Tomorrow I am going out of town with 3 friends! Hopefully I get some sushi too! I have been craving sashimi like none other. I also can't wait to go to Barnes and Noble to get a book that 2 of my friends have suggested.
I am happy also for the fact that I get to see my aunt and uncle while we are in town. If I don't get my sushi fix, I will definately go to Nick's Gyros. Yum... Yeah... I get to work tonight and I probably train my newbie tonight too. She's pretty cool. :)
Otherwise I am pretty bored. D:
Just because I'm a new member doesn't mean I don't know what a good profile and journal is.
AND
If you don't have much on your profile, I won't rate you high until you get a better overview then I'll rerate you.
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Just because you are a higher level than me doesn't mean shit for your rating.
Nuff said from the Ray
Today I was going to go school shopping finally with my mom but I can't cause we are so f***ing poor. I barely get any money from fargin work and I was going to shop with about $100 in Sioux Falls which won't get me much.
I really f***ing hate the fact how everybody I know is walking around talking about how much they got to spend 2 days ago, their fricken luxury of being able to go eat where the hell ever.
I hate my goddamned life. I really do. My f***ing ex is an asshole. My parents are f***cking retarded. I can't stop getting so f***ing fat.
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This morning was one hell of a morning thanks to friggen colorguard. Then I just felt like everyone was subconciously showing me up.
My ex then decides he is going to completely deny the whole fact that he called me and apologized for ruining my life...
I was not able to get low lights...
BUT
I got a hair cut with some nice salon hair products. I was able to style it nicely with my flat iron.
My mom helped me take some senior photos since we really can't afford it right now. And a few of them look GREAT while others make me look...Well...
AND FINALLY
My friend Patrick is on MSN so now we can finally play minesweeper! :3
I'm a horrible person... I'm glad Matt isn't into anime...I'm kinda done with it for now. I wanna stuff.....Bleh...Conventions = Yes Anime talk at school = Kinda over it...
I'm a little frustrated at somethings right now but I guess I should just be thankful for having friends...Yeah....Right. I'm in a mood.
F**K this.
Even after I bury the hatchet with some one, try to be happy and nice, I'm around my 'friends', why is it that I still feel outcasted?
I can feel everyone's aura around me, and because it was just so concentrated today, I spent the rest of the lunch period in the library looking for some solace because of the aura basically telling me to leave.
Your aura is in your subconcious so I know not really anyone was saying "leave" in their head. But giving off an energy that turns my stomach says "leave".
I hate the fact that I give people advice and they never take it. I hate the fact I try to be there for people but they never talk to me. So whatever. I'll just disappear from lunch and have a grand ole time by myself since no one fricken bothers to talk to me.
Except for Dylan in the library who kept me company.
Thank you.
Sorry for the rant.
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I'm sorry sweetie... I didn't mean to come off that way..
I was just so upset during lunch, and I usually don't talk to people about things unless they ask me about them..
Well, I have an MRI today at 3:30 for my knee. I hurt it during marching band and so my doctor thinks I might have torn something and the x ray didn't show any damage to the patella.
I've been wearing a knee brace for about 2 and 1/2 weeks now. It kind of helps but also just kinda is there. My knee pops alot when I walk which can tend to get painful after a while.
For the first day of school, it went very well! Started off kinda bad....There is this really cute German boy in choir. -drool-
But now I am hungry. I will eat after my appointment and go to the library and renew my books! Huzzah for reading.
Right?
Finish my homework and then possibly play World of Warcraft because I am a nub...
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