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I know you met a girl once

the most beautiful sight you'd ever seen,

and you named her for her beauty

you called her Autumn

for she reminded you of the changing leaves

and the colours of the world

every time you saw this girl

and her laughter made the sun shine

and her tears made clouds of rain

oh, I know you think you loved this girl

and she only brought you pain.



And Autumn was what she went by

when she saw you each afternoon

a chilling love of the coloured leaves

that changed with the phases of the moon.

Oh, she sang you such sweet melodies

that she promised were from her heart

but Winter took her leaves away

and she tore your soul apart.

Broken and cripled,

you let Winter lead you on

and cool your warmed heart

as she sang you some song

made up of wasted promises

as the neglected snow falls

oh, Winter crushed you even more

for Spring soon melts all.



And Spring looked at you so kindly,

smiling as she saw what Winter had done.

She stared her down and backed away

knowing she was not the one

not the one to love you or even just to care

not the one to lead you on, pretending she was there.

For Spring, she melts your sorrows,

but then she too fades away

fall in love with something changing

and you'll only regret the day

that you met.



Summer took her place soon

and flowers flurished your heart

she took you back to the beginning

and ended at the very start.

She told you all her secrets

but then, she knew you all too well.

The warmness of Summer's heart

just dragged you straight through hell.



And Autumn caught a glimpse of you

and knew that pain was all you saw

she cowered far behind the truth

and watched you try to fall.

As much as you wanted to,

you could not love Summer at all

because your heart belonged to one girl only

and to her, you begged to crawl.



So, crawling back to Autumn,

through her chilling heart and soul,

you realized all the truths of life

that you had never wanted to know at all

And you realized all your love for her

and the ways she tried to care

you realized all the lies of life

and you strived to meet her there.



Autumn saw you crawling

and she ran straight to your side

she looked you deep within the eyes

and said she must confide

she told you that she loved you

and she wanted you so bad

but even though you loved her,

you couldn't take her back.

And when at last you finally did,

you regretted it once more

she took your heart and threw it out,

just like she had before.

So you moved on to Winter,

to Summer and to Spring

oh, you're repeating in these circles

and you haven't learn anything.

The desire for her touch

The need for her presence

The feeling of her smooth fingers

Sliding between mine

I touch her hand

I want to fit mine into hers

And never let go

I lie awake in my bed

And my imagination brings my fantasy, so alive

I swear, I can feel her hand grasping mine

And I can feel the warmth coming off her body

Against me, around me, with me

All I want

Her presence, brings such

Amazing emotions, sensations

I'm drowning

In misery

In hopes, dreams and fantasies

Wishing she was sitting on my lap

Smiling like she used to smile at me

Happy like I used to make her

I'd hold her like I'll never see her again

And touch her face

Because there's nothing more beautiful

I'll kiss those lips I've been longing for so long

Let my hand trail up through her hair

And feel her hand snake around my waist

Pull me close, hold me forever

Never let me go

I'll never let her go

She's jammed into my mind

Her name chiseled in my heart

Love leaves such a beautiful after taste of lust

Such a crazy desire to pull her close

Intensely craving her body against mine

Losing my mind, watching her walk away

Needing to swing my arms around her neck

Kiss that cheek

Hold that hand

Lean my head against her shoulder

And be lost in her eyes forever

And I would wait forever

To stare into those eyes

And be lost in her just for a moment

And us to be together

Holding each other

Every fantasy coming true

Every moment so real

Ever lasting, never ending, on and on

Pulling against me

Tugging at my heart

I can never forget

Waking up

From just another dream

So real, so close, she was here

Just a minute ago

I swear

I had her, she was mine

Held her in my arms

I can still feel it

As if she was here

She was here!

I swear!

Please,

Don't tell it was all just another dream.

Once in my dream I saw a site so rarely seen. A bleeding queen with dying black wings. Praying for death from all the horror's she had seen.



Torn between her Heart and her Soul. Playing along on her deadly sinners role. But from her hands my heart she stole.



I reconized her face and how her life took it's toll. Killing my emotions all staked in a role.



I feel my hate and she feels her shame. The vegence of my heart only her tears couls tame. So I'll look at myself and place the blame. The black poison my broken heart makes me open game.



Death peers and with a vacant smile, waiting patiently for her to walk the death's mile. But though she suffersshe waits for a while. She cry's rivers of blood and see's the reflection of the reaper who will not keep her. The beat of her heart is like a rythm of a death song played upon the conscious of her spirit... If I listen close I can even hear it.

Please hold my shaking hand as I look into your eyes. Let me see the stories that lie deep with in my sweet love. Tell me about all your strain and how you think your life is vain. Tell me how your going insane....But kiss me baby, oh so sweet, let me take away your pain.



So slit your wristes deeper into my heart.

If you wanna die, then with me and you it will start.

We will pass away together and never be apart.



Look at me and tell me how the world hates you. How you don't belong. But my love in my arms in right where you belong, you feel my heart and you know that's me and you, doesn't it sound so strong. The sweet tast of your kiss. oh how I long for it I no there's nothing wrong with it.



So slit your wristes deeper into my heart.

If you wanna die, then with me and you it will start.

We will pass away together and never be apart.



Now you look into my eyes. See that I love you and will never say good-buy, just hold my hand and we can fly. Fly away, away from this world of dismay, come with me I know the way...I love your baby that's what I will forever say.



So slit your wristes deeper into my heart.

If you wanna die, then with me and you it will start.

We will pass away together and never be apart.