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i'm looking for that person

that special person

who will be there for me

when i'm to weak or when i am careless

i need some one to be there always

no matter what

no matter what happens

threw thick and thin

together for ever

helping and watching out for each other

i'll wait for that special person

once that time comes

i'll be perafied

and all my wildest dreams will come true...

have you ever split your wrist

i get so mad and i find it in me to blame myself

for everything bad that happens to me

it's ok it didn't hurt i don't get hurt by these things

i just keep asking why?!

everything is always bad

when things get rough i blame myself

i always think that way!

why!

it's ok when i sit in silence or when i'm with my boyfriend but now that i no that things happen for a reason i can now forget the past and move on

i feel better now but it is still inside me...

there are sad days when i just want to put a stake threw my heart and die

then there are days when i regret when i was born.

seeing my friends faces make me ok and not so unsettle and also suicidal.

they are the one's that are keeping me alive.

thanks to them i am here today

they make me happy most of the times

so i thank them in ways like staying alive and not dying.

thanks guys...

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Ursala
00:43 Jan 20 2009

sweet child, you are not the only one who feels like this.... trust me when i say you are not alone

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