Ah, paying everything off. That feeling when you literally have one dollar in the bank.
NYC is so odd not hearing any cars at night. Except plows. I wasn't up all night, I just always have bad sleeping patterns. :( Someone got me angry yesterday but they aren't worth mentioning. They should have been more responsible and called me saying they'd cancel.
I'm not dwelling on it. I'm going to enjoy my day off. :)
Double standards are so stupid. Really people, really? Wake up to reality bitchcakes.
This morning all my cats decided to follow me into the bathroom this morning. I sat there for a few minutes, getting bombarded with kisses. Then I got up, closed the door, turned on the bathtub and said,okay, who is ready for their bath?! They all freaked. Lmao xD
I'm not that mean though lol. I opened the door for them to get out.
S- You have a full plate on your hands.
Me- Yes, but I have a bad habit of eating everything on my plate. ;)
Lol I'm such a wise ass.
If you want to know the reason why I was going out of my mind the other day, its because I'm angry that I don't have enough time in the day to visit my bf on valentines day. I don't want the argument that its a commercialized holiday. *In Foamy's voice* No, fuck off you cheap bastard.
Anyway, I wanted to, y'know, have some alone time, spend the weekend, yadda, yadda. But I can't afford it. I work every day with less than 40 hours a week. I support my family. I'm basically the dad of the household. And it hurts me. It hurts me that I can't see him.
Of course he can visit but I'm not forcing him to. I really wanted a chance to go there.
And this is not one of those bullshit internet catfish scenarios that vr has often. He's there because he's a responsible man, taking care of his sick family and won't move in till he finds work. I'm very proud of him. I love him soooo much! ♥
I'm driving myself crazy this morning. I hate being responsible. It's just not fair that I can't promise things to people or take a weekend for myself. *sigh*
And if anyone knew what I was talking about, they'd think I was absolutely nuts. I just. I don't know.
I'm being too hard on myself.
If there's anything I'd like to write about before my fuzzy mind forgets one day it's this. When we were getting off from the train in sheepshead. And I was so excited to get inked last November. We pass by that sign splitting the station walkway. Like a romantic comedy, we take opposite sides, walk and wave hi when we get to the end. Oh, it was a beautiful moment. Hello there, I love you soul mate. ♥
Ever finish taking a shower and feel like it was the best shower of your life? That's me right now. Ahh. Can't remember the last time I felt this good.
I'm so happy with the article written up about me. Not just because it's about me, but because it gives me more of a chance to touch someone's heart. Last night someone from my hometown emailed me. ♥
He started sketch pad jokes and it reminded me of when I was DrBloodyPad.
I miss that name. Should make a comic one day.
"You know... Your head is in my armpit." -S
Best line ever lol. ♥ I swear I quote that every day now to him. xD
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