**** AM I INSANE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *
"" Staring into a broken reflection
of tarnished imperfection,
marred with syringes and drugs
each pill breaks me down like a bug
reaching my limit till I collapse.
Therapy increases thoughts of suicide,
realizing your promises were lies.
Distortion rakes my mind into falling apart
already failing, I've lost my heart,
only so much pain can be endured.
I think I'm going insane
because dying here in shame
I have pushed away everyone I know,
and having nothing to show
I'm finally letting go...... !!!!!
but ,my heart bleeds for you,
My hearts hurt, its bleeding for our love we should have..
Bleeding from a thousand cuts all over, reaching for your heart, I can't grab
Slip and fall from so much pain and blood loss...hands are shaking
Fall on my face so many times already...feel like my face is breaking
Drowning in my own blood, trying to speak what means the most to me..
Last breath gets flooded and I choke, watching my life go..1...2...3
1: Spit out the blood I was choking on, slowly open my eyes..
Start to get up, stumble at first, but finally make it to my surprise
2: Try to keep my balance, hobble on ova, practically throwing myself to you
Keeping myself up by grabbing onto your shoulder, start moving closer, trying to make it through
3: Placing my hand on your cheek, tears flowing down his own cheeks, hoping it all can't be true
Just taking a good look at your beautiful face, your lips, your eyes, trying to remember it, before dropping on the floor I pull you closer...barely kiss your soft lips..whispering on them.."I love you.."
this the real feeling for you in the end ,
the ever loving heart questions back ,
not to find you near me , around me , in me ,
am i insane just for you ! OR
is this just a phase thats passing by ?
I am so imperfect
when desire inhabits my inns
and the sharks show me their fins
Some losses are infinite.
I keep losing myself
inside myself ................
again with hope for you ...... just you ,
insanely for you !!!!!!!!! ****
just for you !
Rashmi
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A says
Woman is attractive flower
B says
Woman is beautiful gift
C says
Woman is great source of comfort
D says
woman has a sweet dialect
E says
Eastern or western, woman is the worthy
F says
woman is central figure of family
G says
woman always glitters with the rays of her partner
H says
woman has holy spirits
I says
woman has basic institution in her lap
J says
woman is a full of joy
K says
woman is head of kisses
L says
woman is lovely thing
M says
woman is symbol of modesty
N says
nails increase the beauty of woman
O says
woman is an pretty ornament
P says
woman is princess
Q says
woman is queen
R says
woman is rare gift
S says
woman is a main source of survival the human being
T says
woman has true spirits of love
U says
woman is an peaceful umbrella
V says
woman is valley of love
W says
woman is wafer
X says
woman has sweet kisses
Y says
woman is your jewellary
z says
woman has great zeal
:)
Woman roar
Woman show
Woman dance
Woman fight
Woman win
Woman cry
Now this woman's pride
lies in her tears
Woman's pride...............
Woman's life
Woman's private
Woman's movie
Woman's dream
Woman's cohabit with her renter
Woman's living away from the outside world
Woman's pride......................
:)
Some men know that a light touch of the tongue, running from a woman's toes to her ears, lingering in the softest way possible in various places in between, given often enough and sincerely enough, would add immeasurably to world peace.
love, peace , faith & with Smiles,
:) Rashmi
