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14:49 Mar 15 2011
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Going back home tonight....

How depressing....

I don't want to go back.

I just need to keep thinking I will be back here in 6 months, and be happy again.

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ladySnowStrixx
15:56 Mar 15 2011

just keep in min that its only temporary , and you,ll be back where you want to be soon .

00:53 Mar 09 2011
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Dealing with my dad's death a bit better now. Not crying every minute anymore.

I have decided to move here to be with my family in the summer.

Where I am, and where I work is just pissing me right off.

they can go fuck themselves.

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05:57 Mar 04 2011
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I am just on here briefly.

I had to rush out to Ontario from Alberta on Tuesday to come see my dad in the hospital. Even though his leaukemia was in remission he picked up an infection from the hospital from a needle trail he had where they give him his medicine. This infection is called VRE. If you are healthy, it's no big deal, but when your immune system is down, it can be fatal.

I made it to the hospital at 12:30 am March 2. And he died at 1:30 pm. He was on 4 kinds of medicine, where normally a patient would only need one of them. If a healthy person were to have just one drop of that medicine, of any of the four, it would make your heart explode. His blood pressure was so low, the medicine is what barely kept it up.

His organs gave out and he was on kidney dialisis. He was in ICU and on life support. We tried to wait for my younger brother to make it from B.C. but the doctors said that our dad was pretty much gone and they did everything they can and he was pretty much just a shell being kept alive my machines.

So this is my first time experiencing anything like this and seeing a life leave right before my eyes.

I am just utterly broken right now and in such shock and it is just still so unreal for me.

I love you dad. I wish I could have been here more with you.

So many regrets.

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immortalxkiss
06:04 Mar 04 2011

My words may not be much of a comfort, but I am so sorry for your lose. It's so hard to sit there and watch someone you love slowly die, knowing there's not a thing you can do about it.

I offer my condolences to you and your family, and I'll be sure to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. -hugs-

LadyKrystalynDarkstar
06:19 Mar 04 2011

AWWW Mellie. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'll give you a call in a few days ok? Stay strong. I won't sit here and say the same cliche things about death. Just know I Love you.

ladySnowStrixx
15:55 Mar 15 2011

Oh Sweetie, I,m so sorry I thought not seeing you on line you were having a great time out . I'm really sorry about your Dad I know how it feels and my heart goes out to you . You Can message me on messenger any time you want to . Love to ya sweetie.

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