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Here again i find the feeling of missing. A desire for a community that hasnt existed in years. But this is similar. But do i find myself among those like me? Or do i once again place myself in a world of dreams thats unreal only like me i see them. Or is it just a place made of lost religions and beliefs that are based on a reality that is only held still by some. Its bothered me sometime. Are these people really as they say different as i am? Or is it a false reality i allow myself to believe in to carry me through those lonely nights? Its enough to quail my desire for now. Maybe i shall shun these feelings by making it more real as i know it.



The last of the clan doriana the one known as mathaius

Very strange how much has changed so quickly. Within a few years weve seen a new age dawn on man as aliens have returned to earth. In two thousand twelve the passing of nibiru has seen another grouping of its inhabitants leave their planet and come to ours as their ancestors did, only history written and received to prepare them for what they may find. And what have they found. For human history equated two thousand twelve with the end of the world by various religions. But humanity in its self is ending. Longer limbs, bigger heads, in so many ways evolving similarly to the aliens themselves. But what do they think of us. The strange, the hidden of earth? What have our years of hiding evolved us into? More animalistic, more tempting, more destructive. Paranoia. Distress. Worry. These things have made anything elvish or the like construde in darkness, a wash with memories and thoughts that cannot be. For we will not see our time to read and see the ancestorial faults of our ancestors on us, to walk in the light and show men we are different. This will not be for we have evolved to be the most hidden and watching beings of the cosmos. The unknown of the unknown. The watchers of the watchers. So we wait. For what? We know well that time is the only teacher and the being riddled with the passing aeons of development of what works. And what can shake these bonds for us but a new environment that will shape us to trust and believe that what looks like us is like us. We know this to not be true.



The last of the clan doriana to be known of he known as mathaius. May you live well.