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:exert from book



after over three thousand years. nothing muchs changed. i find pleasure in the simple never much to be had past the mundane.... life grows and teachings yet it is more to possess. never to "have" love is seen and fet as some thing ignorant. and mostly you are feed from and drained of that chakra when you allow it to be exsposed and "emoting" or projecting from that chakra. or to love. so what are we to do. will we change. to feed and to live seems to be the law. all do. even at young ages humans "agravate" there syblings and get a "kick" out of it. in neccesity..or what aspect..it is still an aspect of feeding common to the relatively new breed the psy. study of psionics proves the mundane majic. lust draws in men to be dropped by the alustriusly beautiful once they are "boring" lost... "interest" once one has "won" an arguement in a human reelationship they quickly leave quite often "feeling tryumfant" leaveing the other...whom was "wrong" feeling drained and "sorry" the same arguement could be rehashed at a later time.. and new information or the sad one reclusing at the right moment could leave the end result in reverse. making it seem psy vampire on some level must stay "moral" on some level to stay emotionally whole and energeticly healthy. humans are evolving. we must study and realize..mother of invention is...neccesity. it seems..thru my studies. that humans are growing because of our feeding. the presure we place on them. is makeing them grow.