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Have you ever had that insight to the future? Where you cheat and know what's going to happen? But of course you don't dare tell anyone. Where's your proof? It seems crazy enough to yourself, so why try to tell anyone? So what do you do? Cut yourself off from people. You try to stay away. How do things happen from there?

I'm going to go on a deleting spree of my "friends" list. I don't care how "over him" you are, you tried to leave your fiancee (add little thingy above e). You wanna get away from the drama? Stop causing it, ipshit.



I hate logging on and seeing your long-ass post that nobody gives a shit about.



I bet the minimum will be five and the maximum will be ten...



OH! And on another note... My car died...For no reason. My step-uncle offered to buy me a new car....Cool beans.

My mom just told me to quit all extracuricular activities because I have one bad grade and my room is a mess.



Wow.



Plus I have no motivation to listen. I'm lazy. I don't know what I want to do in college anymore...

I know what I want for Christmas... -cough hint hint cough-



The Deluxe Edition of D-Sides - Gorillaz from Amazon for $$26.99



MerajghjKGh,shjhuikjnsfd!!



Murdoc Sticker!!



MURDOC NICCALS CALLS TO ME.



NAOW

If you really hate eachother that much, delete each other as friends... You obviously just post shit just to rile up one another...



Rant for the...Night?

So I just feel like posting random crap. In town on Friday night we had a shot clinic thing open and I found out that I could've gotten a free shot and had it done by a nurse who is a wonderful lady. It's also said that a second one may take place because apparently young children need the H1N1 vaccine follow up shot within 30 days, so if so, I am gonna go and get a free shot. Just because I have asthma, I can get a free shot! Cool beans!



I went to my mom's play yesterday. She played Slovitch in Neil Simon's "Fools". It was pretty hilarious. And get this, apparently I am the only known child in this town to ever bring my parent a half dozen of white roses for a performance. A fellow cast member got choked up by it cause she thought it was so sweet.



After I went to the play, I headed to my friend's grad party which was supposed to be like a rave. They were playing charades when I got there. Oh lord...Anime charades... Enough said. It was pretty fun.



I was taking one of my besties home and since he didn't have to be home for like, an hour, we borrowed some money from mom, got snacks and drove around randomly and had a good talk. I think that was my favorite part of the night.



Sadly I couldn't fall asleep until about three, but then when I was falling asleep, I was having a mild asthma and coughing fits every so often. Waking up this morning was a PAIN.



I went to work, got off 45 minutes early. Came home, snacked, took a nap for a couple hours using a suit as a blanket because my bed had a ton of crap on it. Woke up and then had dinner, watched tv, showered, put clothes away, studied for government class and now here.



:D



I'm also super happy that I get paid this week... I need to pay for a magazine fundraiser that I bought from... And get that suit dry cleaned...And pay mom back...And...Oh god...I charged a lot of food this week... I'm gonna have no money D:



Well this sucks.



*cough* Screw you, God of Sickness!

I wish I had a working scanner... I have been drawing a lot lately, and I am somewhat proud of what I have done. I also found a ton of old artwork I just want to put up on the computer. Like on my Deviant page... Even though on there, my art makes you want to gouge your eyes out... But I am too lazy to delete them off..



Sniper obsession as of late. (from TF2).



God...

The principal at my highschool wants me to dye my hair again. It's been blonde for almost a year now, with a stripe of red for like 3 days in september.



Cool, the dinosaur wants me to be wacky.



:D

For those of you who have nothing to do with their time. Or just are reading random journal posts...



I feel unaccomplished. Err... Not necessarily the word but... I feel like I don't fit in with my friends. I feel like the -counts- 5th wheel. There's really nothing interesting about me. No great taste in music. I don't have an Xbox or a computer to run games on. Terrible artist. Terribly awkward. Relies on spellchecker as of late. Is a fricken Phat Ash.



I don't know.



It's like people who I've thought to be friends have left me, my current friends are nothing like me, and I have this horrible feeling that only 1 has a slight interest of keeping me around. I feel like a poser, cosplaying from a game I've only watched promo vids of and listening to music I had no interest of in before.



I want to go back into my Tripp pant phase just to be an emo kid to feel like I somehow fit in this picture. I have had the same job for over 2 years while my friends have either had different jobs or have never had a job.



My friends talk about their circle but of which I don't have any part in. I hear about how all this is funny or great. I feel like a loser.



Maybe I'm just being selfish.



But all I want right now, is someone very close to my heart to notice me. I don't want predictions to come true. I'm scared of the future for the first time in my life.



I am scared to even be by myself anymore in the small town I live in. "well, the people who got killed knew the person who was murdering them, so it's not like it's random acts of violence." Did you just hear what you said? That makes it seem worse, you ninny! I know a lot of people. What if someone I know wants to kill me? A fricking, what, 15-16 year old girl got burned in the back of a fricken car.



Don't tell me the world isn't going to shit.



2012 isn't the end of the world. It's the fricking start of it.



Hello four horsemen. How are you today? Come on, let's go out to play. And when the song cries, the ends of lives. Nephilim shall come that day.

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Prophecy
03:45 Nov 16 2009

You are who you are, Rachi. There's nothing wrong with that. It doesn't matter if you cosplay something you've only seen in the videos about them, because its those videos that explains what they are and how they're like. You listen to the music you listen to because you like it.



You are you, Rachel.

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