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We will not be shushed or edited. Our wisdoms are here for all. We do not have a problem with disclosure nor do we care about so-called national security. As a prior member of the military, you will not find any state secrets here though. When the white house is ready to stop dicking people around they will. We are not holding our breath though. Ever since the days of project bluebook they have been discouraging the people to look at things that are staring them right in the face for fear of ridicule or even persecution. Since it is our military and police that have encountered the ETs time and time again it is easy to threaten their means of supporting themselves. Any idiot can see there has been a huge cover-up here. Are you afraid to believe? Think that your neighbors would think you crazy? You would be right. They have been conditioned to put their heads in the sand. Don't bother reporting these things as your leaders are in on the cover-up and if you are persistant they got ways of making you vanish into thin air. What can you do? You are only human afterall. They say this like it's a bad thing. Humanity is one of the great races and a popular design that has been done in other places. This is why the Pleiadians look just like us. For the faithful the answers are just around the corner. All we ask is that you do not shoot your mouth off about it. Chances are there is someone listening.

Looking for something fantastic and unbelievable yet real is something I have spent a very long time doing. Had I chosen to pursue money or fame I would have had this a long time ago but I think that this is more important. The experiences you take with you when you leave this temporary place of reckoning. I have found a few just such things and they have become part of my life as they are life changing things yet I try not to become obsessed with them as most people do and cannot talk of anything else.

It is important to fit in to a certain extent afterall.

Some things can mark you.

For instance once certain things know you are sensitive and can see them they will give you no peace and follow you home. The things that are hiding in plain sight must never know that you can see them lest they try to kill you to keep their secret. I'm sure I've managed to keep myself alive thus far simply by being a good actor. That and a healthy ' you don't mess with me and I won't mess with you' attitude.

I'm not going to smite something just because it is ugly. I'm no prize myself and it is one of the points of Line doctrine to love all God's creatures and not just the cute ones.

Yeah we are all looking for the truth to some extent but be careful of what you wish for. Seek and ye shall find and all that.

Another truth is that often one solves the mystery by becoming part of it. Ask any freemason. Mysteries are unlocked but of course the initiate must be sworn to secrecy. This is the nature of power protecting itself. Dread power often seeks out those who are loath to use it.

I am one of these.

The whole reason why I can do what I do is that I never lusted for such a thing. I was happy at my last posting. I refused the natural progression of promotions as I never wanted to be out of the field and away from my people.

I realize now how selfish this was.

I opposed the natural order of things for so long it began to feel like the correct thing to do. Of course in time the powers that be stopped being polite and began putting me through all kinds of punishing trials to get my attention.

So with my acceptance comes a whole new set of problems at a whole new level of understanding. My faith was tested hard and has become stronger for it.

Without faith and belief in what is clearly communicating with me on a regular basis I imagine it would have turned out somewhat different.

Though there are steps I have to take to control this power which include but are not limited to taking surpressing medications and regular meditations.

The divinity in me has quite a temper.

Sometimes patience is in short supply when you are empathic and get blindsided by the moaning emotions of others over the silliest shit.

Amazing how easy it is to shut down the healthy functioning of a human spirit with bullshit.

It is ancient enemies behind this and always has been though now they are getting more and more bold and aggressive because they know the window of opportunity for them is starting to close.

We are discouraged from killing them though we can do things to them that may make them wish we had.

Feeling good.

Just got back from Hawaii and that always infuses me with some Aloha.