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My husband had his right hip replaced on November 28th, and came out of the surgery pretty good. We had a scary couple of minutes tho in his regular room with getting him to wake up, he wouldn't wake up at all no matter what we did. The doctor's say that in a sense his body went into shock cuz this was his 4th major surgery in as many years, so basically they told us, that no matter what happens to his right knee (it also needs to be replaced) they would not do it for at least 3 years and would put him in a wheelchair for the 3 years, which in a way I'm glad for that, I'm tired of the surgeries and not knowing if this time he is gonna stop breathing, which he did this time, but like I said, he made it alright and will get to come home Saturday or Sunday the latest.

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DevilsDelight
02:08 Nov 30 2012

-hugs- im sure it is hard sis, Im sure it is, but at least he's coming home and that he pulled through it, Im glad to hear that, i really am, i was worried about you and wasn't to sure what was going on, but i always had you on my mind. but it's nice that he's coming home.

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ladySnowStrixx
14:01 Nov 30 2012

I'm glad he came out of it ok I need the same operation so its nice to know people do ok after it . sorry to hear he has to wait for the other one though but I'm sure with you and lots of love he'll be just fine.

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Just stopping in to say Hello to all how have missed me, which I know is not a lot of people on here. Most people here probably didn't even notice I had left for awhile, except for the very close to me that is, and I can also bet that nobody really cares about what I have to say, let alone speak to me.



Sorry, got lost in a train of thought there for a little bit, feeling sorry for myself, it is nobodies issue but my own, and once again I'm sure that nobody really cares, except for those close to me.



I am not good at voicing my feelings, but do try to sometimes, otherwise I hold it all in until I explode on somebody who doesn't really deserve it, they just happened to rub me the wrong way.

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xxxPoisonIvyxxx
21:11 Nov 17 2012

I have mastered the art of mouth works faster than brain... :D

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Why does it have to hurt?

Why does it have to be so damn confusing?

Why do the feelings we have seem not to mean shit to anybody?

Why does life have to be so hard?

Why can't it be the way you want it to be and that is all? Why do you have to go thru all this bull shit just to be happy?



Life would be so much simpler if it was all the way you wanted it to be... none of this sorting thru the bad shit, the bad relationships, the bad decisions.. just what you want



I know that it is not like that for a reason, you have to go thru the bullshit to learn a lesson... but what I don't understand is what fucking lesson are you supposed to learn by being hurt, depressed, confused all the damn time?

Well, I am still here, still alive and still hiding, but that is my life.. I disappear and come back and then disappear yet again.



I know that I have many friends on here that are really worried about me, but there is really no need to worry.. I am used to my life being this way, and it will be like this till June...

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SilentSoul
03:53 Nov 03 2012

I worry about you every day. I really do, i wish you didn't hide from me, but I know what it's like to hide, I really do, I tend to do that myself, infact I have been doing that for the past couple days just talking to diz and spending time watching movies.



But I miss you so much angel i really do, you are my world you are my sister and well i just hope that your ok, I really do, I can't stop thinking about you and the fun times we had all night, i still find myself laughing at the good times.



I know you have a life and what not and that your not around, but please M'sister do not hide from me no more, do not let the darkness take you unless your holding my hand and we walk together. I love you, I love you so much and I miss you greatly.



Your sister till the end



SS.

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DazednConfused
03:58 Nov 03 2012

It's good to see you around. Just as SS has said, you're always in my thoughts. Don't be stranger, you are missed greatly.

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