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Weeeird. I can't make a journal entry on my XJeanneDArcX account. =S
I get a bright white page with: Error 1064 : You have an error in your SQL syntax; check the manual that corresponds to your MySQL server version for the right syntax to use near 'VALUES ('', 'XJeanneDArcX', '1277558614', '', '
You know, Greg aka Vampirika, the first time you just vanished out of my life was hard on me. I cried for a long time, I moped for a long time and all I could think of was you.
Then after 3 months, I was finally getting my life sorted and almost, you were almost out of my thoughts.
Then I found you again, and things seemed alright, just like how things had been. Then suddenly, you vanished again. After three years of knowing each other, you were my best friend.
I thought for sure now I was broken, and it would take a VERY long time to get over you again. I still have no idea why you just stopped talking to me after so long.
Yes, I have cried for you, and yes I did worry.
You know what though?
I am done.
You just are not worth the heart ache and tears anymore. Yes you hurt me real bad, worse then anyone in my life.
And you really don't deserve me, or anything coming from me.
Have a happy life Greg, or whoever you really are.
That's good Sweetie, You know we all love you here.
15:57 Jun 15 2010 Times Read: 738
RATING!!!
Oh how I love the rating game!
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU RATE ME.
You all have your own opinion, some of you rate fair, some of you don't care, and some of you are just plain children.
Stop being spiteful already and grow up.
Yes, it is a website.
But you know what, everyone is human on here. So how do you make friends being a jackass?
Then again you might say, "I am not here to make friends."
You know what?
Then what the heck are you doing here when you know people are bound to talk to you?
I really, really, REALLY despise two faced, hypocritical, spiteful people. I really do. Because all I EVER am is open and honest, and get run over for it.
Why?
Because of people like said above.
Grow up. We ALL have to live on this same planet together, you could at LEAST TRY to make it more accommodating.
Alright good so I am not the only one noticing this. Even people around me their behavior isn't normal and they can't explain their emotions they are feeling. I wasn't much like that but the last few days I have been REALLY picking up on it.
06:30 Jun 12 2010 Times Read: 767
I have uploaded three pictures of myself on my profile. I wasn't entirely planning on it, but someone requested my fancy. ; )
Sometimes things happen that we just can't explain, tis sad to see so many in this world hurt by those words. My heart goes out to you and I hope life brings happiness once agian to your door and you find your soul mate in this vast cold world we all call home.
I just don't get how someone can tell you for over a year that they love you and then just not talk to you at all.
And you don't know why.
And you don't know what you might have said to make them not say anything to you.
I just don't understand how someone could be so cruel. Someone you loved with your whole heart and trusted and thought would never turn their back on you.
I just don't understand.
I would think then that they must never have loved you at all if they just throw it all away like that, throw you away like that.
Hon Don't feel bad , you are a vibrant , beautiful woman and if he doesn't love you then that is his loss and your gain , you will find someone to love you like you should be loved look around you , you might already know him love happens in strange places . make a list and if the guy doesn't match up to the list then don't get serious be patient hon, it will happen and he won't be 1000's of miles away wanting to sometimes talk over the internet it will be someone who will come to your door to pick you up.
04:41 Jun 05 2010 Times Read: 816
I BOUGHT MY BIKE!!!!!
Now I be stylin' with my two wheeler. =}
I filled the tires with air, but I left it at work tonight to let it settle and then I will walk to work tomorrow and check the tires again and ride it home. Also possibly go for a ride after work because it will be early. Unlike now where it's after 9:30.
I can't wait I was all excited about my new ride. I bought a cool helmet, and gel seat and a funky lock. I thought of buying an air pump but didn't. Next check I will because I don't want to pay 50 cents every time to fill it up.
Now, tonight I am going to make some microwave popcorn, and pop in a movie and just chill.
Welllllll I am running a little behind then what I wanted to but now I know at least everything is open.
I need to go to the bank, my pay was actually really good, and normal even though I had gone on vacation. then to go to the library to pay my late fee, because I was a tard and brought the movies WITH ME on my vacation.
Then off to Wal-Mart to look at bikes and hopefully will find one to take home. Every year i say I want a bike and never get one. I WANT ONE THIS YEAR. That is my mission today, get a bike. Then I can bike to and from work and not feel like a burden to my co-workers. Plus it's good exercise and I can't afford a gym membership every month.
Then I work the night shift. WOO! I hate the night shift. Never anything to do......
Well since it's obvious that you don't love me and don't care.....
I don't know what your problem is, I only know you hurt me and you are a liar. All I have EVER done is love you, even for the things you've lied about before.
And still even when I knew the truth about things, you would still lie to me and become defensive and throw it back at me as if I were the bad guy.
I deserve a LOT better then that. I love you, I still love you, but it is really hard to love someone who does not want to commit to anything, who doesn't show at all that they love me in return or care.
And it just breaks my heart. To talk of all these things that could be, and feel as if it is all a huge lie and a game.
I feel seriously betrayed and let down. It's things like this that make me have no faith or trust in any relationships, because every single one I have been in has ended.
I thought you said you were different? Well, to me you are just like everyone else. I'm disappointed that you can't even be a friend let alone a boyfriend.
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