the night is comforting to me

-I enjoy the feel of wind on my skin, mostly my neck, palms and wrists

-cold (particularly caused by wind) gives me a sence of clarity, awareness, & confidence

-water has a similar effect on me, but instead of energising me it calms & relaxes me (only when it is a natural body I can submerge in)

-I enjoy the warmth of sun & my skin tans exessively easily and almost never burns

-I have the ability to communicate with animals (though it is not easy all the time)



I never said these traits were vampiric, I do not think I could be a vampire... I don't know what I am, all I know is It's not entirely human.