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Found it for dinner it seems.

Can't wait for October. That's always fun!

Not feeling it this morning. Weird. For me anyway.

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PandorasBx
19:13 Sep 30 2012

Wish I had zero appetite. Still sick? Get better hun *hugs*

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xRosex
20:33 Sep 30 2012

Not sick at all. xD

Thanks. :)

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"That shirt is hanging off of you. It doesn't fit."

But, but, SPIDERMAN! D:

I haven't lost weight, the laundry must have uhh.. stretched it, that's what happened. >.> I'm fat, bish. D: <

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Mystic
20:43 Sep 28 2012

haha yes that is what happened lol

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Monday is pretty busy. Check up at the doctors and dental visit. Not so sure about the latter. I've got my new metal, I'm afraid to change it. Don't know how.

I don't like the doctors. My insurance was off for a bit. Now it's back on and I need a new doctor. Last one was a bitch.



Nervous about Wednesday. If I should tell someone about something or not. Errr, I'm no good at this. I keep to myself and don't know how to open up my mouth or what to say, but I need to. I need to talk... to someone...

Well, hell.

I brush my arm against something and get scratched by a nail in the wall.



I knew I'd klutz out tonight. :( Yuck.

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BLOODLIFE
10:11 Sep 26 2012

Hope it didn't hurt too much :-s

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xRosex
10:28 Sep 26 2012

Didn't hurt at all. xP

Just don't like blood. Odd to say on a vampy site.

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A pet peeve of mine would be when a person ruins my appetite. I wanted chips, told them I'd save them some. They stick their hand in... nah, you can keep it. It's okay, I want an apology.



I'll say, the fun thing that comes with being a vegetarian, well for the few months that I have been, is noticing when people get sick from what they ate.



Yes, I have been sick, but not in the same way they did. Stomach aches, hah, now I can point and laugh. >_>



Today I feel better, very sleepy still, but better.

I'll wait. I'm stubborn enough.

I took a shower and went to bed. I was so sleepy that I'm just waking up now. 7PM. Maybe this is all some dumb virus. I feel weak and light headed, mostly because I haven't eaten, I'm guessing. I can change that! I have some left over, mini Chinese pancakes.



I'm going to catch up on my sleep. I can feel my fever starting up again. Ear isn't hurting as much as it had. It's quiet at home. Outside I had to deal with this non-ending high pitched tone from one train. I felt like crying from it.

Motin has helped the ear. Not hacking up as much phlegm. Yesterday night I sorta.. couldn't breathe well and coughed. Spit landed on my mom's shoulder. I wiped it off quickly and apologized. x_x She said, "It's okay, it hasn't been the first time you spit up on my shoulder." Such sweet words. xP Made me feel like a big baby, lol.

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BLOODLIFE
00:28 Sep 23 2012

Oh sweetie, don't let it cascade. I do wish you well.

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Positive and Negative parts of my day-



She called the doctors. They said she didn't have an appointment. Okay, good, two hours of sleep for me.

We go out to the feast with sister (We waited the two hours for her to come home from school.)

There was a person passing out God stuff. "God Elections" is what it said. I shouted, "Hey, GOD ERECTIONS!?!" He mumbled, "Elections..." Heh. ♥ Think I pissed him off. But who doesn't want to hear about Godly erections? Hahaha!



I got free stuff from the feast. A shirt from this one radio stand. This other stand was passing out stickers that said, "Kiss me, NoW, I'm Italian." Most people put the sticker on their shirt, I stuck it on my ass. :3 Later on, my sister gave me hers and I stuck that on the other cheek, cause, y'know, if you're gonna kiss somethin'... ;)

They also had some free samples at some food stands. Coffee stand was my favorite. 5 expressos? Yes please. o: They had a small cup of sugar there and I told the woman, yes, I'll take that cup of sugar with a little coffee please. hah, I didn't take it though. Only joking. v_v



Bad part of my day-

On the way home, my ear started hurting. I feel like I'm running a fever. It's pretty late. (1:40am as I'm writing.) Told my friend I won't be meeting up with him tomorrow. :/ Thinking about trying to rest or taking a shower and checking into an ER.



Almost got run over on my last block home. Crazy fuckers.

Ugh, gonna pass out honor and do whatever after.



Oh, last random thought, Katy is awesome with piercing advice. xD For the first time, without looking in the mirror after a long day, I did that septum trick to keep it even and it stayed even. :D Thanks! ♥

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LadyAriadna
07:06 Sep 22 2012

Lol god erections... Hahaha does that even happen? Thinking about it, if it didn't Jesus wouldn't exist. Teehee...

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Lullaby
07:20 Sep 22 2012

;D I started evening the septum out like that because I was curious if my lips could touch it. Then I realised I could push it, and hey presto!



Talk about a glorious morning... lolol. Godly Erections indeed. :x



I hope you take care of yourself and be selfish for a few hours.

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xRosex
00:11 Sep 23 2012

Lol, I don't believe in Jesus but hey, he was pretty hot looking.



Thanks Katy. :)

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I did something positive yesterday. There was someone asking for directions and I knew what to say.



Pftt.

I'm proud of myself because people call me, "Wrong way Rose." ;_;



Which is funny because sometimes... just sometimes, I can be right. >_>

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moonkissed
16:12 Sep 21 2012

Cool!

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Thanks, for making me look like a 12 year old who can't do anything without asking first. Also, for telling everyone how horrible I am, well I'll say it here, that I ache and I'm sleepy, but that's okay. I got you what you wanted, I'm about to become even more exhausted, take you out again, right after your appointment. Hey everyone, I'm such a fucking ass, who does nothing! -.- NOTHING!





And now, you want me to put my plans aside when that friend can only meet me on that day? :| Great.



Fuck life, with a rake.

LMFAO!



Someone must have told her about that because I'm no longer her friend. Yay!



My giggle for the day. :)

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ThedarkprinceVvvvV
01:03 Sep 21 2012

i take it you didnt like them anyways

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xRosex
01:09 Sep 21 2012

Would have said it to their face, but was too lazy. They're all bark and no bite.

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I don't know why you always seem to have an attitude with me, for no reason at all. If I un-add you from FB, it won't be the first time I've done it. It isn't hard to remember a simple detail that I don't go to blood drives or anything blood related. Not that it's bad for other people to attend, but when I tell you I have a god damned blood disorder, you'd fucking think I didn't want damned spam on my wall. I'm so, so very happy you had an O.O emote, when I flat out said, "NO!" with no explanation, because I'm sick of yo' shit. Take your attitude and wipe your ass with it.

I feel torn. But, I'm better than that.

And maybe

just

some words get me.

To the point where, I feel soft. Too soft, I'm not used to it.

I want to aim higher and people assume. That it's all good when it's rocky.



I want... a hug. I want to sleep under a pile of blankets for a day. lol

Damn, just damn. Everyone I wanted to talk to wants to talk at 10pm when I was out for good. lol Finally, some SLEEP!

I need to finish waking up so I can try to get that job again. They have a help wanted sign, unless I missed it, I want to try and talk to the manager. Don't know if they'll be open because of the holidays. /: I've applied over 4 times this year and I guess the only way to go on about it is to talk to them if they keep not hiring me. >_>



And if they're closed? I have half a mind to keep sleeping.

I'm looking at my newsfeed. I see a picture of a man dressed up as a cannoli for the feast. I'd probably get arrested for taking a bite out of that, right? :X



Wait wut.



Now all I have is a cannoli on the mind. :(

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PandorasBx
04:42 Sep 15 2012

Ahaha!!!!!

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Lullaby
14:59 Sep 15 2012

Wait, cannoils are round things with... cream/cheese... filling, right? ;)

Make sure you watch your tongue. ;D

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xRosex
15:05 Sep 15 2012

Ricotta cheese. Lol

You somehow managed to make this dirty. >_>

Poor cannoli man.

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Lullaby
15:08 Sep 15 2012

LUCKY canolli man!

Unless you BITE him.

lmfao.



Oh. We're gonna kidnap him for our picnic now, too.

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Lullaby
15:12 Sep 15 2012

I this the wrong time to ask if it's possible to suck the insides out?

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xRosex
15:21 Sep 15 2012

I hate when there's a gap in the middle. >:(

I bite, Yes I do. >_>'

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Lullaby
15:27 Sep 15 2012

It's so disappointing? Doesn't last as long as it should? ;)

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xRosex
15:31 Sep 15 2012

That's why I want a dozen. :x

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Lullaby
15:48 Sep 15 2012

Wow. There's something wrong with me. I read that as "that's why he came with a dozen".

WHAT TYPE OF PORNO IS THIS?!

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xRosex
15:51 Sep 15 2012

A food one? :P

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Lullaby
15:53 Sep 15 2012

Now all you have s creamy bannolis on the mind. >_>

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Lullaby
15:53 Sep 15 2012

Bannoli? CANNOLI! xD

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xRosex
15:56 Sep 15 2012

Mmm, bananas. :3

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Enanti
16:45 Sep 15 2012

MMmmmh, bananas with icecream and strawberry topping...



wait.

That mental image...



SO WRONG. LOL!

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xRosex
17:07 Sep 15 2012

Tsk, black font doesn't work in my purple or blue colored settings. :D

God damnit, I'd love a fruit/ice cream today. I have chocolate ice cream to go with it. :D

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PandorasBx
18:24 Sep 15 2012

Is it wrong that I'm suddenly frisky?

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Lullaby
18:41 Sep 15 2012

This whole thing made me laugh so hard. xD NOTHING IS SACRED! xD

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Didn't make it to where we wanted because the chair finally died all the way. Had to drag it back for blocks. Ah well. Let's just call that one hell of a workout. >.>



There's the feast in Manhattan going on this week. I don't think I'll make it. xD Because it's no fun going without anyone.

I was done with a nap about an hour ago. This time my dream was about the subways here. Usually those end up romantic (Why they end up romantic is because it's one of the underground places that I personally see as such.) but I remember beating the crap out of someone in it. xD Fun times and I'm in such a good mood. >.>

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licentious
00:53 Sep 14 2012

beating the crap out of someone leaves you in a good mood?!

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xRosex
01:11 Sep 14 2012

Yes! :D

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Since licentious was interested in the subject, I thought I'd share a follow up of what I found in dream reading online. In that last dream, a person had said, it was okay and that I'll feel better after she pulls them out. Which sounds creepy.



Online finding- "Your dream about pulling out teeth indicates that you are becoming more aware of your emotions. As such, it a sign that you are growing into self discovery, even if may at times feel painful."





I think that one makes the most sense. Over the past few weeks I've had an over flow of emotions when I'm usually one to ignore them. Guess I can't hold everything inside, huh? :P

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licentious
22:45 Sep 12 2012

Interesting. So I have been discovering myself non stop for 17 years since I was 10? ha. I am going to investigate this some more, I remember at one point researching but never finding an answer that seemed to fit. At least for me.

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This time I had a dream that someone took the teeth out of my mouth. Slipped it right off the gums.



If I get another tooth dream, I'mma scream. :|

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PandorasBx
23:24 Sep 11 2012

"Dreams of this nature can suggest that you are being pulled into something that you don’t like"......

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licentious
15:27 Sep 12 2012

This is really interesting because I feel the same. Since I was about 10 I get teeth dream ALL THE TIME. Sometimes they just fall out, sometimes they crumble, and other times I actually stare in the mirror and pull them out myself one by one. Never knew of anyone else who has reoccuring teeth dreams.

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licentious
15:31 Sep 12 2012

Do you ever wake up in a panic because it felt too real and you have to make sure you still have all your teeth?

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xRosex
20:50 Sep 12 2012

I do jolt from time to time.



I used to love pulling my teeth out as a kid.

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Lullaby
03:20 Sep 13 2012

Hey man, I wake up nearly cryin' some nights, and the dream dohickey just mocks me. ;_; ;D

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Well, only time is gonna tell with that one. Nothing more I can do for now.



Been looking up this one artist. For some odd reason I can look at her tumblr and not her website. My net hates me. :|



Speaking of tumblr, people have told me I should join that. Don't think I'll enjoy it if I do. Seems, like the newest Live Journal and I'm done with Live Journal.

Found an infection on myself. Fuck. Same one I had a few years ago, only it's a different area. One I can try to heal myself.

I'm giving it time. If I see it not healing well, I'll be like.. screw it.. off to the ER. :x I don't wanna go.

Off to play doctor. heh



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Lullaby
02:42 Sep 11 2012

>.o

Take care of yourself!

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xRosex
03:29 Sep 11 2012

Thanks. Feeling like hell though, hah.. x_x

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PandorasBx
23:22 Sep 11 2012

*hugs*

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Looked up a few friends on Facebook. Some I'd consider family, others, not so much. Omg at the swag relationship pictures. That's totally boarder line emo.



Guess what? I'm blocking all of you. I say this out of the bottom of my heart. :3

Someone called me an "Anti-emo" because apparently I, "hate emos with a passion". They're right -So I asked, what that was, what super powers I get and if it comes with fries and a shake.





They said fries and pizza.



FFS, I wish I had pizza. lol

That reoccurring nightmare. Where I lose my teeth. This time it was 3. Two off the top row and one from the bottom.

People who get to go to the New York comic-con make me jealous. Never been there once.

Status' from friends pertaining to the subject, plz go. ;_;

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licentious
22:45 Sep 12 2012

I went to the one in San Diego. :) There are pics in my portfolio when I did the Zombie walk at the comic con. ooops, sorry?

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I'm big on sarcasm. Disliking when people tell me how to do my job. Or when they take themselves to help me when it's unasked for. Just running up to someone when they're pushing something and pulling when you aren't wanted, I say, fuck the fuck off!



So the wheels on a chair were breaking. I did have trouble, however, if someone retarded who wants to 'help' comes over, they're only going to break it more. Most of these people have no idea what they're doing. I told them "no" when the random man wanted to help. Then stopped, "Please, oh, PLEASE help me!" He walks back with a huge grin. "No you moron, I don't need you."



Lmfao. He walks away.

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PandorasBx
17:29 Sep 04 2012

Yikes.

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Yesterday when we were waiting for the elevator this drag queen with a walker comes up to harass us. I had my mom with her chair waiting there along with me behind and my sister. You can't yell at a kid (My sis) to not board with her family out in the city. I don't know what his/her problem was. He had to get on. Then after we left he/she threw a fit yelling all sorts of crazy shit, "Suck my pussy!"



Wtf? Seriously, wtf?



He could have waited, or stfu.

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Lullaby
12:03 Sep 02 2012

O___o

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PandorasBx
18:41 Sep 02 2012

Holy hell, glad I don't live in the city.

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