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Breathless, choking on the barrel

It's easier this way

Better to live in memory

Then waste your time

On me



Don't you care?

You're making this easy

You hate me, more than anyone

The motivation's there

I'm the enemy



Pull the fucking trigger

Piece of shit

With no voice to cry out

No love to hold me back

Desperately



Hesitation is weakness

And I'm crippling in despair

Screaming in agony

Somebody, anybody

Take me away...

You've got me holding my breath again

Was it a dream? Or an apparition?

Because I'm light-headed for the cause,

You've made me second guess my munition



Standing on the edge of my walls

My anxiety is caused by the fears

Of falling into you, and loving it,

Loving the ghost who's hands held my tears



I'm so afriad to be close

I live within the boundaries of loneliness

Wanting whats on the outside

But too wounded to obsess



I want you to look on without guilt

But I want you to stay;

I'm drowning in the silence

Please don't leave me this way.

A pained apparition

Stares coldly at me

Envious of my warmth

My life



I reach for the Geist

Touch the cool air

Longing for the escape

It's death



A moment of understanding

And we both collide

Forever intertwined, not dead

Not even Alive



Only somewhere in between

Our hearts conjure black love

And we are locked.

We are Immortal.

A slithering warmth

Shrouds the sadness within my heart

A blanket of joy

Erupts the bubble where I've hidden myself



How can it be that merely minds

Depict the future for our hearts

The ways that are forgotten now

Return when we speak

The blood spills, gushing downward,

Over and between the thoughts of guilt



I lay screaming in pain, the flesh torn

But still I slice the anger thats built



I tear away the pain and the scars

Revealing hidden agony in my heart



Blood continues to ooze all around

"I've got what I want, a brand new start"



Now free to fly as an angel

Death sweeps my soul away



But instead I stay and weep

Tied forever to this shameful decay.

This romance tastes like the end of the world

A choked catastrophy clawing for air

It's only moments before you hemorage

A matter of time until you declare



"We've drifted apart, I need to move on"

Your tone brushed with mockery

And a bloody tear I will shed

I moments sadness to remind me



It's hungering you, but it's starving me

And no longer will I chase

The time where I would give everything

Just to linger in your embrace.

Mourning time has come

Coffins and hearse bells ring

The tomb doors stay open

While death welcomes your arrival



Choirs in flat

Praise the once living

While the preacher in black

Says one last prayer



A Burst of sadness

Fills the procession of peace

As we all say "Amen"

And find our ways home again

Laughter in your bliss

Teardrops on your lips

Everything drowned

By your cataclysmic kiss

Fire burn my hair

Water singe my body

Earth destroy my being

Air make me reborn

Icky. This is an OLD one :S







I chased your darkness

I chased your kiss

I chased the moments

Just like this



I chased your love

I chased your smile

I chased the words

That came out wild



I chased your heart

I chased your soul

But then I found you

Chasing my own

(This is old)



Taunting my hatred with insatiable lies

The heart of a dying place kept in disguise

This pain it brings the blood to my eyes

Please won't you save me? bring me to life.



My soul is uncertian, my heart is a stone

I'm lost in this silence, I want to go home

So give me my sanity and leave me alone

Before I break and my name is unknown

Every cut turned to scar

Because of all the things you are

You came in and rescued me

Healed my wounds and set me free

Joy?

What Joy?

All I feel

Is the tears of pain

Running down my cheeks

From crying so hard

Over you

I starve for serenity

In a desolate place

Unable to find

Some personal space



Do I have to run

This catatonic race?

Or will fear find me

A different face?



No gold worth the stone

But a stone for my name

May I live in the dark

With this murderous pain.

It consumes me...



Splintering my hate

Shredding my lies

Killing this pain

Thats held inside



I fucking HATE this prison...



Unable to speak

I can't stay silent

Trapped in between

I. Am. Destroyed.

Hearts decay

Like a paperdoll

To the moths



It flutters and fools

Whispers words of love

And then falls apart



What meaning does it have?

Are we mean't to succumb

To such trickery?



Letting ourselves allow

Such self inflicted

Torture.



Let me die

With the knowledge

Of something more.