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FOOKHUAYL Jul 10 2013 - 21:00 Aug 09 2013 - 21:00

Vladvampirelord Jul 10 2013 - 21:01 Aug 09 2013 - 21:01





Can't say they are not dedicated, lol

Not sure how to feel at the moment... Have to go back to Illinois for awhile, this time to watch my momma die. Why can't I just go back to visit friends and nothing bad happen... this totally sucks.



Last year, went back in July to watch my sister die and help take care of my father who had leukemia... sister died Aug. 7,2012

I left in October thinking that everything was going good, Daddy's numbers were up, he didn't need transfusions every day anymore... then BAM!!!! Died Dec. 16, 2012



This year, went back in March to help take care of Momma who had gotten sick, left the beginning of June... now just barely a month later going back (fly out tomorrow) cuz Momma is now in complete Renal Failure and not expected to last the month.



Why is this happening to me and my sister, isn't it enough that God took our Sister and Father way 4 months apart, now he is taking our Momma, not even a full year later.



I just wish that I could go home to visit and have nothing bad happen or be the reason that I have to go home, This totally sucks....