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I know that there are a few that are worried about me, I'm here to say that I'm alright... the real me is just hiding for now, waiting and wanting to come out.



I know it is not fun to see me the way I am now, I am more quite, I don't laugh as much, I'm not visible any more... I hate it and I'm sorry.



There is nothing I wouldn't do for you guys, all you have to do is ask, and I will gladly put my life on the line for yours...



I Love You!!!

Well I am back home with my hubby and kids again, I missed them, but a part of me didn't want to leave Illinois. I'm not really sure what it is, but I can feel a change in me since I have gotten home, and to be honest, I don't like it at all, I can't explain it, I just feel different... held back in some way.



Don't get me wrong, I love my husband, my kids and my grand daughter, I just feel like something is missing, and I can't figure out what it is.

Well my time with my family in Illinois has come to an end, it is time to head back home to Oregon and my family there. I miss my husband, my kids, my grand daughter, but I am scared to leave Illinois, I'm scared that something will happen to Daddy when I leave, and worst of all I'm afraid of him leaving me ... I love you Daddy, please don't go... I'll come home again, I promise, just please wait for me to come back, don't leave without me. I know Dawn is waiting for you, but we still need you here, Daddy... I Love You Daddy... please wait for me...?



To my VR friends... SilentSoul, my soul sister, I love you and I promise to return. Diz, the one who accepted me for me with no questions asked. ZombieFreak, for the great conversations we can have, Silence, for being a great particapant to our little games. Darkness, for being you... Kev, for being there, and Keith... I do promise to return in a couple of days. Love you all

One night I was bored, so decided to turn my cam on, it was on for awhile, Anon's would pop in and pop out again, no big deal. I was getting ready to turn it off when 2 people came in at the same time, I decided to say Hi and see if they would talk back, they said Hi back and we started talking. From that day forth we have talked and played every night until early morning.



I wouldn't change meeting them for the world, they know who they are, so I shouldn't have to use their names. I just want them to know that I care and will always be there. Love you guys



I have met some other really cool people that come into my cam regularly, and wouldn't change it for the world either.