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never knowing what is coming next

when it comes to the opposite sex

I lay my head down to rest

but all I see is dark distress

I wish for more than I have

always end up getting less

so much has been taken from me

when will i feel happy

the dark has came apon me

to show who i realy am

im nothing important

inless you want pain

i cause so much

is it all in vain

everything has gone down the drain

to vanish leaving me

all alone with nothing

no one to love no one to see

no one to be with no one to make me happy

everyone is mad

everyone is sad

but today I want to smile

I want to feel that same feeling I felt long ago

before you left

this earth was great

but now your gone

all I feel is hate

im tired of this thing

it only causes shame

I want your hand in mine

I want you close by

I miss that smile

the one that made me smile

why did you go that night

I told you not to

I begged for you to stay

saying dont go out today

but you left,

saying everything will be ok

it wasnt

it isnt

your gone forever

taken by death

I shall never see you again

It seems everyone forgot

but I havent

I wont till the day I rot

in the ground I want to be

next to you forever more

but I promise I will wait till that day comes naturaly

all I want is to smile oneday



-alyssa-

so here i am

once again

stuck in between

in between two roads

not knowing which one to chose

i hate this game so

i don't know what to do

how can i chose

if i chose left i lose right

if i chose right i go into a black abyss

in which i will die

its like i have no corect choice

not one in which i will win

either one i chose

i will lose



-alyssa-