I disconnected myself from a man that I no longer needed in my life
The night drew in the endless cold
from the dark and all I could
do is wrap myself in a warm blancket and dreaming about the warmth
of his body pressed up against me
in the night.
My body soon begone to ach for the
lonliness of his absent body.
My numness soon begain to
take form and my mind started to dream about
the nights that we shared and the coolness of smiles.
the warmth of his touchess
the smoothness of body when we touch
body to body.
my mind wonder on and on
until the silents started to press down
on my everybeing.
I know yarn for that touch that belongs to him and only him.
What to do ?
Damn that man
Lost in thoughts the mind plays tricks
on me.
Found my thoughts, but the tricks keeps
comming from every corner of a mind
gone wild.
Theirs noises coming in every directions, but their none coming in the line of sight.
I hear voices, but no one is talking to
me or around me.
he grip on reality is losing
string by string.
Times comes and gones like the
hours on a ticking watch.
Never in this time that this
mind of mine will find peace
upon peace that I can relax on
this is so passing the dark whole
while I stay stranded in the dark finding no peace or confort that can pass this evil mind
of mine
Damn this mind of mine
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