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an iceland of love
01:06 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 467

a white blanket covers the earth, like blackness engulfs my heart. these times i sit and wait. are like the cracks in the mirror face.



each hour that passes by , my mind falters by and by. not to settle on a thing. but the hope that seems all fleeting.

for this i sit and ponder, why oh why?



is this the beggining ? or the endless cycle of time? recycled like so much refuse.



how can i go on? how can this be? am i dreaming? or is this the true meaning of hell?



so as the snow covers this place, i feel the cold sink in. my heart has become frozen like the land on wich i stand.

my soul is blue and fridged. shivering inside . this i can not hide. but to find the thing to thaw me. is never in sight.



searh and you will find. or so they say. but years have gone by. and i am lost in this winterland of the dead.

nothing but withered trees and heart alike. tundra and fishers abound. but love i cannot find.

The Darkening of life
01:05 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 468

ever closer, these feelings draw near. to rip asunder, they bring , silance, pain, and fear.



always the hunted, hide in the night. can not surrender, too weak to fight.



pulling on me. my nerves are frayed. feeling the pressure, crushing me. sinking down under,drowning slowly.



lost in the cold, afraid in the dark. noone around. can't see, can't talk. tripping , i'm falling. down for too long. no use in coming. i've been lost for too long.



the moonlight is shining, yet my world is still black.



the time is now coming, theres no turning back, twisting , i'm turning, ran off the track. falling forever, no coming back.



broken i lay, never stand tall. my wires are crossed. damned are us all.



tenabrous, enchroaching. shivering in fright. lost in the forest, lost in the night.



the emotions are raw. fettered to me. running blind, beyond insane. struggle within, so hopeless it seems.



abloish the dreams, future, ripped at the seams, at wits end no use dose it seem.



all solace lost, my tears the cost.

A tempest of souls.
01:04 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 469




like breathing water i am sinking again.

inside I'm breaking, struggle within.

surmounting anguish,

blackened with sin.



this frozen soul is fractured again.



fissures showing for all to see.

this broken one is destined to the tempest.

the storm clouds roll in.

shadows shrowd all.



this is the end.

the time has now come.

no way out.

my own hell i've become.

the terrors of love's hold
01:04 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 470




sinking downwards, lost below. waves of sorrow, pains untold. truth behold, i now unfold, this epilouge of horror's hold.



seething tourments, faith's betryal. of breaking hearts, and creeping terrors.



sins black as ravens wings, harken now unto these things.



autums mist, moistened lips. shining by moonlight, drink the sin, it soon begins. the darkening of the night

drowning me
01:03 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 471




from depths below, my pain unfolds

bleeding from me.



form times untold , misery beholds

my life , my love, my loss.



in these days,dark feelings rise,

drowning me in their sorrows.



how long can i tread these waters?

athiest's cry.
01:02 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 472




wheres the one to save us all?

the one that comes from above? he left us here to rott amog the filth he made himself!



disease... it festers.

eats at us all!

fre will. a joke on us all!



we look to the sky,

an empty act.

pray for redemtion.

don't make me laugh.



wheres your God? your holy one?

has he come for you at last?

broken faith lays at your feet.

his to you . it won't pass.



disease it festers.

eats at us all.

faith in him.

we all shall fall.



so look to the sky see nothing there.

on your knees and pray . to nothing . and you will recive!



nothing.

lament
01:02 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 473




I. fell this pain. aching, tearing, eating me away.



breaking inside. I can not hide. all this hate, burning me alive.



but don't . tell me its ok. wretching , dragging , pulling me , insane.



I . lost my way, somewhere out here in all this decay......



nothing I try, ever subsides, any of this torture in my life.



condemed to this. endless pouring rain. "like all the flies tearing out my eyes" all these lies. nothing i say really matters , life, death... there's nothing left.................bye.

Waves of sorrow.
01:01 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 474




I lost myself , deep in the ocean.

fathoms down is where I lay.

the currents strong. too strong to fight now. come up for air if I only could.



depths below, I drift in the waters.

I strained to conseal all that i could.

the climate is cold beneath these waters.



can't swallow pride.

can't cry for help.



Your lies i drink like wine.

decipher every meaning.

you can not disguise or hide.

I follow every movement.

murmurs of the wise,

they unveil your motives.

the past clouds my eyes.

the truth has bee corroded.



one hundred years beneath the waters.

a tide too high.

consumes all that you knew.

beneath the waves,

the sounds just dies.

muffled ,bloated on your tounge.

Unfettered Descent
01:01 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 475




I watched you fall from sable skies and on broken wings, mended on twigs and twine. scabbed covered heart bereft of feelings . of anything.



but once you were the golden one.

full of grace.

so much love

pure,serene.

now you are nothing.



your decent. the world can see.

this heresy that bleeds

from you like stigmata

all that remains.



blasphemies in his name.

to further your hold on the land.

but now you rest in the gutter.

victim of religion.

other wise known as murder.



a skeletal hand. dark, menacing .

and griping you tight.

soon to take your life.

no chance of resurection .

we take your rights.

out goes the lights.



your descent veiwed by humanity.

faith. a disease.

killing us slowly.



fold your wings around yourself!

we belive in ourselves!

passions of sin
00:55 Dec 27 2010
Times Read: 476

A chill falls over me.

As I wake its you I don\'t see.

To touch your flesh, is what i crave.

I can still taste your kiss,

so fresh on my lips.



open your soul to me.

all things reveal to me.

of dark and light.

give yourself to me.

and thus i will feed.



cherish these moments

wrapped in embrace

carnal, sensual ,

pleasures to make .

its you i now take.

morality left in the wake.



writhing , entwined .

tear away the sheets.

tremors of passion,

too much to take.



strapped down and tethered .

bound by leathers and chain.



bite.

claw.

sucking at torn flesh.

blood drips from neck and chest.

pain for pleasure.

violent sex.