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as i walk to the leibary , i am thinking of my past and fears and dobghts about who i is , and wondeirng if it is not all made up don't get em wrong its not as bad as it use to be , but still there, and i guess that ok some times i go over me being laterd to much and i admit it, and what not about my folks, i will not lie to u , i do but at the same time , i know the truth is always proved and it hekps i guess i just take it one day at a time is all ya know. so that is all i needed to say,

as i look back on my past and i wonder if i do use this, as a cruch? i mean it is after all, a fair qustion, and sometime s maybe but we all in some ways do in what ever , but i also know even in that i know who and what i am is real even if i get caiierd awaya nd so on , see what i' comeing to is gods know i go over ths more times then i should. but see i'm getting t the point i am who i am and if no one likes it oh the fuck well. and i' being me even my mistakes are part of me and help me know who i am , and so on and i'm getting to be the right me finny and takeig back what was stilon and taken from me , and i'm alive agein and i;m just happy or i will be,