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He needed her kiss

She longed for his touch

He wanted to hold her

Thats not asking for much



So distant they were

But so close were their hearts

The feelings they felt made up

For their time spent apart



They spoke every day

But the lonely nights got longer

All the wrong words said

Only made the love grow stronger



People told her it was not real

They told her it wouldnt last

But she knew he truly loved her

She could not put him in the past



She called him late one night

But he never answered the phone

He was always there for her before

Why had he left her alone?



She tried to call him back

As thoughts ran through her mind

She was afraid he was with someone else

She did not want him to leave her behind



The next day he did not call

Knowing he had treated her wrong

Thinking of what he did the night before

Left him depressed all day long



She sat there crying in the dark

As he did the same two thousand miles away

He picked up the phone and dialed four numbers

Before he realized he had nothing to say



Three long days passed

They still had not spoken

She was more scared than she had ever been

And her fragile heart was broken



He knew what he must do

He had to tell her the mistake he made

Despite the fear of what he could lose

He dialed the number and the phone rang



It shocked her when she heard the ring

She hesitated before she answered

And when he told her he slept with another girl

The tears fell faster



She wanted to hang up right then

But she listened to him apologize

She tried to make out his words

Through the sobs and sad cries



She couldnt forgive him at the moment

She simply said "alright" and left him there

He stayed on the line long after she left

Then he grabbed his dads car keys and ran down the stairs



She lay in her bed

Clinging tight to the sheets

She did not even move

She just wanted to weep



He drove farther and farther

Miles from his hometown

He just wanted to take her in his arms

He had to get to her somehow



He drove as fast as he could

Did not care about the traffic

Then out of nowhere

Thats where the crash happened



She did not sleep at all that night

She couldnt stand the pain

Before she began to take a shower

The phone started to ring



She did not know who it was

But she ran to the receiver

She thought at first it was him

Instead it was her mother



She could tell her mom had been crying

When she told her to turn to channel two

The phone fell down hard on the floor

When she saw what was on the news



The funeral was tragic

She had not seen him in two years

Seeing him lying in the casket

Is what brought all the tears



Old memories started to flood back to her

Most were good but some were bad

Thats when she realized

He was all she ever had



"He was only eighteen," she heard them say

"He had so much to give."

She wished so hard that it could have been her

She wished he would have lived



The thing that hurt her the most

Is that he was almost at her home

She kept thinking he might have survived

If only she had known



After the funeral the police came to her house

And handed her a letter

It was an apology from him to her

Saying that he would make this all better



It was the sweetest thing she ever read

And it brought more tears than ever

She read it over and over again

A tear falling with every single letter



It said how they would spend their life together

Get married and have a family

It said how much he loved her

And how he promised to make her happy



She went home that day

And just sat alone on her bed

Reading his words again and again

Repeating them in her head



She took out her scrapbook

And looked at their old pictures

Her heart filled with pain

Knowing that he was not with her



She grabbed a pen and a notebook

And began writing a letter

When she finished she folded it up

And bowed her head with a prayer



She went into the kitchen

And found the sharpest knife

She had made her decision

She gave up her life



It was not because she wanted to die

She just wanted to see him again

And as she took her last lonely breath

She was thinking of him



They found her on the bed of blood

With his letter in one hand and hers in the other

They saw his picture lying on her heart

And knew they were finally together