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I loose myself

Everytime your gone

Very few people see me

When I'm not with you

They see this Boy whoes lost

Who hates the world

But when I'm with you

I love everything

Exspecially you

The thing is your now gone

So where am I

I lost myself

When I lost you

I know you'll come back

You always do

But for now I'm lost

Without you

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aidenpaige
05:30 Jul 31 2009

why do you write such sad stuff?

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I hate that you left me

I have that I fell for you

I hate that your smile haunts

I hate that you died

I hate that I can't be angry

I hate that I'm upset

I hate that you wanted this

I hate that I wasn't enough

I hate that I couldn't make you happy

I hate that your gone

I hate that I don't hate you

I hate that your laugh is gone

I hate your gentle kisses

I hate your friends for not crying

I hate that I can't stop crying

I hate that life goes on

I hate that your not actually dead

I hate your choices

I hate the drugs that you love

I hate I feel that your dead

I hate you're no longer mine

I hate the people you now call friends

I hate the men you sleep with

I hate your dad for what he's done

I hate seeing you so unhappy

I hate so many things but the one

I hate the most

I hate that I love you

I hate I would die for you

I hate I'll never get over you

I hate this new you

I hate myself for not hating you

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aidenpaige
05:29 Jul 31 2009

this makes me sad :(

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I still miss your summer perfume

This cold air brings in such a distance to us

Such a painful distance

I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now

So I don't have, to hold on to this burning heart

This burning heart is getting old, getting old

While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,

Head down to hide the tears,

I've realized

I've finally realized that you were never meant for me !

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draculagirl101
04:53 Jul 31 2009

:]

Neat!

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aidenpaige
05:28 Jul 31 2009

this is really sad love..

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Welll I have a brother tyler.

I am sick of him.

He is makeing the love of my ilfe hatte me.

he is so gana die.

-crys-

she's all I have!

I want to cut his**** off.

TYLER YOU ARE NO LONGER MY BROTHER TO ME.

I was afraid to ask her.

But I finilley did.

She said yes!

sevvvven thirty oh ninnne is the

most special day of my life.

I am so glad to have her in my life now.

she is increiditable.

I love every thing about her.

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xMitsix
08:33 Jul 30 2009

Awesomeness :D

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I am going to go to the mall and buy me some new band tees then prob chill with friends.

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MorningBloodash
10:42 Jul 29 2009

so not being able to explain yourself through a profile you did really well. i used to cut too.

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Hello!

I am not ganna lie.

I do not like most pepole.

I am very pickey!

I am sick of everyone judgeing me cuz my looks.

I have cut myself.

I have done many wrongs



I've got a twenty dollar bill

A pin back album && some pills;;

Wanna watch me get high ?

I still don't know who I am.

I don' t think I ever will. All I know is I am me; maybe that's all I can be.

I could never explain myself through a profile.