My portfoilo
Everything of my essence.
The timeless hours, and constant critic of my own mind.
Pressing the lines and shapes of color
On to a sheet of pure white paper.
I've seen the morbid beauty within that people blindless do not.
I am currently working on more art to be added later.
Also, within the confides of this box I will introduce my family and friends.
The people I hold dear to my heart.
Please enjoy
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This the woman who gave birth to me. Her name is Lori Ann. Yes naturally I was named after her and both my grandmothers. We all have ann as a middle name. My mother and I, have very odd relationship to be honest. I love her, but I'm extremely angry with her about the past and she knows it. So you can say I have a dislike about her. Regurdless, she is my mother and I still love her.
Anyway, Moving on...
Obviously, my father Eric. He is bi polar. Along with his mother and Aunt who suffer from bi polar. My family thinks I suffer from it as well and have yet to be tested. He is a struggling drunk that hides from the world on a constant basis. Won't listen to anything that is negative to him. He struggles with his own personal demons. But he has delt with it in a way that has affected me. The only good thing I can really say about my father is that he had his good side too. He just never showed it that much. I love my dad of course, but as is my mom. Its a also a love/dislike relationship.
I have struggled for years to have a realtionship with my parents and want them involved in my life. But until recently I have accepted that this will never be and this is how it is.
This is my little brother Austin (A.J) who is turning 12 this year, and his dog Wolfie. Cute aren't they? Don't be fooled though. He is quite the spoiled brat by my mom. He is my half brother on my mom's side. I baiscally raised him, while my mom work all the time. So I didn't have much of social life. Despite the fact I didn't work to support him. I taught him everything he knows knowledge wise. I love the little brat, I look at him as my own. I would do anything I can for him.
I also have a half sister named Heather from my dad and is ex wife. I have never met her til this day. All I know is her name and that she is 4 months younger then my brother. I never give up on hope that someday I will meet her. Til then, I miss her and Love her.
Luckly I had my grandma Maryann. In which I am very close too. She raised me, when my parents wouldnt. A strong woman with an amazing heart. She is like my mom, and my papa my dad. This woman went through looseing her two sons. One to sickness (8 years), and one to sucide(23 years). She stuggled for years to provide for her 5 children. Sadly she has been sick for a very long time. She has many things that are wrong with her including breathing problems, heart problems, and such. I've almost lost her quite a few times. I am dreading the day it is her time. I love her with my heart. Without her I wouldn't be who I am today.
This is my Grandpa but I've always called him papa. My biological grandfather died when I was one. His name was Andy Dotson Sr. But Blood doesn't mean a thing to me. He has taken care of me as his own since the day I was born. My grandma and him are actually best friends. Have been for over 20 years. Anyways, this is my papa and love him dearly.
The love of my life, MY Justin♥. We have been engaged since July 10th, 2011. Oddly enough our one month anniversy is on my birthday. But honestly what a better way to remember :). He has been there for me through thick and thin. I know we will have our ups and downs. But we are strong with love for each other. Nothing can break us apart. He has shown me that true love does exsist. He gave me a reason to trust again. To dream of family and growing old with someone again. I plan on moving to be wtih him in few months. From then on we plan to get married, make a good living, and have two wonderful little ones. A girl and boy, hopefully we get both cause we only want two lol. He will be an amazing husband and father. He is truely an amazing man. He is my best friend and I can tell him anything. I love him with all my heart and he will never know just how much. I love you Justin truely I do.
This is my cousin Lorraine (31) and her husband Mike(33). They got married this May. Hopefully they will have cute little babies soon. I am actually quite close with her despite the fact she lives in Flordia and I live in michigan. I can tell her anything, and she always gives the perfect advice. When I was little she use to babysit me. Paint my nails and put up my hair. She also was the one that inspired me to start drawing and sketching. I wanted to be as good of an artist as her. I love her and I am so happy for her.
This is my best friend Jasmine, but I call her Jaz. Her niece Veddah tatter :) aint she cute? Jaz and her family are big time Juggalo family. You haven't see nothing like it. She is funny as hell, and she is very bold. She will tell you exactly how she feels. I feel bad for anyone who gets on Jaz's bad side. We have been best friend since my senior year and her sophmore year. Since then she has moved away 2 hours from me. But we see each other when we can. This girl has been through a tough time, but we have been there for each other through it all. I love her, to our family's we are sisters. Twins actually, we are so much a like its not even funny. well yeah.. actually it is. My twin Jaz everyone.
This is my best friend Chelly, we have been best friends since the womb. We are 17 days apart. Since the day we were born we have been two peas in a pot. However, she is now 6 months pregnant with a babygirl named Deliaha. I am happy for her. Sadly though we have soemwhat grown apart. Thats just a part of life though. Just have to move on. reguardless she will always be a sister to me.
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