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The heavens themselves open up and cry for me.



They know I am out of tears.



They know I am burning cold with pain.



They know I held him as they gave him over to death.



They know I felt his heart beat its' last.



They know why I cannot sleep.



The heavens themselves open up and cry for me.

He is nine years and five months. He is the incarnation of my spirit and the best example of what humans strive to be.

Unconditional love, be kind to those smaller or more afraid then you.

Bounce back from pain and hug those who caused it even if they are not worthy.

Give kisses freely, sleep well and always enjoy your dinner because you never know when it will be your last one.

When given the chance for desert, relish it and be happy when the sun shines on your skin.

Bask in the happiness of love returned and show your love for life; because it is contagious.



He is in the shadowland even as we speak. I will respect which path he chooses to take. Knowing fully well that when he leaves. He will surely take part of my soul and spirit with him.



To guard it yet again, until I come to reclaim it and once again we run with joy, smell the flowers and rejoice in the colors of Christmas lights and being silly with each other.



He has protected me, listened to my fears, kissed away my tears and never betrayed my heart.



He has helped me to save my sanity when my husband was 10,000 miles away.



He knew my fears and helped to keep them at bay.



Whatever will I do without this strong, loving heart?



Feeling the weight of his shoulders as he lays across me in bed to guard against any demons in the night.



I cannot answer any of these things and yet I know I will have to.



Just not for tonight please. Just let me have tonight.

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Sinora
19:14 Sep 06 2009

*Hugs*....that kind of love will never leave you.

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xXMorticiaXx
04:53 Sep 07 2009

Thank you kind spirit. He has rallied for the moment. We will see the vet Tuesday.

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Isis101
04:05 Sep 13 2009

As as of this date, he is still here, praise be. I do know how you feel for your dear Shadow...

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xXMorticiaXx
20:55 Sep 15 2009

Sadly yesterday - I had to surrender this dear soul over to Sprit.



I cannot yet find the words to express what my heart feels.



Thank you sister for your love and kindness. It means more than you will ever know.

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LadyxDarkxRayne
22:17 Sep 15 2009

aww I am so sorry momma hugs you tight

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xXMorticiaXx
04:21 Sep 16 2009

Thank you baby; it is harder for me than I had even begun to imagine.



Hugs you back, thank you for your words.

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